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I hope you know there’s more to life I hope you cry

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JOHNNY FAUST in every episode of Paradise CIty: ↪ 1.01 Don’t Let the Name Fool You

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Swiggity swooty.

I’m coming out of Hiatus just to hijack the American Satan/Paradise City fandom with my Faust garbage once more.

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bvlletproof​:

as soon as he got the call that anything was remotely wrong with ximena, to the point amelia was in tears over it, he dropped everything he was doing. as usual, the worst possibilities swam through his head like he was in the deep end. he grabbed his leather jacket and almost tripped going to his car. luckily the drive to amelia’s wasn’t too far, and it was pretty quiet around tonight. he could get away with speeding just a little. or a lot. nobody was on the road, it didn’t matter how much or little.

“nothing? what do you mean nothing?” he basically lunged his body past her, his first priority was his daughter’s well being right now. he had to push down how much worse it made his chest tighten to see amelia crying, his fear of what was wrong with ximena outweighed that. when he looked in the living room to see her sitting, looking relaxed while watching paw patrol. his lips parted, confused, broken noises leaving his throat. 

he stood there, half thinking that he should remind ximena that that dog chase is not to be trusted but instead, backed up into the kitchen again. a brow cocked up to the woman, slowly piecing together what was happening. “so she turned around? just a scare?” he knew that was the answer, but with the state she was in, he wanted to let her confirm it, maybe it would help calm her down. “and hey. i’m never too busy if you need me. besides, mario kart can wait.” whether or not he was actually playing mario kart will not be revealed. “…are you okay? sit down. let’s talk.”

Feeling some relief herself once he saw their daughter was alright, she took a deep breath, though it was hard not to cough as more sobbing wanted to etch it’s way through her still somewhat agitated breathing. Holding her breath for a few seconds did the trick, however, and she came down just a tad bit more. ❝ Yeah, she’s fine. It just happened so suddenly, I didn’t know what to-I’m sorry. ❞

Coming to sit next to him, shaking as she had been the entire time, Amelia held herself, running her own hands up and down her arms in a useless attempt to find some consolation. Ximena was fine, why was she so affected still?

❝ I- ❞ The first thing she thought of telling him was that she was alright, but her entire demeanor would have let him know she was lying. Amelia was a good liar, but not when she was essentially giving herself away; the swollen eyes and red nose and cheeks enough testament of just how much time she’d spent crying that night. ❝ I’m not. I’m not okay. ❞ She concluded. ❝ I hate asking my mother for help, you know how she is. Somehow me being young makes me incompetent as a mother... but I didn’t know what to do, and I didn't want to risk taking my baby outside. And I know, I know you’re there if she ever needs something but fff...  ❞ 

She was calming down, as best as she could as she recounted everything that went through her head in the space of minutes, but this wasn’t easy to say. Making front to the reality of the situation they’d lived since they broke up.

❝ It’s so hard being alone sometimes... It just got to me this time, I think. ❞

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@bvlletproof​

       Last thing Amelia had wanted was to call him when she knew he was going to be... well, whatever he did when he had a night off. They were usually respectful of each other’s time and space, and she knew perfectly that was he reason why they had been able to make their situation work. Co-parenting was hard as it was; there was no need of making it harder by being invasive, but that night she felt like she had no choice in the matter.

Ximena had just gone through a high fever and she hadn’t been able to bring it down with anything until her mother came over. It was a cold. A simple, all too usual, not at all outlandish cold, yet she had been so scared. She didn’t even know if Warren had understood half of what she had told him over the phone, but he was on is way and that gave her some reassurance.

However...

She had overreacted. Ximena was perfectly fine and when he arrived he would see his daughter with a blanket wrapped around her while she watched cartoons and ate cereal from a mug; all the while she was a crying mess in her kitchen. It was during moments like this that she was reminded of just how painfully alone she was, sometimes. So when the front door bell rang, she opened it half halfheartedly, looking down at her feet as if that would accomplish anything to hide the fact that she’d been crying since she called him.

❝ Warren, I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have called you... You were probably busy and I made you come all the way here over nothing. ❞

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Moving.

For the sake of what I’m hoping to be convenience, I’ll be moving this sideblog to it’s own main blog, just so it’s not confusing as to why a “Live action” blog is liking your stuff or asking to rp.

