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I want love so badly that I stop everything in my life to try to find it. The moment someone shows a tiny bit of interest, I run toward them like a missile launch. I don't even know myself anymore.

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I wasn’t trying to ruin your peace. I just wished you’d thought about me.

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What i would give for one more hug. To feel your lips pressed against mine. To feel your hands grip my thighs. To play and smile along your side.

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& me, stuck. Like a pendeja.

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Fragments of a broken heart

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I’m so grateful. I’ve grown so much. Thank you God.

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Spiraling

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Why do guys insist on having their balls out?

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You are the dark poetry in my soul. You did to me what my father never did for me.

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Did i fuck up? Did i get too excited? I just wanna love you. Just wanna be loved by you.

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I wanna lick and suck and rock and moan your name into your mouth.

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people have worked for lifetimes trying to achieve all that I have to call a life by 30. I am so grateful for all that I have. I have known devotion, success, strength, courage, love and friendship, authenticity,

beauty and sensuality. love and connection. freedom and power. joy and vitality. peace and flow. radiance and spirit.

What are your values?

Self-respect. How many times have i put that on the line?

In order to respect yourself, you must be your authentic self.

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Atomic bombs don’t destroy angels.

& guess what I am.

an angel.

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Did me so dirty I didn’t think I’d come back from it.

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I really loved you. That’s so sad.

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almost lost myself fucking with you.

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God, please release this from my heart.