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sooo im planning on continuing a fanfiction of mine from years ago, and i'm just trying to wrap my head around how th MCU portrays ages in movies. i wanted to make the love intrest (in wayyyyy later chapters/books) be Wanda, because it's wanda and a bit of wlw 😋 but my OC is only gonna be like 16 in Avengers Infinity war, so like, the age gap is going to be DAIBOLICAL. sooo. i might just change wanda's age to be like 16/17 in age of ultron, because steve later says in civil war that "she's just a kid", but on the other hand, everyone's pratically a kid to steve since hes like 100 LOL. anyways, i have to figure all of this out now 😭

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the new sims 4 base game made my game break. i literally can not open the EA app, or the sims 4 shortcut, without a pop up saying "sims 4 is already running". which it is nott. i am sooooo sick and tired of the sims breaking after EVERY base game update. i just wanna play the sims guys, thats it :((

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“Ben Urich, I knew him.” You murdered him you sick son of a bitch. I’ve never hated Fisk more than in this moment right here.

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we are so so over 😞😔

me, pressing play on daredevil: born again: WE ARE SO BACK

me, 17 minutes later: WE ARE SO OVER.

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im so so sos sosoosos nervious to write angst, like so scared guys. i wanna write it for the fanfic i've been writing for YEARS, and i kindda keep putting it off (even though it like follows the plot and i can't really move on without writing it) bc i want to get it correct, and i want it to be "perfect" enough. like im so excited to write it, but i'm gonna throw up thinking about it !!! so yay!!

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tell me why it took me ages to post this??? i had to end up schudelling this post in order for it to ACTUALLY post 😭

FIRST OFFICIAL TIKTO EDIT POSTED GUYS!!! HERES THE VID!! ITS ALSO POSTED ON MY TIKOK [https.m00nl0v3r] (crazy username ik i need to change it soon) but!!! the edit’s based off of my upcoming chapter in “The Edge of Everything” on AO3 and Wattpad!!! it’s in TLOU universe soo 🤭🤭

for some reason atm i can’t share my tiktok link, BUT TRUST TRUST

(link to ao3 fic tooo!!!!!)

https://archiveofourown.org/works/48387907

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FIRST OFFICIAL TIKTO EDIT POSTED GUYS!!! HERES THE VID!! ITS ALSO POSTED ON MY TIKOK [https.m00nl0v3r] (crazy username ik i need to change it soon) but!!! the edit’s based off of my upcoming chapter in “The Edge of Everything” on AO3 and Wattpad!!! it’s in TLOU universe soo 🤭🤭

for some reason atm i can’t share my tiktok link, BUT TRUST TRUST

(link to ao3 fic tooo!!!!!)

https://archiveofourown.org/works/48387907

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Music Inspo Help for my OC!!

So my OC is Penelope Moore, if you've seen my tumblr, you've probably seen my earlier posts of The Edge of Everything. Which is a fanfiction of mine of The Last of Us on HBO, and I've just added my own oc, like I said before. Soooo I need some help like curiating a playlist of songs she'd like, or albums she'd like since the world ended in 2003, and there's no way to make a personal burnned CD without internet. I think if the world didn't end, Penelope would be obsessed with Taylor Swift's debut album, Speak Now, and Fearless. She's defenately like a girl born with an old ladies soul, loves crocheting, loves quilts, she is obsessed with Alice In Wonderland, and also the Outsiders. If that helps. I think she wouldn't really like Country Music as much, since all they talk about is beer and ladies. Or Rock. Maybe some Beetles, but that's it. She's more of a chill, folk, humming music personality wise? If that makes sense.

If you have any recomdations, please don't hesitate to let me know !!!

(also here's a link to my Spotify for her as a character: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/7Me1kDgysJSdlooIe804hx?si=2366a6680de3440c and here's my pinterst board of The Edge of Everything!!: https://www.pinterest.com/viviennavee/the-end-of-everything-the-last-of-us/)

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“Oh my god you’re a writer? Can I read your stuff?”

