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Viktor and his vampire potential.

Just hear me out, Arcane fans: this man definitely have real predatory potential. He smells of something otherworldly and eternally thirsty for someone else's blood.

TW: blood, gore, devourment (not vore).

Let's say hexcore, along with shimmer, had a detrimental effect on him because of his proximity to him and constant exposure, and he became a bloodthirsty creature. Viktor still tolerates sunlight, but it is more convenient for him to sleep during the day and wake up closer to midnight. His incisors have become sharper, and he can still consume human food, but the darkness inside him requires blood, and he knows full well that he will not be able to resist for long.

No, Viktor is undoubtedly a representative of high moral qualities, and he cannot be considered a merciless monster — but who said that he is able to control his thirst for blood?

He drinks coffee convulsively in the middle of the night, imagining that he is draining Jayce's throat, and his stomach is rumbling loudly, because he has not received what creature of his strange species eat for a long time — and hexcore reminds him that his research is literally built with blood.

One night, he breaks down and devours one of the employees, injecting him with a lethal injection, draining his fresh body and finishing the raw flesh. His thirst is quenched—but for how long? Oh, how he suffers, how painful and unpleasant he feels from himself... However, it is after his first act of cannibalism that Viktor makes an unexpected breakthrough in bioengineering, patents a new invention and, most importantly, unexpectedly feels better. But will this effect last if it doesn't consume human flesh in the future?..

The answer is obvious. And Viktor is increasingly starting to involuntarily look at Jayce's throat...

By the way, soon I will have a fanfiction with Viktor, which will be a kind of vampire likeness.

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Viktor is no longer human. He is a supreme being who looks at the world with a calm, icy gaze, a palm touching the face of a leper, a gentle kiss on the forehead of the deceased, miraculous healing and deep sympathy for the suffering embodied in the body. He no longer has the bitterness of resentment, nausea from pain, anger at the world that deprived him of health — there is only forgiveness and mercy.

«Come to me, the humiliated and destitute, come, the sick and suffering, come — and I will deliver you from the torments of the spirit and flesh.»

Jayce doesn't understand this. He cannot accept that his friend, his partner, his everything just disappeared and turned into a cold stranger with a kind but detached look. He's the owner. He considered Viktor his invention, his friend — and when he left, he rushed after him. He was completely consumed by anger. He was no longer aware of his actions. What can a man do against God?..

When he raised his hammer, he didn't want to kill at all. He would like to kneel in front of Viktor, press his face against his hollow stomach, whisper «forgive me, for I have sinned» and feel the gentle touch of thin fingers on his sinful head...

But he hit.

He betrayed.

He killed.

And when the deity rises from the dead, there will be no forgiveness.

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And another Viktor headcanon!

First of all, I would like to thank everyone who paid attention to my post and appreciated it. I don't want to whine and put pressure on pity, but there is an imperialist war going on in my country, devouring and cruel, and I am no longer sure that it will end any good. It pretty much spoils my and everyone's morale. That's why it's important for me to distract myself and share my thoughts with you. Thanks for the support! As for the headcanons, I want to say that Vicky from the first season is mainly taken into account here. Second... Well, we all know what happened in the second one. If you're interested, I'll sign the headcanons for him from the second season.

— Viktor often falls, and over the years these falls are more and more painful. He has constant bruises and abrasions on his knees. It's hard for him to get up: he mostly rests with one hand on a crutch, the other on the ground, and spends two or three minutes doing this. It is for this reason that he tries not to cross rails and roads, because he is afraid of not being able to get up soon enough from an accidental fall.

— Viktor hates stairs, and I guess that doesn't need to be explained. Sometimes he crawls over them, and it looks pretty scary and sad. If someone sees him in this state, they naturally try to help him, but he prefers to climb on his own. Even so. Viktor's pride does not allow him to admit that it is difficult for him to climb. It's not that he's stupid at all: he just doesn't want to fully admit how sick he is, because if he does, one more of the few things in life that he treasured will be lost: a sense of self-respect. It cannot be said that he considers his illness to be something worthy of discrimination, he is essentially against any humiliation of dignity, but its presence sometimes makes him hate himself and feel ashamed. After all, it's the only thing he can't control.

