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*sob* *sob* “I-I want to be left alone… I-I’m tired of being p-perceived… why can’t I just be without YOU WATCHING ME??!” *intense sobbing*

to Shalnark about his 24/7 nonstop surveillance of darling and darling losing her sanity over it

He watches you cry, listening to your desperate pleas for privacy and peace of mind. It's in his nature to push things to their limit, to see how far he can take something, and it seems like he'd done the same to you. While he doesn't feel particularly sorry for what he’d done, not at all, he does admit- only to himself- that he hadn't expected his constant surveillance to weigh on you as it was. 

Sure, when you first found out, he knew you’d freak out. And you did. But after so much time, he thought you’d settle down. And for a while, it looked like you had. You stopped fighting back, stopped freaking out, made quite an effort to live under his careful watch. He hadn’t noticed- or maybe he purposefully ignored- how it was wearing you down.

He steps closer to you, expression soft but his smile unwavering, looking at the state you're in. You're clearly shaken beyond belief, sobbing and shaking. You’d done your best to grin and bear it, and you’d failed. You clearly couldn't take it anymore, even after months of trying. 

But still, he can't stand the idea of not seeing you, even for a moment. "Hmm..." he thinks aloud. "I can't do that,"  he admits, his smile never leaving his face, but a bit less cheery than usual, "I'd never leave you alone, you know that." Is that meant to reassure you? Or just reinforce his own behavior? Either way, he won't just leave you alone, not when he loves you so much. It’s not enough for you to be here, in his home, he needs to have eyes on you constantly. He needs to know for a fact that nothing you do goes unnoticed. 

For now, he holds you close as you cry into the front of his shirt, and he offers you no promises. But with you in his arms, where he’s sure you’re safe, he lets himself imagine a life where he doesn't have to watch your every move to feel like you belong to him. Wouldn’t that be nice?

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"Yuri, what would you say to being my blood doll? I know you like to let it all out sometimes... wouldn't it be better if all that lovely crimson didn't go to waste?"

Her cheeks burn when the words leave your mouth, and she flusters quite a bit, wringing her hands in thought. She can't hold your gaze as your question burns in her mind.

Your blood doll? She'd gladly be anything so long as she could be yours, it's all she's ever wanted. She’d give anything, do anything, be anything- for you. And you're right of course, about not being wasteful. If Her blood would be shed either way, it should be shed for you, her beloved darling. What better reason to bleed than for you? In fact, to her, the only reason to do anything was for you, her love.

Her mind wanders to the scenario you described, would you be grateful for the blood? Would you thank her? Would you praise her? Surely this would strengthen the bond between the two of you, bringing you closer together. There’s nothing she wouldn't do to have you closer to her.

She realizes she's kept you waiting and carefully draws a breath. "Yes," she agrees, "I'd like that very much." She looks up to meet your eyes, smiling.

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Send me an ask, i’ll write how the yanderes react!

Would anyone want to send in some little asks along these lines for me to respond to? I’d love to work on some short form writing for any of the yanderes!

Send in a specific kink, fetish, or general nsfw scenario, and I’ll respond with what yanderes would be into it! 

Send in a specific line of dialogue or quote from the reader/darling, and a specific yandere, and I’ll respond with a little blurb as the yandere reacting to it.

Fandoms I will do this for: 

Gundam (0079 and origin)

Hunter x Hunter

Iron Blooded Orphans

Fire emblem three houses

Doki Doki Literature Club

K Pop Demon Hunters

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Personally I hated Superman when I was younger cause I thought he was too force and undeservedly popular, but aaaww he’s such a cutie patootie I wish he was real :(

I’ve always been a superman fan actually! 

I’ve always really loved him as a symbol of good and as a representation of someone who has nearly unlimited power but never uses it for selfish means, and who contributes to the common good. I grew up with a lot of edgy superheroes, and lots of stories about heroes who were actually the bad guys all along, so I adored the straightforward kindness of superman. 