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soso like all the celebrities or like fictional crushes i've had are like ISTP's or ISTJ's. i fear i have a type as an INFP and it is driving me insane.

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shut up because why am i just now finding out that norman reedus is in lady gaga's music video for judas. IM CRYING?? HELLO?? WHY IS HE SO GOOD LOOKING PLEASE?? like genuinly, why is he so good looking. i cant.

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okay wow i was not expecting to be super attracted to this...but i am. oh well

omg

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LIKE GUYS... please no hate about what i'm going to say.....BUT TELL ME WHY THEY KEPT CAROL ALIVE AFTER SO MANY SEASONS AND SHE BECAME SUCH A BADASS CHRACTER, AND WHAT ABOUT BETH? HUH? WHAT ABOUT BETH? SHE HAD SO MUCH POTENTIAL TO BECOME JUST AS BADASS AS CAROL, AND YOU'RE LIKE NOOOO NO WAY NO WE'LL JUST KILL HER TO ADD MORE DEBTH AND EMOTION TO DARYL!!! 10/10 IDEA!!! OMG WE'RE SOSOSOS SMART!!!

ERRR WRONG. BUZZER IS GOING OFF. YOU'RE SO SO WRONG!!!

k. i'm done. bye.

HEY GUYS WELCOME TO ME CRASHING OUT. 

…So I just watched this youtube video about how Beth's character from the Walking Dead was wasted potential, and I completely agree.

Her death was rushed, and none of the main characters (other than Magie and Daryl) "gained" anything from it. I dunno, just after watching the youtube video and just thinking about Beth's death just feels so unfulfilling and wrong.

She had so much potential, and I just feel like the writers got lazy with her character. Especially since her death was around the mid-season finale, so there's gotta be a "big bang" in their eyes. But this was such a wrong big bang. All it did was set back a lot of character development, just to drive forward one character--Daryl.

And I'm not saying that Beth's death didn't mean anything to anyone else in the series, but...I might be.

Because, no one else mentions Beth after her death! Like, during Tyresse's death, yes, but what about Maggie? Rick? Carl? Or Carol?? Like hello??? They're all friends? And I get that everyone dies in the end, but didn't she mean at least something to them? Didn't she mean anything to them?

Beth is the only character outside of Rick's immediate family to wear his sheriff's hat.

Beth took care of Judith, like she was her own.

JUDITH WON'T EVEN KNOW WHO BETH IS BECAUSE NO ONE TELLS HER?? UM, HELLO?

Like, THAT feels so wrong to her memory. To her character.

And I get that some characters just grow numb and expect for some people to die, but you really were expecting Beth to die? And you...just move on?

Because, personally, I would not be able to move on from her death. (and you guys are seeing it now LMAO i'm crashing out.) Like, yes Daryl did have a moment, where he secluded himself and grieved. But Maggie? Her damn sister? Was she expecting her sister to die, break down a bit after her death, and then become so numb that she moves on? And I understand that Maggie threw herself into other things to maybe forget about her sister's death, but that just feels so wrong.

Like please tell me that there's some deleted footage of Maggie talking about her sister's death at least.

But back to moving forward with other character's development. Specifically how in modern media it's common for female characters to die, and "motivate" close male characters. Daryl. (Sorry Daryl.)

So, what I'm trying to say outside of the whole storyline and plot line, observing Beth's death was just a shock factor to drive another character. specifically male. I've seen this happen so many times before in other tv shows and movies. Like Natasha Romanoff drying, sacrificing herself for the greater good. Now I'm not digging into that now, but it's just such a recurring theme that needs to stop in modern media. A woman close to a man does not need to die to add more character development to the man. Why can't they both live and develop deeper, when the reason (in Beth's case) for their death doesn't make any sense?

