unwrittenpoemsstuff

[unwrittenpoemsstuff]

it’s so sad when things come to an end. yesterday we had dinner together at this table then fell asleep on the couch and today I erased your contact from my phone. it wasn’t yesterday but it feels like yesterday. it’s been almost 6 months. I don’t know when to stop waiting for you.

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In a way you were never made for me, but I’d like to think that I was made for you.

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Loving you was giving away parts of me that wasn’t meant for anyone to see. You saw them and put them in your pocket and one day you will find them again, like finding money an old pair of jeans, only to realize they hold no worth anymore.

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loving you was easy and you made it look like loving me was the hardest thing you’ve ever done.

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I’m swiping on dating apps now. I don’t really know what I’m doing and I still love you.

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i’m afraid I’ll live an ordinary life and I don’t have the energy to do anything about it.

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I have loved you so many times and yet it never occurred to me that maybe, just maybe, you hated me for giving you so much of something you can’t give back.

[unwrittenpoemsstuff]

stop speaking so highly of people who don’t care about you. they didn’t hurt you because they didn’t know, they didn’t make you cry because you are sensitive, they didn’t leave because you were too much, they didn’t not love you because you’re hard to love. unlearn the fact that it’s okay for them to hurt you because “that’s just who they are”.