He’s such a cute nerd and I love him!

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Omg didnt think you’re interested in superheroes, it’s so cool! I can barely find girls in real life to talk ‘bout this, well at least there are quite a lot of them on the internet so I should be grateful lol

Are you only into the dc universe or something else? Maybe invincible or the boys too?

I’m into the DC universe! Especially the animated universe. Sometimes I debate taking requests for DC, but it’s a pretty big fandom and I don’t want to overwhelm myself. Plus, I’m still pretty new to the fandom so I'm not super confident yet. My personal favorite characters in DC are john constantine, lex luthor, and kara zor el! feel free to chat with me about dc in my inbox or dms!

I’ve never really watched the boys or invincible, so I can’t say much on that front. I also haven't seen anything from marvel in years.

Some other superhero based franchises I like are; Uber, my hero academia, and watchmen.

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Yandere Garma confiding in Char about his feelings for his darling

a/n: a commenter gave me this idea and I ran with it because it got me thinking, and because I'm absolutely crazy about garma and I'll always take any excuse I can to write about him.

The way Garma feels for you eats at him every waking second, and sometimes in his dreams as well. Being in the military academy with you is both a dream- for the way he has an excuse to see you and interact with you and talk to you everyday- and a nightmare- for the way he has to be at his best every day, he can't afford to make a single mistake when you are near. How did he get so lucky as to be here with you? In the same squad as you? How did he get so unlucky to know you’re a witness to his every mistake? It’s almost torture, to have exactly what he wants and still be suffering for it.

Char is his roommate, his best friend, and he’s also amazingly perceptive, so it’s no wonder he figures out how Garma feels for you. It’s almost funny, to Char at least, how Garma flusters and squirms at the mention of you when Char asks, innocently enough, what he thought of you. Afterall, you were one of their friends. Garma’s answer- nervously switching from ‘why would you ask that’ to an admission that you’re ‘a good friend’ to the comment that you’re ‘a good teammate’ and then back to ‘why would you ask that’ confirms Char’s suspicions easily. Garma wears his heart on his sleeve, even more so when he doesn't mean to. 

Char has to tease him a bit about it, the little crush that has Garma blushing the instant you speak to him. It’s funny to see a Zabi prince squirm at the attention of a mere military recruit. But Char has the image of a good friend to uphold, and so despite his good natured teasing, he gives honest advice when it’s asked for, and sometimes when it’s not. He lets Garma know things he’s overheard- where you plan to be, what sort of things you and your friends talk about- innocent little things that he’s sure Garma is dying to know. Of course, there are things Char doesn't tell Garma about you- that you’ve noticed his staring, that you’ve noticed how often he’s around, that sometimes you talk about him.

After a bit of time, Garma shares more of his thoughts with Char; it’s not something he decides to do, it’s just something he can’t help, he trusts Char and he needs to get all of these thoughts out of his head, or he feels like he’ll go insane. Every now and then Garma will share something strange- a little bit too obsessive to be innocent, a bit too dangerous to be written off. Garma has a dependence on you that has grown to be a bit out of hand, and it’s getting worse all the time. Somewhere along the line, Garma’s crush on you had stopped being innocent and pathetic and had started to be a dangerous infatuation.

But Char is a good friend, and he wouldn't tell Garma’s secret, not when it’s so much more fun to see where this goes on it’s own.

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Yandere Garma Zabi thoughts (one)

Yandere Garma Zabi does everything he can to try to earn his darling’s praise and admiration. From spending what feels like an eternity in the mirror, obsessing over the details of his clothing- from the crease of his pants to the design of his cufflinks. To obsessively fixing his hair to fall just right, not a strand out of place. He practices his expressions, his mannerisms, the things he plans to say to you. 

