valkyrieperv-moved

[valkyrieperv-moved]

im leaving radqueer tumblr, officially.

this doesnt mean im becoming an anti, i just want a break from the public eye. in the almost year ive been in the community, ive found that ive only been through more harm than good, and my brother can confirm this.

that doesnt mean im innocent, ive hurt people as well during my time in this community, and to those ive hurt, i want to say im sorry. truly, im sorry.

i joined the community at a point where i was extremely unstable, and its only caused my mental health to decline. but i understand that im only one person. maybe others have been doing great in this community! and to them, i say props to you for finding a space you feel safe in. but for me, it feels like im only really in it for attention. not to mention that i do not feel safe in the community anymore. ive been actively stalked before, and even if im not, i dont want to have to stay in a community where i feel like i need to look over my shoulder constantly.

will my brother leave? thats entirely his choice. i cannot speak for him.

every post ive made has been taken down, as id like to leave this community behind me. this blog will only remain up incase someone happens to wonder where i am.

im tagging this post so that nobody is left in the dust, i think everyone deserves to know that im not like... dead or anything.

this doesnt mean ill be gone, ill still be on tumblr. just not in radqueer spaces. this isnt me trying to make anyone pity me, im just kind of tired of the community. between the increase of fatphobia and racism, it doesnt feel like the same community i joined all the way back then. i wont be announcing my new blog onto here, and i prefer if you dont try to actively look for it. if my brother does stay in the radqueer community, do not harass him about me. despite the fact we are twins, at the end of the day, we are separate people with our own lives. his blog is about him. i dont want people going into his asks and flooding them with "oh wheres victor??" "oh why did victor leave??" "oh i miss victor!!" and things like that. but i do invite him to add anything onto this post if he does see fit.

so do everyone, from the antis ive annoyed, to my mutuals, and even just the random scroller who happens to see this, goodbye. im wishing nothing but the best for you. have a nice rest of your existence.