unwantedsoul0908

[unwantedsoul0908]

"Let your smile change the world but don't let the world change your smile"- Kim Jennie

[unwantedsoul0908]

Teen Drama

Being a teen myself , at some point I have always wanted drama but that takes a whole different turn when it comes to either too much drama or drama involving yourself, and the recent drama in my life...

So I was a bit of a shy girl I think people say I am extroverted as well vastly introverted as well. so when our faith formation classes began to be in person , it was clear to everyone around me who were my close friends to say that I was really nervous and the nervousness increased when I found out the classes were co-ed. For the past 13 years of my life I have been in a school which wasn't co-ed and so any interaction with the opposite gender scared me. Safe enough to say that being a new teen at the time I was even more stressed about the fact that I would have to sit in the same room with boys for almost 2-3 hours and my insecurities weren't of any help either, but on the contrary to what i thought the co-ed classes actually helped me to step a notch down from my insecurities, not to brag but a lot of the really pretty girls have expressed to me how they think i look really cute and pretty the first day of class which ofcourse increased my self esteem and a few of my friends started to notice that guys were looking at me from time to time during class, and as the saying goes with new attention comes new drama.

i think its safe to say that most of the guys in my class had a soft corner for me and most of them even openly admitted to having a crush on me , brace yourself cause the tea is hot .

The guys in my class , most of them atleast are really cute and cool looking and most of them also have a strong connection with god which makes the greenest of the greenest flags and one such person's name was John(fake name ofc) this guy was soo sweet always brought smiles to my face and a lot of people shipped us in the section and i was good friends with him too. But being the dumb teen i went for the reddest flag in the class, a guy called Frank, John's best friend, you can't blame me , i had the biggest crush on this guy since the first day of class , i still dont know why, and when he asked me out it was obvious i was gonna accept it, we were in a strong and cute relationship until we weren't , it lasted two months , apparently it turned out his bestfriend wasn't just his best friend but also his bestfriend with benefits (no i am not talking about john bestie, i am talking about his other bestie, a girl called Chrissy). In short it was a messy real messy break up and the whole class knew about it and there was some real tension between us which is explainable given our past.

And through that break up i realized i threw away a diamond for some trash, John still had a small crush on me and also btw their friendship was kinda awkward after our break up since Frank knew John , his bestie had a crush on me but still dated me

as time passed by , me and john grew close and even though we weren't dating , we were in a situationship for almost 3 months i think, but again out of nowhere he started dating his bestie let's call her andrea, and the tension just increased, during those three moths tho frank came back a multiple times saying sorry which ofcourse i ignored, we all passed our 9th grade and came to 10th when we got promoted to 10th i decided that's it , fuck everyone cut of all contacts and live life, but..

to be continued