He knows all of your interests, he knows your history and your families history, he knows who you hang around with- all of these things should make it easy for him to impress you, to charm you into wanting to see him again. Afterall, he’d never had any trouble appearing charming and gaining popularity, but with you, his darling, he always seems to freeze up. 

He churns over every interaction in his mind, desperately trying to find some way to prove to you that he’s worth your time. Anything to make sure that you’re impressed with him. He needs you to think he’s charming, that he’s smart, that he’s handsome. He needs you to want him around. He needs you to think highly of him. 

And if he fails to catch your attention- if you brush him off, if you simply fail to notice, or worse; if he fumbles his words or actions, even if you don’t seem to notice his awkwardness- he laments over it for days afterwards. He can’t stand failing, and it’s even worse when it comes to you, who’s so important to him.

Garma needs your praise, and he will crash out horribly if he fails to garner it. Once he’s alone he can’t believe how stupid he’d been, how worthless, how embarrassing he’d acted. And the absolute temper tantrum he throws- locking himself in his room, shouting, breaking things, berating himself in the mirror, crying- doesn't help him feel any better.

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For the safety, wellbeing and protection of their beloved

A/N: I was talking about this idea in my dms and I needed to write something worth posting about it! I thought it was a super fun idea!

Warnings: yandere behavior, reader in in danger, implied injury of reader, implied death (not reader)

Char Aznable--

The second char finds out his darling is in distress- fear, pain, danger- he goes feral. It sends him into a rage the likes of which he hasn't felt in years. Normally, he’s so good at pushing down his emotions and appearing collected, but the moment he finds out your safety is in danger he can’t seem to calm down. He’s terrifying to be around- the men under his command all shift and shuffle when he’s near because the terrible mood radiating off of him is downright murderous. Any wrong move they make would be a costly mistake when he’s like this. Char is practically itching to find someone to take his anger out on.

Char has lived his life so isolated, never really loving anything but his sister and even then he was forced by ambition to leave her behind. No family left. No true friends. No one he cared for, and no one who cared for him. But then he met you, and he finally had something he loved, a shining beacon of hope in a life otherwise ruled by hatred and revenge. He’s lost so much in his life, and he refuses to lose you too. 

He won't rest until you’re safe; which, of course, means back in his arms where you belong. And of course he’ll be the one to save you, because he would never leave such an important task to anyone else- no one else can be trusted with your safety, and as far as he’s concerned, everyone else is completely useless. 

He makes whoever hurt you pay for it- it’s not enough that they die, they need to suffer. They need to beg and plead and grovel and apologise and then, only then, will he consider killing them. Char rarely ever truly enjoys killing people, simply seeing it as a task to be done; not worth feeling anything over, but he relishes in this. The whole universe needs to know that the cost of harming you is endless suffering at his hands. 

And you, his beloved darling, need to know that nothing will ever hurt you while he’s around. 

Garma Zabi--

Garma is a mess the second he finds out you’re in danger- the thought of you afraid, hurting, alone; it makes him sick. It makes him so anxious he can hardly breathe. His facade of calm collapses instantly, leaving him in tears, hands trembling. He has to save you. He has to get you back to him, where you’ll be safe. Everyone around him can tell how hard he’s taking this, they can see him breaking down with every second you’re away. He can’t eat, he can’t sleep, can’t do anything but endlessly pour over plans to get you back safely. 

He can’t believe how useless everyone around him is. The best of the Zeonic military at his disposal, and no one is any use to him it seems. No matter how good their plans are, no matter what solutions they offer, it all feels like failure if it doesn't secure your safety instantly. And he’s not blind to the failure on his part as well-

He was supposed to protect you. What good was he to you if you still got hurt? If you still weren’t safe? He feels like a failure, like he’s failed you on a monumental level. If he can save you- and he will- will you ever be able to forgive him? Will you ever be able to rely on him again? The uselessness he feels eats at him almost as bad as the anxiety. 