Let's say that Beth survives. She wasn't shot in the head, then what would they do with her character? Because I feel that is the main reason why they killed her off. The writers got lazy, had no outcome for her, had no future already for her, since I read on Fandom Wiki that the writers or someone wanted to kill her off in early season 3 with Axel. So she was doomed from the start. They wanted her dead from the start.

And it makes sense, looking back to Beth's reaction in season 2 when she tried killing herself.

The writers never wanted Beth to survive, which is quite frankly sad. But they allowed her to develop slowly, get close with Daryl, have her own arc, only to kill her off? Which is so wrong. Because that's when, as a writer, you go back to the drawing board and shift some things around. Maybe it's not how you wanted it to be, how you wanted the plotline to go, but I think having Beth survive, and be present for the Saviors and Negan arc in seasons 6-9 would've been so horrifically brilliant.

Beth would've loved Alexandria, would've fought with Rick to make Alexandrai a better place. She would've carved out a place for herself. In season 6 when Negan comes around, she would've proved to herself, and her family that she's "not another dead girl". How she's become stronger.

Maggie would've had her sister after Glenn's death. Hershel Jr would've had an aunt. And her family would have a lot more hope than they did without Beth being there. Because she clearly gave Daryl hope that there are good people still left in the world. So what says she couldnt've shown her family how there's still good left in the world?

God. So much missed potential.

And I feel like reading fanfictions isn't doing her enough justice with her death. Don't get me wrong, some of them are phenomenal, but we (I) need to physically see her with my own eyes in the Walking Dead, going through each season and carving out her own story next to everyone else.

Welp. Thanks for listening to my Ted Talk.(thanks again to the AMC writers for killing Beth off, too. I dunno if you could see how utterly grateful I am that you killed her. NOT.)

(ps. here's the link to the video that made me crash out and think about Beth's death too much....https://youtu.be/-tRCucHpZVs?si=uXVfj5Lxtf01wTN_)

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i am sincerily crashing out right now oh my fucking god. someone sedate me. im so done with this shit.

HEY GUYS WELCOME TO ME CRASHING OUT. 

…So I just watched this youtube video about how Beth's character from the Walking Dead was wasted potential, and I completely agree.

Her death was rushed, and none of the main characters (other than Magie and Daryl) "gained" anything from it. I dunno, just after watching the youtube video and just thinking about Beth's death just feels so unfulfilling and wrong.

She had so much potential, and I just feel like the writers got lazy with her character. Especially since her death was around the mid-season finale, so there's gotta be a "big bang" in their eyes. But this was such a wrong big bang. All it did was set back a lot of character development, just to drive forward one character--Daryl.

And I'm not saying that Beth's death didn't mean anything to anyone else in the series, but...I might be.

Because, no one else mentions Beth after her death! Like, during Tyresse's death, yes, but what about Maggie? Rick? Carl? Or Carol?? Like hello??? They're all friends? And I get that everyone dies in the end, but didn't she mean at least something to them? Didn't she mean anything to them?

Beth is the only character outside of Rick's immediate family to wear his sheriff's hat.

Beth took care of Judith, like she was her own.

JUDITH WON'T EVEN KNOW WHO BETH IS BECAUSE NO ONE TELLS HER?? UM, HELLO?

Like, THAT feels so wrong to her memory. To her character.

And I get that some characters just grow numb and expect for some people to die, but you really were expecting Beth to die? And you...just move on?

Because, personally, I would not be able to move on from her death. (and you guys are seeing it now LMAO i'm crashing out.) Like, yes Daryl did have a moment, where he secluded himself and grieved. But Maggie? Her damn sister? Was she expecting her sister to die, break down a bit after her death, and then become so numb that she moves on? And I understand that Maggie threw herself into other things to maybe forget about her sister's death, but that just feels so wrong.

Like please tell me that there's some deleted footage of Maggie talking about her sister's death at least.

But back to moving forward with other character's development. Specifically how in modern media it's common for female characters to die, and "motivate" close male characters. Daryl. (Sorry Daryl.)

