valendiraaa

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Jadiin pelajaran ya len, skrg kamu tau perasaan org2 yg kamu pertanyakan dulu. Hope it will make you grown up than before.

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Haha i didnt expect i’ll feel like this. I feel like i have no home anymore.

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Mau punya suami mukanya kaya ricky harun ya Allah 🥲

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1. Believe

2. Understand who you truly are

3. Always make a time and help you in anything you need

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Bingung gimana jelasinnya, tp kok sakit ya haha gatau ini hanya karena baperan atau emang nyakitin :’)

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Seperti belum pernah merasakan jadi prioritas seseorang. Am i wrong?

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Choose it,

1st : the man who loves you no matter how and who you are

Or,

2nd : the man who always try to make you be a better person

Are they is an option?

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I just want to do it properly. Is it wrong when i think "who always waiting and come back for you is the best"?

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I finally understand, what is called family. Who truly loves you, care for you, supporting you and always stay by your side no matter what.

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kenapa ya feel kaya kerja mulu tp ga kaya2 dah

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Coba ikhlaskan len, mungkin beginilah jalannya.

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Mungkin semua benar. Banyak kekurangan dan kesalahan yg aku perbuat. Maaf aku belum bisa sempurna untukmu.

Tapi,

Ketika amarahmu tak terbendung, aku tak bisa menahan tajamnya kata-kata yg menggores hati. Meninggalkan bekas yg begitu dalam. Salahkah (lagi) aku?

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My dear, we're slow dancing in a burning room ~

With how youre thinking, how you feel and how you see this world. You will feel its not fair to you, so am i.

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Maybe its good for me now to go out somewhere that i can be alone. The calm places, for a while. To make me think, feel, free & grateful.