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we are so ableist about memory. people with good memory take for granted the fact that they can recall as much as they can, and use that to taunt, guilt and threaten people with memory issues. many neurotypes and mental illnesses cause memory lapses. traumatic brain injuries can cause memory lapses. brain cancer can cause memory lapses.

even if your memory is good, it's not right to guilt someone because they can't remember something. trust me, people with memory problems are desperately trying to remember: it's just that we literally can't. it is a very literal "i can't remember".

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I think I need to just accept that I'm always gonna struggle with certain things and that while they might get better they will never fully go away

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boy it would be nice to be able to google something related to personality disorders, psychosis, intellectual disabilities, autism, DID/OSDD, etcetera without finding majority articles that are like “how to deal with a person with X” “how to cope with your child with X” “how to spot someone faking X” “can people with X be cured?”

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They should invent a father who doesn't disrespect you

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shoutout to the people who are angry and resentful. shoutout to the people who don't know who to trust or what trust even means. shoutout to the people who want to give up but keep going anyway. your effort and struggle does not go unseen, and you are not alone.

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I really need to get like a punching bag or something because this isn't ok anymore

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I gotta stop making friends who are more mentally ill than me

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I'm like if a control-freak had Zero control over its life. So like. Just a freak. A control-less-freak. A-freak-who-desperately-needs-control-but-never-gets-it

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No because I think I'd rather gnaw my own hand off than ever be vulnerable with another person

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My toxic trait is that if I was ever in an argument and the other person tried to pull that whole "Oh so now I'M the BAD GUY" guilt trip thing I would simply agree with them

"oH so NoW iM tHe bAD GuY" well you are now asshole

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My last job really fucked me up in the head huh

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everyone who is better than me deserves to be slapped for making me feel inferior

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Welcome to me screaming into the void

A lot of what I say on here is gonna be my unfiltered thoughts which are gonna sound very unhealthy and shitty at least atm. I do not care about being palatable on here, so don't bother coming onto my posts trying to be preachy or whatever

I will block any racist, sexist, homophobic, transphobic or ableist blogs I see, so just fuck off if you're any of the above