Of course he’s not alone in his goal to return you to safety- his men are at his disposal, and his family are as well; anything they can do to help him they will. Whether or not the Zabi family know you, Garma is the favorite son of Degwin Zabi and anything he wants he gets.

When he gets you back, the only thing he can stand to devote his time to is you. Overseeing what happens to whoever was a threat to you isn’t a priority of his, someone else can handle that, all he really needs is to make sure you’re ok, that you’re safe and unharmed. And he’ll never let you go again.

Once you’re safe in his arms, he can’t stand to let you out of his sight.

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yandere kpop demon hunters- picking out an outfit for their darling

Thinking about how the yanderes from kpop demon hunters use your outfits to show that you belong to them, hoping to influence every part of your life, and see you dressed so pretty in what they picked out for you to wear. So just go along with it, won’t you?

a/n: I know the hype has really died down, but I'm still obsessed with this movie and I needed to write a bit about it! I do take requests for the fandom!

Zoey

As soon as your hers, Zoey is obsessed with dressing you up. It’s not that she dislikes your clothes, in fact, she thinks you look absolutely darling in anything you wear. But that just encourages her more to spend the afternoon picking out the perfect outfits for you to wear. Don't even think of telling her no, or she’ll cry her eyes out. Just be good, and spend the afternoon modeling the outfits she picked out for you.

Mira

She doesn't realize how fun it could be to dress you up until she sees someone else flirt with you, and then she realizes that the possessive side of her needs to have you wearing something that identifies you as ‘hers’ at all times. Maybe just a piece of merch, maybe matching keychains, maybe even a streak of your hair dyed her signature pink. 

Romance

He knows from the moment he laid eyes on you that you belonged to him, and what better way to show you belong to him than to have you dressed in the clothes he painstakingly picked out for you, often in correlation to his own. He rarely matches your outfits to his directly, but he always finds a way to tie your outfits to his in a way that just makes you look right by his side. Anyone looking at the two of you would know at a glance that you belong to him.

Baby

Baby is always making sure that your outfits match his, perfectly correlated, so cutesy and matchy-matchy that people who see you and him on the street can't help but comment on what a cute couple you make, how happy and in love you must be to be matching so blatantly. And if you know what’s good for you, you’ll play along. It plays into his cute image to be wearing cute matching couples outfits with you, but it also quells his possessive desire to let everyone know you belong to him. 

Abby

Abby is picky about what you wear, and by that, I mean that he wants to be picking out your outfits all the time. If not picking out the actual outfit, then at least buying you every article of clothing you own. It gives you the illusion of picking out your own clothes, while also giving him the control to make sure you never wear anything he doesn’t like. At the very least, he has good taste so you’re always dressed quite well, even if the freedom to choose is limited to what he allows you to choose between.

Jinu 

Jinu does his best to play the good guy, to never force you into anything you don't want to do, and this includes the way you dress. You look good in everything you wear, of course, but sometimes it drives him crazy to know that other people see how good you look too. Anything he wants you to wear is presented as more of a suggestion; his jacket offered because it’s cold out, matching shirts because it would be cute, a nice new dress as a cute little surprise for you. But behind it is a desperate desire to influence you.

Mystery 

Mystery actually likes seeing how you dress on your own accord. He’s not as concerned with marking you as his with your clothing, his presence does that well enough on its own. So most days he’s content to let you dress however you please, always pleased to see something especially to his liking on you. Especially when he notices that outfits he’s complimented in the past seem to get worn more and more. If anything, he changes his clothes to be more similar to yours and match you better.

Rumi

She doesn't want to interfere with your sense of self, she knows your clothes must be important to you, your sense of style built over years of self expression. And Rumi is excited to see every outfit you have, eager to peer into your life any way she can. She sees a new jacket on you and wonders where you got it, where you like to shop, if that’s a color you prefer or if it’s just coincidence. Deep down, Rumi is afraid to ruin things with you, and tries to refrain from forcing you to do things so she can avoid upsetting you.

