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“And how can I stop being miserable? I hate myself like this.”

— Sylvia Plath, from a letter to Ruth Tiffany Beuscher written c. July 1962

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do you ever feel embarrassed to be in your own skin like please just dont look at me i wish i didnt exist sometimes like i want to disappear because i cannot handle being me 

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Can my eating disorder either go away completely or be bad enough that I’m actually skinny

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*loses 5 lbs* I don’t see a difference

*gaines 0.003 lbs* Why did I let myself go

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People: are you ok?

Me: yea

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If you’re UGLY and you know it clap your hands

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If you’re UGLY and you know it clap your hands

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If you’re UGLY and you know it and there is no way around it

If you’re UGLY and you know it clap your hands

👏 👏

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Reblog if you genuinely think you're fat.

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Do you ever just panic because you’re not losing weight fast enough and you’re stuck in this disgusting fat suit and you CAN’T GET OUT because same

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I don’t feel close to anyone anymore.

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AND DON’T

FUCKING

TELL PEOPLE

THAT THEY’RE NOT TRYING

BECAUSE HOW THE FUCK WOULD YOU KNOW IF THEY’RE TRYING OR NOT

JUST BECAUSE IT DOESN’T LIVE UP TO YOUR STANDARDS DOESN’T MEAN THEY’RE NOT TRYING

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Mental illness has ruined my fucking life, don’t ever tell me that it’s a choice

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Ge wilt s c h r e e u w e n en frustreren Ge wilt kapots ch e u r e n en op de grond gooien (in honderden scherven alsjeblieft) Smijten met de stem die in uw hoofd ronddoolt. Ge wilt stoppen en opgeven Huilen, roepen én tieren Doorgaan en winnen en stiekem nog steeds een beetje verliezen

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me: *has an eating disorder for years*

me: *is still not even close to being thin*

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reblog if you're ugly as fuck.

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