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Sometimes you just have to wait. ✨

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“Today, I am grateful for the beauty of being human and for the ability to express what I feel through smiles and tears and warm hugs. Today, I am grateful for the rising of the sun and the light that seeps in the broken parts of my soul that reminds me that I can be healed. Today, I am grateful for the sight of trees, the smell of flowers and the touch of everything that carries love and grace that makes the world a safe place to exist. Today, I am grateful for being gentle with my pain that teaches me that there is so much growth to be found in accepting where I am now & loving my way towards where I want to be.”

— juansen dizon, Today, I am grateful   

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tayo na | drabble

translation: meant as a pun in Filipino; can either mean ‘stand up’ or ‘we’re a couple now’ 

synopsis: you have plans of confessing to your personal trainer

pairings: jungkook x reader

rating: PG-15

au: gym trainer! jungkook au | genre: fluff

warnings: none to note

word count: 950

request: by @vanaera​​​​ “Galak track feat. Jungkook + Gym trainer!au x newbie oc (If that’s okay hehe) I’m soft for gym aus bc they inspire me to keep working out. Keep writing artworks, Ms. Gabby!” im sorry this took too long babe! i hope you enjoy this though hehehhe 

g/n: this is part of The Paraluman Playlist - a drabble game we’ve held for the month of August! 

navi. | m.list

“Okay, one last set then we’re good to go. C’mon you can do this!” 

“One last set?!” you wheeze, collapsing onto the plyo box you’ve just worked out on. Arms lazily draped over the black foam, you whine out your complaints while your face gets squished against your forearm. 

“You said ‘one last’ for the last three sets!” You don’t care if you’re unattractively sliding down the box you’ve been hanging onto for dear life, but your legs were killing you, and you don’t think you had any energy nor willpower left to do another set, just as Jungkook said. 

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tayo na | drabble

translation: meant as a pun in Filipino; can either mean ‘stand up’ or ‘we’re a couple now’ 

synopsis: you have plans of confessing to your personal trainer

pairings: jungkook x reader

rating: PG-15

au: gym trainer! jungkook au | genre: fluff

warnings: none to note

word count: 950

request: by @vanaera​​​​ “Galak track feat. Jungkook + Gym trainer!au x newbie oc (If that’s okay hehe) I’m soft for gym aus bc they inspire me to keep working out. Keep writing artworks, Ms. Gabby!” im sorry this took too long babe! i hope you enjoy this though hehehhe 

g/n: this is part of The Paraluman Playlist - a drabble game we’ve held for the month of August! 

navi. | m.list

“Okay, one last set then we’re good to go. C’mon you can do this!” 

“One last set?!” you wheeze, collapsing onto the plyo box you’ve just worked out on. Arms lazily draped over the black foam, you whine out your complaints while your face gets squished against your forearm. 

“You said ‘one last’ for the last three sets!” You don’t care if you’re unattractively sliding down the box you’ve been hanging onto for dear life, but your legs were killing you, and you don’t think you had any energy nor willpower left to do another set, just as Jungkook said. 

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Art by 0073.uv

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Art by Piyathip

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after i left you | jjk [preview]

“when you decided to meet up with taehyung for dinner to reconnect, you didn’t expect to see jungkook, your ex, on a date with his current girlfriend and not to mention, end up fake dating taehyung.”

genre: exes! AU, fake dating! AU, enemies to lovers-ish! AU, unrequited feelings-ish! AU, angst, fluff

pairing: jungkook x female reader feat. taehyung x female reader

word count: 30k (probably more though)

warnings: cursing, reader feels very guilty in this one, alcohol consumption (nothing major/bad though)

playlist: happier - ed sheeran, just asking - aquilo, my tears ricochet - taylor swift, i hate that you’re happy - tiny little houses

a/n: just a little preview of my upcoming project!

“You haven’t forgiven me, have you?”

You worded it like a question, but you knew the answer. It was written all across Jungkook’s face, surrounding him the moment you and he had locked eyes, spilling from his mouth every time he opened it.