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Hi

I hope you are well.

Do you think you could write a yandere silva with a breeding and size kink and make it a non-con please?

And I hope you have a lovely day 💖

Thank you.

Hi! I’m sorry but hunter x hunter requests are closed right now!

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wait so will you still finish your previous hxh requests? because you posted that list and i see so many i am dying to read

Yes! I'll be working on the requests I have already in the inbox, all the ones on the list and the ones I've gotten since I posted the list.

But I wont be accepting any more hxh requests for a bit!

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Closing hunter x hunter requests for a bit!

Hia, just letting all of you know that I will be closing my inbox to hunter x hunter requests! I'm not leaving the fandom, and I will eventually take requests for it again, but for now I want to branch out into other fandoms.

Requests that ask to sort yanderes into categories, such as; "which yanderes would do..." "which yanderes would like..." what would the yanderes think of..." will still have the hxh characters, along with all the other characters I write for. But I won't be taking anymore hxh specific requests for a while!

Asks and requests are still open for my other fandoms, those being:

Mobile suit gundam (0079 and origin)

Iron blooded orphans

Doki doki literature club

Neon genesis evangelion

Fire emblem three houses

Kpop demon hunters

Thank you if you do decide to stick around! It means the world to me!

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Hxh yanderes with a darling who actively is looking for marriage and children? Who would hate it who would love it. Thank you!

A/N: I went ahead and did this for all the fandoms I write for, not just hxh, since it was a pretty simple request! Some characters might be missing, if so let me know and I'll add them!

Yanderes who want to get married, and would love a darling who does as well--

Hxh: chrollo, pakunoda, kurapika, leorio, illumi

Fe3h: dimitri, edelgard, hubert, ferdinand, lorenz, Annette, mercedes, marianne, ashe, raphael, dedue, dorothea, ignatz, petra, seteth, rhea, monica

Ddlc: monika, sayori, yuri, natsuki

Nge: kawaru, asuka, gendo

Gundam: dozle, garma, gihren, sayla, fraw bow

Iron blooded orphans: gaelio, mcgillis, orga, takaki, atra, kudelia, lafter

Yanderes who are indifferent to getting married, but will if their darling wants--

Hxh: nobunaga, machi, phinks, franklin, uvogin, milluki

Fe3h: byleth, claude, bernadetta, Caspar, linhardt, leonie, lysithea, hilda, ingrid, sylvain, felix

Nge: shinji, rei, ritsuko

Gundam: char, bright, mirai, amuro, Crowley hamon and ramba ral

Iron blooded orphans: mikazuki, julieta

Yanderes who do not want to get married, and would prefer a darling who does not want marriage--

Hxh: feitan, hisoka, shalnark, shizuku, kikyo and silva, pariston, ging

Fe3h: jeritza

Nge: misato

Gundam: kycilia, Kai

Yanderes who wants kids, and would love a darling who does as well--

Hxh: illumi, silva and kikyo,

Fe3h: dimitri, ashe, lorenz, ferdinand, Mercedes, Annette

Nge: rei

Gundam: dozle, bright, sayla, fraw bow

Iron blooded orphans: atra, kudelia, lafter, gaelio

Yanderes who are indifferent to children, but are open to children if their darling so desires--

Hxh: uvogin, phinks, nobunaga, franklin, uvogin

Fe3h: claude, hilda, marianne, leonie

Ddlc: monika, sayori

Nge: kawaru, shinji

Gundam: garma, kai, amuro, crowley and ramba

Iron blooded orphans: mikazuki, takaki

Yanderes who do not want kids and would prefer a darling who does not as well--

Hxh: chrollo, kurapika, feitan, milluki, hisoka, machi, pakunoda, shizuku, shalnark,

Fe3h: Felix, sylvain, hubert, edelgard, ingrid, lysithea, jeritza, bernadetta

Ddlc: natsuki, yuri

Nge: gendo, misato, ritsuko, asuka

Gundam: char, kycilia, gihren

Iron blooded orphans: mcgillis, julieta, orga

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it's so painful that i don't know anyone else who writes gundam x reader fics. i need more gundam x reader content, and if i cannot find it, i must make it.

