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oh mama...

nothing to say for myself

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no idea about the context for this scene cuz I haven't watched s2 yet but I imagine this is exactly what happened :)

based on this Columbo gem:

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I don't think so. You've got an amnesiac Archangel hiding out in your bookshop.

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sobbing!!

Not soulmates, based on this quote by marsadist (via twitter) [Crowley's version]

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Sometimes I forget that romance is a real thing and not just made up for good omens

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my taking every opportunity to shove my azicrow agenda down my friends throats:

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need a bi4bi t4t m/f pairing where the girl is a giant freak and not in the "cute manic pixie" way but in the "unethical experiments in my fucked up laboratory" way and the guy is a golden retriever who thinks he can fix her. and he brings her cute bento lunches and she's like "bradley shut up put on your fucking gloves and hold this possum down so i can graft these giant grasshopper legs to it"

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"You wouldn't understand because

You've never been in love,"

Not in a traditional sense, no,

But is it not love that flows through me?

The way I'd once viewed you as my sun,

The others being my stars

Is that love not enough for you?

"Of course it's not"

I speak to myself

As I hold her in my trembling arms

The dark room empty

Yet suffocating

Is it not love,

how I nursed you back to health?

When you couldn't move or stand?

"Not enough for them,"

I speak once more,

To the child in my grasp

"Why can't they see that I do know love?"

She whispers into the dark

"It's not your fault,"

I reply simply, as tears run down her cheeks

"Love is complex, they don't know themselves,"

The words fall on deaf ears

A shattered soul

Lost in the dark

I hope someday she'll see,

And I know that she is me

Love isn't that one thing,

A wedding with a ring

It's all around us,

Flourishing, blooming

In the winds that spread pollen,

The stars that shine at night

In the arms that hold us closely,

When nothing seems quite right

I know there's love within me,

Though maybe not your kind

And I hope one day you'll see me

When you stop being so blind

Love is the laughter shared,

The tears we shed together

It's the moments that we think of

When we can't stand the weather

I love all and none,

And sometimes too much

Never nothing

And it helps me see

Though you'd never agree

That I am love,

And love is me

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first date jitters

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Genuinely dont know if its because im neurodivergent or just EXTREAMLY sensitive to conflict but I just feel like when I say the wrong thing (accidentally) and people get mad. I would think and sob about it all day 24/7. I cant get it out of my head and it causes me extreme anxiety. Genuinely cant even function and thinking abt it constantly. Im unaware of what I did and I will apologize if what I did was wrong. But I guess the hard thing is that I dont recognize tone and an the secret "implication" of my words that other people derive. In reality, I don't mean anything by them, take my words of tease with a grain of salt. No bad intentions no pettiness I just tend to blurt out stuff.

And what I hate the most is that the course of action people take when they're mad at me is they give me silent treatment. I NEED clear indications and instructions when conflict arises. I mean I NEED THEM. Please do not expect me to understand you, I will fail. It feels like I wasnt given any memo , I dont even get to have an equal understanding to why a conflict happens to me. I just get stranded with unclear guilt.

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The beauty of perspective 😭 I love new spins on social understandings of love

I love soulmates but also this-

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SOMEBODY SEDATE ME all i can think about is aziraphale and crowley my heart hurts and i miss them and and and

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smitten | adjective | smit·​ten deeply affected with or struck by strong feelings of attraction, affection, or infatuation

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would you believe me if i said this was based off of a minecraft interaction

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tori spring, ⠀i have been looking for you ⠀⠀forever.

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so…um. how are we feeling good omens fans

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It's going to be rough after those GO news dropped yesterday but I read quite a lot of posts with people who saw it on a more positive side and I am trying to do the same.

Am I disappointed that we get one single episode of 90min instead of the planned 6 episodes?

Yes.

Am I sad that we will miss so many precious moments, minisodes, character developments and interactions because of this?

Absolutely.

But I am grateful that we at least get a conclusion instead of having to live with the bitter cliffhanger from S2.

I am also grateful for all the people who fought for this and made it possible that we can now say that we at least got those 90min. From what I read it was this close to just be canceled completely.

But it will definitely take some time for me to be truely "happy" about the "at least we got something" reality because my mind is not ready to let go of the "what could have been".