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Ok but the way Mentopolis really said 'there is no part of you that is evil. Only parts that must not rule you. Only parts that need to be realigned. Every part of you serves a purpose.'

Yeah I'm gonna be fine with that. That's cool.

Anyway watch Mentopolis if you can, it's extremely good.

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being new to crocheting is like learning about time travel for the first time. I swear it was just 10 in the morning, why is it dark out.

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I like any gender, but for some reason when I think of boys/masc presenters it starts feeling a bit too much like advanced arithmetics with how I don’t understand how their perspective will be at all. Like girls and femmes are so easy for me to get.. I can just be like “wanna come over and I’ll make some really good food and brew you tea and we can watch some shows? Then dance in the kitchen while we cook?” With masc’s I’m just confused on how to even talk with them without joking about some random thing or other… I get that a lot of them hangout through just existing next to each other or they talk about a common subject and it’s appreciated, but I can’t really do that on a first impression, can I.

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yo my eyes be stinging from the way I couldn’t stop staring at how fantastic Doja Cat’s music video attention was. Seeing her wear the trench coat and the scene where you’re behind here just seeing her exist like that was kinda insane in a,”she is an artist who worked hard to get to where she is, and that she had those capabilities to be so fucking cool.” Even early on in her career she was still, although perhaps less mature, the same person. She’s just that cool. She has the energy of someone in a trench coat capable of expressing the most raw swagger I’ve seen in my entire life.

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Todayy is a depression room day with, probably not enough food, and some cat videos ✌️. Perhaps a snack too :0

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the fact that dimension 20’s mentopolis has taught me so much about emotion in the way that suppression, in any way or form is negative, but moderation will always lead towards a healthy mind, is incredibly inspiring. How every part of you is trying to keep you alive and well, but you just need to reframe and use those tools positively, is so fun. That reframing and analyzing the way you think will lead to an insanely positive result if you just consciously make the decision to do so. I love this show. Everything is there for a reason, and we have to find ways to moderate it. Whether medically, or emotionally through effort, we’re all trying to wrangle our city of emotions into a way that benefits us for the better. <3

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I’ve just started my day with watching the “From the start” music video by Laufey exceptionally late and my god. The way this is going to frame my entire day and change my brain chemicals is crazy

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Listen, I’m not into romance usually but Laufey’s music makes me want to run near a lake barefoot with someone and dance in the rain with a picnic under some shade. Is that too much to ask??

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Poems of love are filled with such awe and magic.

I wish to see the people whom withstand relationships and storms, and view from afar the traits in which make a love undying. To try to understand and giggle at the interactions which I could never be in, and to try to see what they see. Someone worth their time, their life, their soul.

What makes them write such beautiful poems. That I want to grasp and understand. Everyone hears warnings and cries of horrible suffering on this world we call Earth. Yet, I have trouble perceiving the gentleness, simple lovely moments, small smiles and adoration that’s written in these poems.

That’s why I wish to see them. Maybe I’ll learn to love them from afar and their capability to live, as a human with their quirks and all. Only momentarily, to move on with life after with a sense that humanity maybe isn’t all that bad.

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Do you reckon that if I use tumblr enough I’ll become good at writing essays-

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Does anyone ever think about how race is so crazy. Especially for those living in immigrant countries. Sometimes I look in the mirror and perceive myself as a representation of a section culture and history. Isn’t that insane. That’s just how I’m seen in daily life and with certain cultural styles it’s even amplified with a impromptu vibe that people just get through their understanding of that specific culture.

It’s definitely the immigrant experience of not seeing a lot of your own culture but seeing yourself in the mirror, representing what you think might be it? The complete disconnect of the knowledge and consistent existence of a culture but the complete connection between the physical state and the culture??

Like I’m not a little peasant boy in the Victorian era??? I’m like. Existing? Modernly?? With culture and history??? Absolutely mine boggling

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