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I LOOVEE Yandere Yearning its so delicious. I started writing something for the Deikum Siblings inspired by your stuff (Who knows when it'll be finished though ᪤ࡇ᪤)

I'd love to know if you had any specific thoughts for Sayla and Char going through years of yearning for their childhood friend !! Its fun thinking of all ways they would try to calm their obsession's while missing their darling for so long

A/N: please, please, please tag me in anything gundam related you post!! I’m starving for content! I can’t wait to see what you come up with.

I'm so flattered I was able to inspire you! It means so much to me that you were thinking about my writing! It’s seriously the greatest compliment ever to know I inspired you to create something.

Also, I have a yandere sayla profile in the works right now (it’s kind of slow coming, but it’s getting there) so I definitely have more thoughts about her cooking rn. But if you have anything you’d like to see, feel free to send a request! 

-As soon as they are given their respective new names, both of the former Deikun siblings wonder what you would think of the new names if you were here. Would you think like them? Would you think their old names were better? If you were here, would you continue to use their old names, much like caval continues to call his sister artesia, or would you call them by their new names, like how artesia has taken to fully accepting the name sayla. 

-casval would prefer you continue to call him casval; he has a hard time ever considering his new identity to be his true self. It’s not that he was necessarily attached to his old name, other than being the son of zeon deikun, but it still makes him bitter to have his name taken from him. Not to mention your voice always sounded so cute to him when you’d say his name, often with a smile. Things like that are gone from him now. 

-they talk about you often together. No one but them could understand it- being torn away from their entire lives, losing everything, even you. It’s a comfort to them both to recall old memories, and dream about a day where they may see you again. It’s common for them to sit in the yard on quiet days and talk about you- the times you’d spent with them, the memories you three shared, where you might be now, what they’d do if- when- they saw you again. Sometimes they discuss their own feelings, of course it's artesia to broach the subject; a shy little comment about how beautiful she always thought you were. From there, it becomes easier for them to both admit that they’d assuredly had a crush on you. 

-Though, they both make a point to avoid talking about the more intense side of their feelings. Both siblings are aware that the extent of their feelings for you is strange, wrong even, maybe even dangerous. Neither of them is willing to risk bringing up this side of themselves.

-casval is somewhat embarrassed to think about you so often, feeling a little bit pathetic to now be able to let go of you. Everything else in his life was easier to leave behind- not that he wanted to, but he was able to force himself to. But you? You’re on his mind everyday. It’s embarrassing, it’s pathetic, he tries everything to make himself think of something else. Anything but you.

 -artesia is much more accepting of her feelings, wanting to recall you often so that you’d never be far, always in her heart. She’s not embarrassed at all to admit how much you mean to her, how often she thinks about you and how badly she misses you. But it eats at her heart- constantly missing you, constantly hoping you’re alright, constantly wondering if you’ve replaced her and moved on. Do you have a new best friend now? Would she be a bad person if she hoped you didn’t?

-artesia, now sayla, sees you in everything around her. You would have loved the flowers that grow on earth, you would have loved the warm breeze in summer, you would have loved the people here. Whenever she sees the beauty of the world around her, she imagines you with her. All the beauty of earth is a reminder of you, her first love, her darling. Every time she sees something beautiful, or a happy couple together, or the future looks bright; it’s a reminder to her that you’re out there somewhere, and she’ll get back to you someday.

-casval sees the absence of you in everything around him. He is in a room full of people but none of them are you. He’s in a beautiful mansion but you’re not there. Earth is beautiful and vast but you’re a million miles away. The absence of you makes anything else feel trivial; like nothing is worthwhile unless you’re beside him smiling. He hates it- it makes him bitter, and no matter how hard he tries to hide it, he feels empty. Everything around him is a reminder that he has to get back to you, nothing else matters.