So, what I'm trying to say outside of the whole storyline and plot line, observing Beth's death was just a shock factor to drive another character. specifically male. I've seen this happen so many times before in other tv shows and movies. Like Natasha Romanoff drying, sacrificing herself for the greater good. Now I'm not digging into that now, but it's just such a recurring theme that needs to stop in modern media. A woman close to a man does not need to die to add more character development to the man. Why can't they both live and develop deeper, when the reason (in Beth's case) for their death doesn't make any sense?

Let's say that Beth survives. She wasn't shot in the head, then what would they do with her character? Because I feel that is the main reason why they killed her off. The writers got lazy, had no outcome for her, had no future already for her, since I read on Fandom Wiki that the writers or someone wanted to kill her off in early season 3 with Axel. So she was doomed from the start. They wanted her dead from the start.

And it makes sense, looking back to Beth's reaction in season 2 when she tried killing herself.

The writers never wanted Beth to survive, which is quite frankly sad. But they allowed her to develop slowly, get close with Daryl, have her own arc, only to kill her off? Which is so wrong. Because that's when, as a writer, you go back to the drawing board and shift some things around. Maybe it's not how you wanted it to be, how you wanted the plotline to go, but I think having Beth survive, and be present for the Saviors and Negan arc in seasons 6-9 would've been so horrifically brilliant.

Beth would've loved Alexandria, would've fought with Rick to make Alexandrai a better place. She would've carved out a place for herself. In season 6 when Negan comes around, she would've proved to herself, and her family that she's "not another dead girl". How she's become stronger.

Maggie would've had her sister after Glenn's death. Hershel Jr would've had an aunt. And her family would have a lot more hope than they did without Beth being there. Because she clearly gave Daryl hope that there are good people still left in the world. So what says she couldnt've shown her family how there's still good left in the world?

God. So much missed potential.

And I feel like reading fanfictions isn't doing her enough justice with her death. Don't get me wrong, some of them are phenomenal, but we (I) need to physically see her with my own eyes in the Walking Dead, going through each season and carving out her own story next to everyone else.

Welp. Thanks for listening to my Ted Talk.(thanks again to the AMC writers for killing Beth off, too. I dunno if you could see how utterly grateful I am that you killed her. NOT.)

(ps. here's the link to the video that made me crash out and think about Beth's death too much....https://youtu.be/-tRCucHpZVs?si=uXVfj5Lxtf01wTN_)

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HEY GUYS WELCOME TO ME CRASHING OUT. 

…So I just watched this youtube video about how Beth's character from the Walking Dead was wasted potential, and I completely agree.

Her death was rushed, and none of the main characters (other than Magie and Daryl) "gained" anything from it. I dunno, just after watching the youtube video and just thinking about Beth's death just feels so unfulfilling and wrong.

She had so much potential, and I just feel like the writers got lazy with her character. Especially since her death was around the mid-season finale, so there's gotta be a "big bang" in their eyes. But this was such a wrong big bang. All it did was set back a lot of character development, just to drive forward one character--Daryl.

And I'm not saying that Beth's death didn't mean anything to anyone else in the series, but...I might be.

Because, no one else mentions Beth after her death! Like, during Tyresse's death, yes, but what about Maggie? Rick? Carl? Or Carol?? Like hello??? They're all friends? And I get that everyone dies in the end, but didn't she mean at least something to them? Didn't she mean anything to them?

Beth is the only character outside of Rick's immediate family to wear his sheriff's hat.

Beth took care of Judith, like she was her own.

JUDITH WON'T EVEN KNOW WHO BETH IS BECAUSE NO ONE TELLS HER?? UM, HELLO?

Like, THAT feels so wrong to her memory. To her character.

And I get that some characters just grow numb and expect for some people to die, but you really were expecting Beth to die? And you...just move on?