Jungkook’s lips tightened into a hard line and his jaw locked up as he eyed you before ripping his gaze away to stare off into the sky and scoff quietly into the air. His hands balled up into fists at his side and his Adam’s apple bopped up and down as he desperately tried to keep his composure. 

You had seen all of this before, had watched him try and fail not to punch the air and let his anger out. Jungkook had done the exact same thing, had made the same face after you had told him you were going to America.

You expected him to blow up in your face, to explode, to burst at all of his seams and rip apart and scream at you, yell, curse because that was what he had done, what he had done the last time, but to your surprise, Jungkook didn’t, didn’t do any of the things you had expected him to.

“Fours years,” Jungkook scoffed, holding up four fingers like you didn’t know just how much four was. “We dated for almost four fucking years.”

You bit on your tongue, heart tumbling and rumbling in your chest like it was about to burst out and fall to its knees and beg for Jungkook’s forgiveness.

“And you left,” Jungkook continued, anger dripping from his words, but his voice was quiet, barely above a whisper. “Just like that.” 

He snapped his finger and you cringed at the sound. It rang in your ears, pierced through your eardrums.

“Remember our promise?” Jungkook asked you and you could hear his voice wavering and shaking. “Remember our promise of forever?”

You wanted to tell him that you did, that, of course, you fucking remembered your promise of forever. It had haunted you, kept you awake every night, eaten you up and chewed you out every morning and kicked you to the floor every time it slipped your mind the tiniest bit.

“You know how people say that you always learn something from a relationship?” Jungkook asked you and you wanted to beg him not to, not to continue. You couldn’t handle this, couldn’t handle this much longer and you weren’t sure just how long you could keep it together.

“The only thing you taught me was that people are selfish.”

You were sure that you were drawing blood from your tongue now, were sure that your heart was on her knees now and begging, begging for Jungkook to just please forgive her. You thought that was it, thought he was going to scoff at you and walk away, but Jungkook wasn’t quite done.

“I really do hope that you’re right and we won’t see each other again after this.”

coming wednesday, august 6th 2020

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Never Falling [M]

➬ Title | Never Falling

➬ Summary | For Park Jimin, you are everything he will ever need—his assistant, his housekeeper, his task runner, his fairy godmother. For you, he is more than everything. You have dedicated your life for him and, before you even realised it, your heart belongs to him alone. The only problem is that he is never yours, and you are living in a world that your love for him is nothing more than a fairytale ending. As you are suddenly given a chance to wake up and face the real world, will you be ready to embrace it? Will he be ready to deal with the world without you in it?

↳ Pairings | Jimin x reader

↳ Genre | Enemies to Lovers!au, Singer!Jimin, non-idol!au, Assistant!reader, Smut, Angst

↳ Ratings | +18 / M for Mature

↳ Warning | Slow burn, mutual pinning (but both are too dumb and stubborn to realise or to admit it), intense foreplay, fingering (f receiving), oral sex/pussy eating (with a bit of biting involved, don’t say I didn’t warn you), size kink (just get along with it), clothed foreplay, breast play, unprotected sex, rough sex.

↳ Word count | 21k words (I’m so sorry!!!!)

↳ Cross-post | AO3 | Inkitt

➬ Author’s Note | Written as a commission for @opaljm. Just like I said, I made a little twist from your initial request, but I do hope you’ll love how it turned out. I’m sorry this took so long. Thank you for commissioning me and for giving me all of your support :)

⟶ Taglist | @jiminssizzles , @jeonmisha, @barbikatherine, @melrosaeparker, @hodginss, @ladyartemesia, @justmeandendlessbiases, @luvrssunrise, @anonlovesbts, @ittybittyamy, @4evahevah, @spring2787, @wwilloww, @bonnyskies, @janjaiii, @nightshadevinter, @blue1928, @taeyohonic, @jiminsreads, @imluckybitches, @strangbeyondcompare, @maso-cxhi​, @cypherft-v, @smitssharon02, @ggukjitaejin, @djasheyash99 (unable to tag: @screamingyoonseok, @loulifereader, @kaitlynteddy26, @hoho-cham)

The fancy black sedan is parked right at the side of the tarmac, not too far from where the private jet taking Park Jimin back from his tour will be landing on in a matter of—most possibly—minutes.