-without your presence in her life, sayla tries to make her obsession more manageable- she’d never try to replace you, never try to move on, but she tries to feel normal about you. She wants so badly to shut out the part of herself that is selfish, the part of herself that wants you all to herself, the part of herself that can’t stand being away from you even for a minute. She hopes that the one good thing to come out of this will be that when she does see you again, she’ll be normal enough to fall in love with you normally. But a part of her knows that after all this time, when she does get you back, she’ll never be able to let you go.

-casval feels his obsession start to spiral as the years go on. From a childish clinginess, a childish desire to protect you, to a more sinister desire to own you completely, to keep everyone away from you forever so you can belong to only him. He knows it’s getting out of hand, but he can’t seem to stop. He knows his obsession has gone too far when he finds himself daydreaming of stealing you away from all that you know and all that you love- it’d be ok, you’d have him. And when he leaves the texas colony, now as char aznable, having committed a cold blooded murder; he knows he’ll do anything to make you his- he can’t go back now.

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kycilia harem is so real actually. I could totally see it! She'd probably have a number of people who approach her, but I feel like she gains the most joy from approaching people herself. Be it the new maid that prepares her food, an officer she meets at a boardmeeting, someome she meets at a gala, or a solider thats caught her eye. She knows what she wants and she takes it.

I’m so glad someone else agrees with me! I’ve literally thought this since I first saw her. Maybe it’s just wishful thinking but I think it suits her. 

I imagine kycilia is bisexual/pansexual (i’ve only seen origin and the 79 series so far, so if this is contradicted somewhere else let me know!) so her harem consists of all genders, and she has a great variety in her tastes- I don’t imagine she has a ‘type’, it’s really just if someone catches her eye she’s determined to make them hers. I imagine before you, she has no real favorites, but after meeting you she can’t seem to get you off of her mind.

I think most times kycilia is the one approaching the people she’s interested in. She isn't shy at all, and her approach tends to come on rather strong; she’s pretty assertive with her flirting and advances. But if you’re not so easily swayed by her image and her power, she can be surprisingly charming and persistent with pursuing you- she never hesitates to take an opportunity to sweep you off your feet. No matter who you are, or what your personality is, she’ll find a way to appeal to your better nature. While never outright pushy or aggressive, from the moment you meet her you know she’ll never stop until she gets what she wants, and she wants you.

I think she’s always a bit charmed with someone approaching her first; she admires someone who can speak their mind, and who doesn't cower from her. But she’s a bit of a chaser, and she loves to be the one moving the relationship at her own pace.

Being in kycilia’s harem isn't a bad life- in fact, you’re quite pampered and cared for, even if kycilia is a bit emotionally distant at times. While she is unlikely to confide in you or anyone else, she is attentive to you and your needs; physical, emotional, and otherwise. She’s the type of woman who likes to dote on and care for what is hers, so anything you want, you get. 

but on the downside, she's quite controlling of you. You WILL be living with her, and the others in the harem. You WILL be just a call away at any time. You WILL do anything she asks of you, at any time. She treats you a bit like a pet, but an extremely beloved pet. Once you become her favorite, she tends to tote you around with her anywhere she goes- you’re expected to be by her side at all times. It’s very likely the other members of her harem will be your only friends, but at the very least they likely feel no envy towards you so befriending them will be easy. And you won’t have to interact with the other Zabi’s much- a polite greeting once and awhile, but not much is expected of you beyond that. 

All in all, kycilia is the sugar mommy to her entire harem, she cares for each of them on an individual level and takes great care in caring for each of her lovers, but you're the clear favorite.

[vanillinwrites]

I feel like kycilia zabi has a harem....

And if not, she deserves one.