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11pm Feels Like The End

I want your face to disappear,I hear your voice with every dripping tearYou say you know heartbreak?Yet you feel no painHow could you love me if you don’t feel the same. My love is deepmy wrath did creepMy odd behavior was controlling meId give anything, to go back to the daywhen you was just a voice i heard some daysI was suppose to get boredAnd you just be dumbI play my gameAnd you run awayI…

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Cold.

Heart beating slowBreathing very shallowEyes are glossy overAs they slowly began to close Angst filling me upLies don’t stay in the darkYour view of me is breaking me apartDisappointed I just wanted to numb myselfStare off in a dazeSmiling softly to myselfYet you know Lie to myselfBut not you thoughPleading for forgivenessTime to be honest with ourselves You still stand by meAlways been a bit…

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Handle With Care

Photo credit: Craiyon No rulesLove is not fairBroken heartPieces spread out everywhere Lies and secretsGuilty promisesTrying hard to keep it Where did things go so wrong?Why is your callback taking way too long?Sweet kissesPlease I don’t wanna miss it Stay with meThe nights are cold without you in our bedForgive meIs our love too good to last? You are apart of meMy heart feels so emptyTell…

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XO turned 3 today!

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11pm

Artwork Credit: Pintrest Tired of the unfocused watery eyesThe racing thoughtsFrom flashes of all the good timesToo much concentration spent on deciphering the liesFinding ways to heal my broken heartWith still time Puffy eyesFrom staying up staring at my walls in the darkSame song on repeatMy heart skipping beatsAs I wait for him to arrive Ears fixated on the door to hear it creakMy anxiety…

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Toxic Red Love.

I feel like people are tired of me. Over the whining and sad me. Maybe I should write about some happy things, fake all this honesty and post more of my life , like it’s a glamorous fantasy. I am a princess in a castle far far away, And yes my heart was broken and my family all began to die on me. And just when I thought I might as well end my life a handsome prince came to recuse me. He slayed…

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T.R.U.S.T

Artwork Credit: Pintrest Told me that you loved meAnd I believed itBelieved in us so much Realized that was liesThere was a secret you was trying to hideAnother women you was hiding on the side Unfortunately true love doesn’t existIt’s all just hot sex and lust with a twist So don’t tell me that your sorryAnd how I’ll be missed Time to goTime to let goMy heart is broken.

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Chance 101

Asking for more chancesAs if I have the right toYou been more then patient with meDon’t know how I could do this to you Broken trustBroken heartBroken manIs how I left you Told you loving me would be toughYou wanna hate meBut you love me too muchAnd you can’t stand it Mixed emotionsAnd I keep stirring the potMy moody daysHas you feeling so lost How much strength is left in you?In us?I can’t…

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Visual Secrets.

Intuition on the riseI see everything you try to hideAnd I hide it with a smileIt’s not quite my style to just call you out Walking through the darkI see everything you do in the dark Kissing me goodbye twiceHoping that helps you cover upThe lies hiding in your eyes Because the monster inside you is on the prowlIt’s set on destroying everything you work hard for now Mid life crisis?And I’m…

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Her Pain.

Artwork credit:Robert Lango She buries her painWith pills and razor blades Having random conversationsWith a cigarette ablaze Meeting new people isn’t the issueIt’s getting them to stay She likes to push peoples buttonsGet the all angryTo fight with herIs the only way to win at her game Confused to why she does this?She’s set in her toxic ways But under her cold heartShe yearns for true…

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Daydreaming.

Artwork credit: google Do you love me like you use too?Do butterflies appear whenever I’m near?Does your heart skip a beatwhen I kiss you on you cheek? I wonder if I should rewind back timeI’m reminiscing on our first timeTo when I would look you in your eyesAnd have yours locked on mine Do you love me like you use too?Are you still happy that you met me too?Do you see me being yours…

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AR

Artwork By:KValerince I can’t stop you from slipping awayI can’t stop the pain that’s flowing through my veinsIt’s leaking outAs the tears roll down my faceI know this painIt’s a familiar painFrom a broken heartAnd I’m the one to blame Will my apologies fall on deaf ears?Can I soften your heart and keep you here?I need you to tell me somethingCause there’s no air in hereI’m suffocatingHearing…

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You Made Me Take Drugs by Bogdan Dragos

Originally posted on MasticadoresIndia // Editora: Terveen Gill: Image Source: Snappa “You made me take drugs,” she reproached him But he didn’t hear…You Made Me Take Drugs by Bogdan Dragos

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Love Alwayz.

Your mad at meBut I lay my head down on your chestAnd I listen to you breatheEver so softly Your beautiful hair slightly touching your faceI wipe away and replace with a kissSo obsessed with youAnd your lips are beautiful tooI move my face across those tooAnd kiss them then back away Then look at the room in such a disarrayWe been fighting all dayI hate when you get this wayI love to see you…

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Broken Thoughts.

Tried to give you my heartYou tore it apartI’m missing some piecesI’ve never felt so lost Fast forward through the dayAt night I try and escapeIt’s much cooler in the desertI let my demons out to playI don’t wanna feel anythingMy mood is becoming quite repetitiveThink it’s time for a vibe change How can I make myself feel different?When everything constantly goes wrongJust wanna make only you…

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Self Sabotage.

Artwork credit: Google search image. Not tryna push you awayI know you think I play gamesSorry not hitting the same wayI hate that I’m this wayI’ll change everything for youWho am I am I without you?I swear I’m not trying change you Cuts on my armI make for me and youI feel so guiltyI don’t wanna do this to you My intentions are pure in my heartI just need to show youI can be so stubbornSo…

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Vows.

Artwork credit:why_so.glitchy Fell in love with the boy next doorNice smileSweet voiceLove how good you are to meI don’t deserve itMy life has been nothing butGood things given to meTo enjoy for a short timeI feel rotten in the insideCursed to remain by myselfYou never felt this lonelySitting sidelinesTo everyone else’s happy familiesAll I need is meAnd a bottle of whiskeyI’ve been drinking…