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Stephanie Foo, What My Bones Know: A Memoir of Healing from Complex Trauma

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in the meantime: study, journal, read more books, sit in silence, listen to music, take walks, take the stairs, do more things alone, do more things with friends, take notice of the small wonders of the world, create a sacred space in your mind

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Rainer Maria Rilke, Letter to Mimi Romanelli

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Yeah now we've entered the back pain stage

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I love soulmates but also this-

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Margaret Atwood, from Paper Boat: Selected Poems; "He Shifts from East to West,"

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Zehra Naqvi, from The Knot of My Tongue: Poems and Prose; “Dear Baba”

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sources: ophelia, act IV, scene V // traci brimhall, dear eros // unknown // suzanne scanlone, promising young women // destiny, fieldplates gauntlets // camille rankine, emergency management // fatima aamer bilal, being unwanted is a language // unknown

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A Charlie Brown Christmas (1965) dir. Bill Melendez

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on swallowing back blood and bile and grief

Paris Paloma, "boys, bugs, and men" // Yoan Capote, "Stress" // me // The Crane Wives, "Bitter Medicine" // Zora Neale Hurston

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On hope

night walk, franz wright// hope in the dark, rebecca solnit// ? // ? // just give me a reason, pink// shake it off, taylor swift// @ hiddengemm_ on x // @mounaks // to be made whole, ada limon// @garcavisconde // jane massey// orange juice, noah kahan// why why why, shawn mendes// ?// august, taylor swift

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a questionnaire, noor unnahar // haunted womanhood, heather havrilesky // lamb's head on a plate, viggo johansen // citizen illegal, josé olivarez // grief lessons: four plays by euripides; tr., anne carson

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it is what it is [bawling my eyes out]

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the lives they lived: jeff buckley; his father's son

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i miss haikyuu so much and i miss tsukishima so much i need him to kiss and hug me