— Viktor loves dairy products very much, but he can't always eat them, which is why he sometimes stays in a bad mood. By the way: meals affect his mood more than he would like. Viktor does not like to admit his humanity and is guided by his old "they can — I can't" attitude, which I touched on in my previous post, which is why sometimes he deliberately rejects food that he would like to treat. This is not infantilism, it is a consequence of deep loneliness and the trauma of rejection that permeates all aspects of his life. It is as if he is trying to push away from everything that can connect him with a sick and imperfect body.

— In his spare time, Viktor either sleeps or reads science fiction, sometimes in his head scolding the author and coming up with improvements to this or that invention from the book. However, fiction is still not his strong suit. Viktor does not understand the excessive drama that often happens in fiction, and he does not like grotesque and exaggeration, because everything that does not correspond to realism seems to him too naive and pretentious. What can you do, he is a genius of mechanics and bioengineering, not the humanities. He would rather read a textbook on quantum physics or a journal of scientific articles on astronomy than be carried away by a novel about love, betrayal and revenge.

— He has glasses for reading small texts.

— His migraines are sometimes triggered by Jayce's loud voice.

— Because of his life in Zaun in unsanitary conditions, Viktor is distinguished by his zealous love of cleanliness. Once, he gassed cockroaches in the academy dormitory on his own, because he could not tolerate their presence. No matter how bad it is for him, he gets up and cleans his house every day, because he believes that work is ennobling, and a clean room is the key to a clean mind.

— Victor is a Virgo according to the zodiac sign with an ascendant in Aquarius.

Also I have playlist for Vik, but it's in VKontakte (russian social network). Let me know if you want to hear it on YouTube! (I don't have enough money for Spotify).

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"You're playing League of Legends? We have a gift for you!

USSR shashlik!"

Nothing unusual, just a Russian advertisement for a barbecue.

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Viktor NSFW hc's.

Tw: mentions of sickness, mentions of throwing up, mentions of famished body.

Soon I will see my dear Viktor again.

I made some headcanons about him. Hope someone will like it. English isn't my first language, so please, don't beat me up, I'm just some ukrainian guy.

— The older Viktor gets, the worse his legs get. Problems with joints are added to the congenital curvature. If at the age of twenty-two he was able to cover three or four kilometers in a day, and with proper stops and motivation — all eight, now, at thirty-two, it is sometimes difficult for him even to get himself out of bed.

— Viktor, in addition to the corset and leg correction shown in the series, wears compression stockings when he feels particularly lousy.

— Actually, all his meals are scheduled and strictly regulated in accordance with his medication, but this stubborn workaholic often neglects his needs, which then makes him vomit bile, faints and experiences other troubles.

— Speaking of stomach problems. Let's omit the fact that all the characters that I like, they somehow magically appear — Viktor really has a reason for problems with the gastrointestinal tract. Previously, everything was tolerable, but now, due to the side effects of phlegm-thinning lung drugs and heavy painkillers on which he sits, Viktor vomits with enviable regularity at least once every two weeks. This usually happens either in the middle of the working day or after. Sometimes he jumps up to get a basin early in the morning, because he can also be sick from pills. Because of this, his teeth are slowly deteriorating. In addition, it is in the episodes of vomiting that he feels particularly weak and pathetic.

— It is in case of an unforeseen outpouring of vomit that there is a basin under Viktor's desk.

— He often faints too. This is mainly due to overwork and lack of sleep. Over the years, Victor has learned to anticipate this phenomenon and therefore usually manages to sit down.

— Viktor washes exclusively while sitting on a special shower chair for people with disabilities. You can't sit in the bathroom in his position, and if you do, you'll get out, and standing in the shower without support is painful and tiring for him.

— If Viktor takes days off, it's just to get enough sleep. He doesn't like social events and noisy streets. It seems to him that the Piltoverians look at him with contempt, he does not like small talk, because he is used to putting meaning and sincerity into every word he says, and, besides, the noise of the crowd tires him very quickly. Even when Jayce invites him, filled with a strange sense of extrovert duty to an introverted work partner, Viktor politely refuses. He does not want to once again experience the views of the local nobility and feel like a stranger. He has enough problems without that.

— The feeling of loneliness and misunderstanding is his only faithful companion. Since childhood, Viktor has watched the fun of other children as if through bulletproof glass, and over the years this feeling of alienation from the world of people has only worsened. He had never experienced true friendship, had never loved anyone—and sometimes this realization made him hate himself so much that it was time to climb into a noose. In despair, he thought that maybe if he had been born like everyone else, it would have been easier for him. No, he never tried to be like the crowd, but loneliness often made him regret his genius. Over time, Viktor resigned himself. After all, his mechanisms will always be with him. There is no human impermanence in them. The breakdown of a certain gear is easier to predict than the cooling of a relationship.

