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You made yourself a different person than the one I loved. I don't know the person you are now. You took yourself away from me. I can't forgive that. And you made me someone who has to keep a secret I never wanted to keep.

~Kit Herondale

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Crying

Kit to Ty

Election day: misery, stress, hair-pulling, at least for Americans (and a lot of other people around the world affected by our politics!) So I thought I'd post a distraction; I hope it helps and doesn't annoy!

A while ago I posted the beginning of a letter from Kit to Ty, created for a Kickstarter backer. Here's the full text:

A letter from Kit to Ty, never sent.

Ty, Ty, Ty.

Your name looks strange written out like that. Like an abbreviation. But Tiberius would be so formal. I never think of you that way. Or, I suppose I should say, I never thought of you that way. Tenses matter in these situations, I guess.

It’s late, past midnight, and I’m sitting on the windowsill in my bedroom at Cirenworth. Jem and Tessa gave me one of the best rooms. Of course they did. It has a view out over the gardens. Sometimes I see the ghost of a dog there, a golden retriever I’m pretty sure, running in and out of the flowerbeds. He seems like a pretty happy ghost. I think about how much you like animals and how much they love you, because of course they do. But it’s too late; this dog passed away a long time ago. You probably couldn’t even see him. It’s too late for a lot of things, now.  

I’m still mad at you, and I don’t feel good about that. Maybe if I could forget, I could forgive. But I can’t forget that night you brought Livvy back. I’ll suddenly remember even when I’m thinking about something else. I’ll be in the middle of helping Tessa in the garden and suddenly I’ll turn around and I’m back in Idris. 

I remember I told you I loved you. I remember I told you I would help you, but not if you raised Livvy from the dead. Not if you did necromancy. But you wanted that more than you wanted me.

And I understand that. I’m not angry about that. Here’s what I’m angry about: when you brought Livvy back, you changed yourself. You made yourself a different person than the one I loved. I don’t know the person you are now. You took yourself away from me. I can’t forgive that. And you made me someone who has to keep a secret I never wanted to keep. I was raised by someone who had so many awful secrets, and when I started my life as a Shadowhunter I wanted to do it openly, and honestly. But now I’m just someone else with secrets I can never tell. Just like my dad.

It makes me angry, so angry. I want to yell at you. I wish you were here so I could yell at you.

Kit

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BREAKING NEWS: The Shadowhunters Chronicles (2007 - 2029) just received a 55 minute standing ovation from me in my living room after rereading it for the 200th time

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it’s always about them.

🎨: larisa rusina

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my favourite ship dynamic is when one of them is kit herondale and the other one is ty blackthorn <3

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He's just like me, always thinking about Ty

letters unsent

Ty, Ty, Ty.

Your name looks strange written out like that. Like an abbreviation. But Tiberius would be so formal. I never think of you that way. Or, I suppose I should say, I never thought of you that way. Tenses matter in these situations, I guess.

It’s late, past midnight, and I’m sitting on the windowsill in my bedroom at Cirenworth....

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After today‘s post I had to relive this meme

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It took a minute but it's finally home 🙂‍↔️

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Lucie and Kit have the same type, confirmed

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Tessa’s children have a type, I’m crying

Hey Cassie! Is there any small detail/snippet you could share with us about Jem and Tessa and/or the whole cirenworth contingent in TWP? :)

"He looks so much like Jesse," Jem said.

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Hey Cassie! Is there any small detail/snippet you could share with us about Jem and Tessa and/or the whole cirenworth contingent in TWP? :)

"He looks so much like Jesse," Jem said.

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I miss them so much

ty just couldn’t contain his excitement to finally be reunited with kit…🤍

characters by @cassandraclare 🫶

follow me on instagram! @/illustratinghan

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Sometimes princess is a grown man who committed multiple crimes

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How is the writing in TLKoF? Have you ever done a funny Kit and Ty scene? Will I be just suffering?

There are LOTS of funny scenes. There isn something intrinsically just kind of funny about road trips, for one thing.

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when you enter a loving Jem Carstairs competition but these two are already in the room fighting

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jesse "in a world of boys he's a gentleman" blackthorn

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no trio will ever trio as hard as this trio trio-ed

artist: @cassandrajean <3