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Pete and Repeat

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this is inevitable, and you are forgiven

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i miss you bro.

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I remember the first time I saw you posting something about hurting and killing yourself, it was back in February. Right now it's May and you are still alive, I don't even know you but I'm so proud of you!! Please keep fighting! ♥

this has been going on since i was pretty young. i may stil be here, but im not the same person, and i am not in any means ok.

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Please don't give up! <3

I wish I could say it was that easy.

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-screaming-

I am the saddest butt in the entire world.

okay maybe not the entire world. But def on this island. I miss my friends. I miss my life. I miss people caring about me. My bro (ex bro? i dunno) Danny Deever won’t talk to me and im legit in need of bro pick me up cause im like a step away from suicide and no one else cares so i thought maybe my bro would but no he wont even respond to me. I need help so bad guys and no one is a part of my life anymore. aj ruined my friendships. I ruined my life. my disorder is about to take my life. Fuck.

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Your sister and her husband are taking those little girls away to take them away from you! You cannot be trusted around such fragile minds and hearts. Go destroy other peoples lives, but leave those kids out of it.

This is a message and a half for me to return to tumblr to now isn’t it.

whats wrong with you? FUCK OFF AJ!I haven't been on tumblr since march. Stop spamming my inbox with hate. And those two kids are the best thing in my life and if you bring them any further into this then i will punch you in the tongue.

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My grandpa died a little over a month ago, and his will finally got sorted through. He left me his glasses. “To my darling Kayla; It’s hard to believe you grew up so fast! I’ll never forget that smile that spreads across your face every time you would see me.Keep your smile bright, long after I have left. I can’t wait to see it again one day, but I won’t be able to without my glasses, so please, keep them safe, and when it’s time for us to reunite, you can place them on my face, and I will see that beautiful smile again. I love you.”

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Fandoms in a Nutshell

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Guys, guys. My family is so cute.

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Still Alive slowed down 800%

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That thing that cats do that when they are being controlled by satan.

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 The man in this photo is my grandpa Ronald Benjamin Victor Gillespie. He is 80 years old. He suffered a major heart attack Thursday afternoon. Soon after his kidneys and other organs failed. He was awake and alert far longer then anyone thought he would.   We each got to go in separately and have a little chat with him. He kept telling us that we should all just go home and sleep. We each had our moments with him alone, talking, and hugging and crying. Early on Saturday morning he grabbed my hand and told me “Get a chair ready, I’ll be over next week for tea.” Today he was removed from his adrenaline, and was moved to a quiet room where he could sleep and have his last hours. I was (and am) very distraught about facing losing the man who raised me. I kept saying to my mom and boyfriend, “I wish I could go with him.” and I struggling with myself whether I was actually going to go with him. Then I decided I would go visit him one last time, even though I knew he would be too heavily sedated to be able to respond or wake up. I grabbed his hand and cried. And after about 10 minutes I felt a squeeze, and I looked up to see his eyes just barely open, and he smiled and said quietly “You can’t come, love.” And then he fell back asleep. My grandpa passed away in his sleep a little while ago. He went peacefully and happily, surrounded by everyone he loved.

No one is ever ready to lose someone they love so much, but he can’t wait for us to be ready. We will see him again, and until then we will remember him fondly and take care of each other. I love you grandpa.

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THE MARRIAGE (SAME SEX COUPLES) BILL HAS BEEN PASSED IN THE UK.

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