The wind outside picks up, and so does your heartbeat. Even the tension in your body rises as you count the passing seconds before he is finally here.

The air conditioner inside the car is running, surrounding you with the cold temperature which is a complete opposite to the heat of summer burning outside, but it doesn’t stop your hands from turning clammy as your nerves are getting all over the place. Running your hands down the pencil skirt you are wearing, you look out the window, expecting to see signs of the jet coming into view, before glancing down at your watch.

“Are you sure that there is no delay from the flight?” you ask the driver sitting in the front. He looks up to you in the backseat through the rearview mirror, suppressing a smile as he spots your fidgeting state before finally answering,

“I am completely sure, Ma’am. I double-checked with the staff just five minutes ago when you asked me about it last time.”

“Right,” you mutter under your breath, looking away to avoid his curious gaze by pretending to look back out onto the tarmac, hoping that he wouldn’t notice how terribly antsy you are.

It is hard enough for you to keep your legs from bouncing out of nerves. Pretty sure that you are far from looking composed as you are sitting here, always looking out the window with your eyes barely focusing on anything important happening around you.

Not that anything has happened yet.

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yes sisters it’s true death is finally the greatest form of self preservation

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sincerely, but no longer yours | chapter 1

sincerely, but no longer yours | ex!kim namjoon x reader

☘  genre | angst, exes au

☘  summary | It started as a coping mechanism as getting the words out provided a form of catharsis. But now you can’t stop writing these love letters, even with the knowledge that they’ll never get sent. After all, who writes love letters to their ex?

☘  word count | 4k

☘  rating | PG-13

☘  warnings | some fairly heavy angst, breakup

☘  a/n | ok SO I’m finally working on a multi-chap for the first time in forever :o and ofc this is the first series that i’m working on in this blog! alsooo am kinda ashamed to admit that i’ve actually NEVER finished a series ever 🙈🙈 sooo this is a challenge from me @ myself 🤭 so yes come along with me for this ride hahahah and pls kick my butt if i leave this series as another one in the unfinished pile

You can have Manhattan, ‘cause I can’t have you – Sara Bareilles, Manhattan

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ANGELS & AIRWAVES (w. jjk)

He’s never met you but you know how he sounds when he wakes up from a nap and his greatest fears.  You know the way he sings after a shower and that he could be mistaken for a dying seal when he’s laughing too hard.  The best part?  You don’t judge him for any of it - including the fact he’s a filthy Widow main.  He might just love you.

alt summary.  Jeon Jungkook has a big fat crush on a girl he’s never met.

pairing.  jeon jungkook

genre + rating.  fluffy crack.  general, for now.

warning / tags.  long-distance relationship, crushes, canon compliant (ish),  eventual happy ending, gaming, gamer!jungkook, strangers to lovers, friends to lovers, overwatch.  tags are hard.  :( 

reading.   n/a.  a three part one-shot.

word count.  ~2750

part ii.

JUNGKOOK’S ROOM Sunday, 15 March, 2020.  2:01 AM.  

He falls for you in between the tireless teasing, the laughter that sinks into his ears and replays like a highlight reel.  It happens when he leasts expects it, when he’s got his face pressed into the velvet of Yeontan’s fur and you’re cooing over voice chat, whispering sweet nothings to the manic panic pup.  It comes in the moments he’s not expecting it to, when he’s frustrated and unbearable and you’re as sunny as always, spilling yellow paint across the doors he tries to keep shut.  

Bit by bit, day by day, he finds himself thinking of you more. 

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This is utterly beautiful. I love the aesthetic this audio edit is giving me, it fits so well with the song!

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Studies by Gareth Davies

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Studies by Gareth Davies

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This is bloody genius. 

Movies turned into the covers of old books by an illustrator Matt Stevens. 

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This is so creative 😳

Solene Chaudois on Instagram

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This looks so great. I love the lineart and just how clean/messy (idk) the sketch is and the way it expresses so well.

Never Not but it’s long-haired Koo 🥴 💜