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message to self 11-22-2024
fuck. its been like YEARS since i've been on tumblr. but i've re-read some of the things i've posted.
im happy i found some clarity to who i am supposed to be. all of these outcomes of life, is what created me as a person. currently, i'm 26 years of age, when i posted, i was probably like 20, 21, maybe 22. but needless to say, i'm happy with how i've grown so far.
to anyone that cares, i've went to therapy, i've done some shadow work, i've had my fair share of hoe tendencies, had a fair share of relationships, both good and bad. i've learned to just not think about relationships, despite how badly i'd want to be in one.
the goal is to be full of myself til i get sick of it. but sick in a healthy way, not an unhealthy way. i started to stream, i started a youtube channel, i started the process of creating my own video game, i started story writing about the mini fantasies and anime fight scenes in my head... i started finding myself again and i'm so happy.
during that period of my life, i was going through my own silent hell, similar to silent hill (a game which i love so damn much), and i've conquered. yes, still going through the motions, but alongside that, still triumphant.
to anyone reading this and is struggling, there is a salvation within yourself. you have to just believe that it is within. God is within, and i'm not religious at all haha. i just had to realize that creation, ideas, love, experiences, are all from within. and i'm so happy i took the time to learn myself enough to figure that out. life isn't great, but in my books, it's better than it was years ago. sometimes it just takes time, and it's okay. i legit have a painting above my computer setup right now that says "All Things Grow". just allow yourself to bloom in your pot of uncertainty, and i promise you, you'll be exactly where you need to be when the time comes. if you don't believe in a God, Source or anything like that, just know that life has you in your corner. take the time to love yourself. take the time to nurture yourself. take the time to learn yourself, and all the answers will be right there.
i love you if no one ever told you that. and i'm proud of the progress you have made, big or small. you are more than what you think, and i can't wait for what you have in store. trust in yourself, fuck the outside noise. don't quit, keep running, keep charging in, because you'd never know where you'd end up.
i love you so much, even if i'm a stranger. i wish someone told me this. but you have so much to give. don't give up. don't ever let anyone else tell you otherwise. and until then, i'll see you soon
<3
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why do you press for conversation when you can't comprehend the messages you send.
why am i answering the same question twice 😒
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sometimes I just want to end it all without my loved ones being hurt.
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i just want to be happy.
i want to find happiness.
i don't want to be sad anymore.
all that ive been dealing with is just my emotions and my life...not properly filtering it.
my mind is rotting. and i can feel myself slip away.
i hope i don't slip too far to no return.
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i truly hate when someone gives me the same advice I give them and puts a toxic positivity twist on it.
like just say it's okay and give me my space.
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man I'm telling you, once I have my own room or just my own place in general, I'll be so content and everything can just fall into place the way I want it to be.
really hoping my mom finds a good enough house that's in her price range and looks nice.
idc if i gotta take the basement, I'll do it. just wanna stack my coins so i can get to the next chapter of my life.
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i really crave my own personal space. i haven't reached my goals and it's because of me and lack of my own environment.
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kinda happy i started using tumblr.
no one uses it and i just feel as if whoever reads this could relate. no matter how old it is.
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had a great time with my frat best friend. im glad he's starting to feel happier. it energizes my energy.
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