Because, personally, I would not be able to move on from her death. (and you guys are seeing it now LMAO i'm crashing out.) Like, yes Daryl did have a moment, where he secluded himself and grieved. But Maggie? Her damn sister? Was she expecting her sister to die, break down a bit after her death, and then become so numb that she moves on? And I understand that Maggie threw herself into other things to maybe forget about her sister's death, but that just feels so wrong.

Like please tell me that there's some deleted footage of Maggie talking about her sister's death at least.

But back to moving forward with other character's development. Specifically how in modern media it's common for female characters to die, and "motivate" close male characters. Daryl. (Sorry Daryl.)

So, what I'm trying to say outside of the whole storyline and plot line, observing Beth's death was just a shock factor to drive another character. specifically male. I've seen this happen so many times before in other tv shows and movies. Like Natasha Romanoff drying, sacrificing herself for the greater good. Now I'm not digging into that now, but it's just such a recurring theme that needs to stop in modern media. A woman close to a man does not need to die to add more character development to the man. Why can't they both live and develop deeper, when the reason (in Beth's case) for their death doesn't make any sense?

Let's say that Beth survives. She wasn't shot in the head, then what would they do with her character? Because I feel that is the main reason why they killed her off. The writers got lazy, had no outcome for her, had no future already for her, since I read on Fandom Wiki that the writers or someone wanted to kill her off in early season 3 with Axel. So she was doomed from the start. They wanted her dead from the start.

And it makes sense, looking back to Beth's reaction in season 2 when she tried killing herself.

The writers never wanted Beth to survive, which is quite frankly sad. But they allowed her to develop slowly, get close with Daryl, have her own arc, only to kill her off? Which is so wrong. Because that's when, as a writer, you go back to the drawing board and shift some things around. Maybe it's not how you wanted it to be, how you wanted the plotline to go, but I think having Beth survive, and be present for the Saviors and Negan arc in seasons 6-9 would've been so horrifically brilliant.

Beth would've loved Alexandria, would've fought with Rick to make Alexandrai a better place. She would've carved out a place for herself. In season 6 when Negan comes around, she would've proved to herself, and her family that she's "not another dead girl". How she's become stronger.

Maggie would've had her sister after Glenn's death. Hershel Jr would've had an aunt. And her family would have a lot more hope than they did without Beth being there. Because she clearly gave Daryl hope that there are good people still left in the world. So what says she couldnt've shown her family how there's still good left in the world?

God. So much missed potential.

And I feel like reading fanfictions isn't doing her enough justice with her death. Don't get me wrong, some of them are phenomenal, but we (I) need to physically see her with my own eyes in the Walking Dead, going through each season and carving out her own story next to everyone else.

Welp. Thanks for listening to my Ted Talk.(thanks again to the AMC writers for killing Beth off, too. I dunno if you could see how utterly grateful I am that you killed her. NOT.)

(ps. here's the link to the video that made me crash out and think about Beth's death too much....https://youtu.be/-tRCucHpZVs?si=uXVfj5Lxtf01wTN_)

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guys what happened to balls and courting?? like im watching pride and prejudice for the first time and my god, there's so much chemistry. can we please bring back courting, because literally boys are so boring and "edgy". like what happened to getting to know someone before you date? or like before you are "intimate"?? please bring this back im begging

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guys in all fucking honesty, i would be beth in a zombie apocalypse. i would be another dead ficking girl, and it makes me so mad that amc decided to kill her off so soon. i understand it was for others character development but that’s a stupid fucking reason for her to die.

it would have been more impactful for beth to grow as a character and become someone better than she was.

not that she isn’t a good character to begin with, but she could’ve developed more survival skills and proved that she’s not another dead girl.

her relationship with daryl is so special to me, weather it’s romantic or just a very deep and meaningful connection. they were happy for the time that they had, and beth proved to daryl that she isnt another dead girl. she grew so much in such a short time.

she gained her reason to live, and died days after.

sincerely fuck off. 😋😋