— By the age of thirty-two, Viktor is a virgin. As mentioned earlier, he has never loved anyone, and therefore this fact is not shameful for him. He just thinks it's out of his area of interest and has no regrets about it.

— Viktor has a very significant «manhood»: 18.4 cm in length. However, he does not use it.

— Despite the extremely lousy position of his lungs, he smokes, and smokes a lot. He prefers unfiltered cigarettes, smokes about a dozen a day.

— Surprisingly, Viktor is not circumcised and is not even infertile. He is quite capable of becoming a father - but I think anyone understands that this will be the worst version of a dad that can only be imagined.

— Viktor never attached much importance to the partner's gender. He believes that there is no need to limit yourself to such extensive issues. He is bisexual (and possibly a mechanophile).

— If Viktor hypothetically has sex, he will do it with all his usual thoroughness. He will buy a pack of the best thin condoms (japanese ones can serve as an analogue from our world), purchase hypoallergenic lubricant and be very careful with his partner. In addition, before sexual intercourse, he will wash himself and immediately before the process, he will discuss everything with his partner again. It may seem superfluous, but he does not know how to do otherwise. He feels safer when he knows for sure that he is doing everything right: after all, it is not in his plans to damage someone's intestines or cervix.

— What Viktor will definitely not try in bed is the missionary position, where the heavier partner will be on top, and sitting on his face. This point hardly needs explanation.

— If Viktor finds himself in a receiving position in bed (that is, under a man), he will expect from his partner the same tenderness and attentiveness that he shows himself. Viktor does not welcome rudeness and savagery. He is thirty-two years old and terminally ill. With him, either gently and carefully, or in no way.

— Viktor prefers large partners with a good combination of fat percentage and muscle mass. No, appearance does not come first for him, the contact of mind and soul is more important to him — but opposites attract, and he will be especially pleased if his partner, regardless of gender, is an athletic endomorph with dark skin and large breasts. Sky and Jayce are perfect for his type.

— By the way, the subject of Viktor's stingy erotic fantasies are... Anatomical sketches with a female body. Yes, he prefers realism and precision even in such matters.

— Viktor treats himself differently. As mentioned earlier, he differentiates himself from society, and therefore his own nakedness seems disgusting and unnatural to him. He considers himself unattractive due to exhaustion and pelvic problems, and therefore does not like to relate himself to the general mass. Deep down, he wants to become a machine: then there will be no problems with a sick body and an imperfect mind. «Naturalness is for everyone, but not for me.»

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For several years, Viktor’s leg caught my eye—specifically, I was searching for an official diagnosis and struggling to find something that fit him. After years of speculating, I believe I've found his condition's proper diagnosis and name.

Viktor has a rare and severe case of femoral anteversion in his right leg.

What exactly is femoral anteversion? It is a condition in which the femur rotates, causing the knees and feet to face inward rather than forward. This can impact one or both legs. This condition usually resolves on its own, but more severe cases require medical intervention such as leg braces, therapy, and surgery in more extreme instances—however, this condition is treatable.

This condition impacts children, typically the result of trauma, fetal development, or genetics. Viktor was likely born with this, which would propose that he’s either genetically predisposed to it or the result of a tough pregnancy.

This small scene is an excellent example. It’s only several seconds long, but here we can see that his leg is rotated inward, and he corrects it to face forward—which pains him as he visibly winces—all while Jayce speaks.

It’s noticeable when he’s a kid. You can see how his leg twists and faces inward and how his foot catches on the heel of his other foot, which causes him to trip. In episode 8, while he runs on the dock, he almost trips from this issue again before catching himself and sprinting. Viktor also has an in-toe gait; his step curves as he walks, while his other leg does not.

His leg brace, which we see in Act 2, serves one primary purpose: to force the leg to rotate and face the proper direction. However, at this stage, his condition has been left untreated for so long that it is progressing and showing a drastic impact on his entire body that the leg brace will not fix. It also makes mobility even more challenging for him, with difficulty bending and extending his leg.