If you feel like refollowing, fear not, I’ll be keeping the same URL <3. Feel free to unfollow this blog and come w me into a world of pure imagination… if I manage to go that far :v.

Come follow me @piusultra​! // Come follow me @piusultra​! // Come follow me @piusultra​! // Come follow me @piusultra​! // Come follow me @piusultra​!

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   ❝ I’m ready to know what the people know,                                                     Ask ‘em my questions                                                          And get some answers ❞

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Drinking starters

as requested by @ambitionbled (it won’t let me tag you, sorry!)

CONCERN.

❝How much have you had to drink?❞

❝You could have fucking alcohol poisoning!❞  

❝Easy, there. Try to sit up.❞

❝I think I might’ve overdone it on the alcohol…❞

❝We’ve got to go get your stomach pumped.❞

❝I thought you said you were clean!❞

❝Yes, it is a big deal.❞

❝Let me drive you home.❞

❝You are NOT driving like this!❞

❝You are gonna have one hell of a hangover tomorrow.❞

❝Drinking until you puke is not normal.❞

DRUNK.

❝Is this real life?❞ 

❝I want to go to sleep but I can’t find any sheep.❞

❝How do you show fish affection?❞

❝Taco Bell is open 24 hours, right?❞

❝Tequila is not my friend? YOU’RE not my friend.❞

❝Drunk I am not.❞

-glasses on head- ❝Where did I put my glasses?❞

❝How do I tell my parents I’m a mermaid?❞ 

❝I’m not even tired.❞

❝I should call my ex.❞

❝I’m not drunk enough for this.❞

❝Does playing Mario Kart drunk count as drunk driving?❞

-hugging the floor- ❝I’m trying to stop the floor from spinning.❞

❝Can we go out for fried chicken?❞

ANGST.

❝What’s the fucking point anymore?❞

❝Screw recovery. I want a drink.❞

❝I’m too sober for this shit.❞ 

❝I don’t give a shit what you think.❞

❝I seriously don’t feel too good.❞

❝I didn’t even have that much to drink.❞

❝Will you stop fucking interrogating me?❞

❝I can drive. I’m fine.❞

❝There’s a reason I drink so much.❞

❝You’re the reason I drink so much.❞

❝I’m only happy when I’m drunk.❞

FLUFF/FUN.

❝You’re cute, you know that?❞ 

❝You wanna get wasted?❞

❝I’m bar-hopping tonight, wanna come?❞

❝What are you drinking, and why aren’t you sharing?❞

❝I’m having a party for two.❞

❝You’re so hot.❞

❝I’m usually too chicken-shit to say this, but…I really like you.❞

❝I don’t want to kiss you with your alcohol breath.❞

*kisses on forehead*

*kisses on cheek*

*kisses on lips*

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𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐩𝐮𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐨𝐧 𝐈𝐂𝐄. 𝐘𝐨𝐮’𝐫𝐞 𝐬𝐢𝐜𝐤 𝐨𝐟 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐋𝐎𝐍𝐄𝐋𝐘 𝐍𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓𝐒.

                                                          𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐌𝐄 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐈 𝐚𝐢𝐧’𝐭 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐲.                                                           𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐌𝐄 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐢𝐭 𝐚𝐢𝐧’𝐭 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭.

indie. selective. Dabi from BNHA. penned by Zaria.

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In poison places, we are anti-venom                                         We’re the beginning of the end

Indie | Private | Selective Multimuse feat. BNHA Penned by Comet

Muse List & Rules

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Mun Achievement Unlocked:

The impostor syndrome has been, is, and will always be strong with this one.

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Friendly reminder, for my bnha muses, go follow me @piusultra

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       MULTIMUSE / MULTISHIP / MULTIBAD !!

Because in this world, the ones who are smiling are the strongest !!

As Told by Bender, your friendly Shitposter !!

* Click the Source for Rules and Muses!

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        MULTIMUSE / MULTISHIP / MULTIBAD !!

Because in this world, the ones who are smiling are the strongest !!

As Told by Bender, your friendly Shitposter !!

* Click the Source for Rules and Muses!

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         MULTIMUSE / MULTISHIP / MULTIBAD !!

Because in this world, the ones who are smiling are the strongest !!

As Told by Bender, your friendly Shitposter !!

* Click the Source for Rules and Muses!