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My last yanblog got nuked im so sad :c i need people to mutually obsess over its not fair

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“Sometimes I wish I were a little kid again, skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts.”

— Unknown

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“I should have hugged you tighter the last time I saw you.”

— Unknown

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Hey... Is anyone in an okay enough headspace to just.. Let me vent about some kinda serious stuff for a few minutes..?

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So exhausted but you cant sleep

Scared of what your dreams may be

Leading your brain into the deep end

Scared of falling asleep again

So tired the days are blurry

Im moving so slow yet im in a hurry

Passing out in class passing out at work

Long story short

Im.tired

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“I sleep to escape from reality.”

— Unknown

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“I’ll never make you cry.” She was reading the screenshot with tears in her eyes.”

— Unknown

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“I’m exhausted from trying to be stronger than I feel.”

— Unknown

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“I’m often silent when I’m screaming inside.”

— Unknown

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“Kindness begins with understanding we all struggle.”

— Charles Glassman (via quotefeeling)

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“True love is like ghosts, which everybody talks about and few have seen.”

— Erica Jong (via perfectquote)

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“Faking a smile is better than explaining why you are sad.”

— Unknown

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“You’re the only one I trust enough to see inside my soul.”

— William Chapman (via thoughtkick)

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“I should have hugged you tighter the last time I saw you.”

— Unknown

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I'm sorry

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Fuckin now im crying again.. It's been a month. As of right now its been a month since he passed away. It still doesnt fucking feel real.. I still think hes gonna text me.back.. And reply to roleplay.. Amd tell me im doing good and ill be okay. And tell me he knowd u can pass my classes because im smart.. And give me.a hug because im.freaking the fuck out. I only think about it late at night but it hits harder every single time

On.top of just overthinking everything. My.classes. my friends. My relationship. Just all of it. Second guessing my.every word. Wondering where or even if i fucked something up. I hate it. I hate it i hate it i hate it..

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I think my biggest motivator right now is that he'd be proud of me. He didn't want it to be sad. He wanted me to keep going like normal and im trying really hard. Ive been eating more and drinking water bc it always worried him when i didnt. I take picture of every pretty thing i see since he cant send me his. Ive been trying to get more sleep too. I used to worry him so much... I wish he was here to see me.getting better.. He'd be really proud of me. He'd let me.ramble for hours about how im doing and offer me hugs and encouragement and advice.. Hed tell me to take care of myself... Im trying to do better for him.. I promise..