This condition can throw the entire body out of whack if left untreated. It can cause pelvic issues, osteoarthritis, spinal decompensation, labral and chondral damage, hamstring-originated tendinopathy, and even weakening of the abdominal muscles, as well as a wide range of spinal problems. The feet, hips, and back are significant body parts that work together; if one is bad, the rest will suffer.

Viktor would require a femoral derotation osteotomy; however, given the severity of his condition and how other parts of his body are now significantly impacted--such as his pelvis and spine, we now have more complications on our hands and that's not even touching on his unnamed lung disease.

There's still so much I could discuss here, and perhaps later, after work; I have a handful of notes I've taken about this and how it all just ties together for Viktor, and honestly, it has been really fun to look at and analyze.

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9 + Arcane

"I never wanted to hate you, but look where we are."

Characters: Viktor and Evil!Jayce

Background: in the AU where Viktor and Silco are brothers and Deckard survived, becoming Silco’s second in command. Also a Deckard/Viktor romance.

“What are you doing?” Viktor heard Jayce say from his bedroom doorway, he was stood over a suitcase. Thankfully he’d had Deckard move everything important and work related to his new accommodation earlier, all Jayce had power over was him and his clothes. Viktor sighed and didn’t turn to face Jayce or stop what he was doing.

“I’m packing,” Viktor answered simply. “I think, given the end of our… relationship it makes sense for me to leave.”

“Is that the only reason why?” Jayce pressed, Viktor’s shoulders tensed as he felt Jayce grow closer. He suddenly became aware of vulnerable he was.

“No. But it’s the only one I wish to speak of.” Viktor’s voice shook slightly. He knew Jayce was referring to how he’d hurt him less than 24 hours ago. The events of the night before had forced him to act. It was what resulted in him contacting Deckard, and by extension his brother. But he wasn’t ready to face that, not yet.

“I apologised for-”Jayce said as he approached, Viktor could feel him just a few inches away and it repulsed him.

“I’m not interested in your apologies, Jayce,” Viktor interrupted, slamming his suitcase closed. Jayce grabbed Viktor’s bicep and spin him around, forcing him to face him.

“Get away from me,” Viktor stammered, pulling his arm from Jayce’s strong, muscular grasp. “I’m not your toy, Jayce.”

“You can’t leave.” Jayce declared it so simply as if he had the power to keep Viktor prisoner, all Viktor could think was it showed how little Jayce knew him any more.

“And what makes you say that?” Viktor asked with a furrowed brow and a tilted head. “You wouldn’t be the first to think they could keep me in a cage and no one else has succeeded.”

“I need you. For my- our work, for our-”

“So it’s our work now?” Viktor scowled. “You don’t seem too concerned with that when none of our creations have my name on it. All of the talks and lectures are done by you.”

“That… that is not up to me,” Jayce lied, tightening his grip on Viktor’s arm, causing him to wince and gasp. “The headmaster-”

“I suppose that’s the problem. You didn’t used to listen to any authority. Now you do, and it’s corrupted you.”

“I’m Piltover’s saviour,” Jayce spat, tugging on Viktor’s arm for emphasis, his spare hand tightening into a fist. “I’m it’s hope for progress. You could never be that, not some cripple from the Undercity.”

“Ah, there we are. A slight glimmer of your true colours-” Viktor was interrupted by Jayce’s fist hitting his jawbone, forcing him backwards and to lose his balance. His cane couldn’t keep him steady, and he hit the ground. Jayce stood over him, a look of anger and possessiveness creating a shadow over him. He kicked Viktor in his small stomach, causing him to cough. He repeated this, over and over again until it was blood he spluttered onto the floor.

“I know you hate me. But that doesn’t mean I’m going to let you leave,” Jayce panted.

“I never wanted to hate you. I never used to. I loved you. But you became the man who uses me like a whore and a punching bag. So look where we are,” Viktor wheezed, pain in his deep brown eyes but the slight hint of stubborn determination shining through.

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I don’t get how some people can say Melkor is an unsympathetic villain. The guy lived most of his life with chronic pain and crippling fear of the future, he can’t finish a thought to save his life and does everything out of spite. He’s literally one of the most relatable characters EVER.

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By Niko Pekonen

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Summer

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Silent Night

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Silent Night

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Of course I’m not letting go!! Hold onto me, idiot!

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this ship is my aesthetic

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педик

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what good is to live if he is not here?