unsaid-em0tions

[unsaid-em0tions]

I don't believe in forever but I want to believe in eternity with you.

k.b. // kim seungmin from stray kids - maniac 2nd world tour

[unsaid-em0tions]

I trace your constellations and I see it in your eyes

[unsaid-em0tions]

“A healthy relationship is where two independent people just make a deal that they will help the other person be the best version of themselves.”

— Unknown

[unsaid-em0tions]

i want somebody to look at me and tell me i’m beautiful,not with the attraction of a partner,but with the affection of mom

[unsaid-em0tions]

i want a love that tastes like poetry

[unsaid-em0tions]

Inevitably [You]

I love you.

Unequivocally.

Inexplicably.

Inevitably.

I love you

with the rage

and intensity

of a thousand suns

and the depth

and secrecy

of the deepest ocean.

I love you

with the madness

and passionate approach

of a gifted musician;

with the magical

and extraordinary eye

of an artist.

I love you

in your every facet:

in your brightest outlooks

and in your desperate times;

when you love me the deepest,

and when you don’t even want to try.

I love you.

Unequivocally.

Inexplicably.

Inevitably.

You.

Only you.

@twisted0limbs your wish is my command ;-)

[unsaid-em0tions]

I wonder what I look like through your eyes, how your brain processes me, how far my energy spreads through your veins

[unsaid-em0tions]

I like how what pours out of my soul becomes a river of endless beauty and light that sinks so deeply into yours.

e.v.e.

[unsaid-em0tions]

I have a feeling always of being with you, through work and chores, in the darkness and in the light, through the funny moments and the struggles. Being with you, living this beautiful life, is keeping you in my heart all the time, blessing you with every thought, making you of my soul with every heartbeat.

e.v.e.

[unsaid-em0tions]

The kiss of a thousand lifetimes condensed into the breathless eternity when our lips first touched.

e.v.e.

[unsaid-em0tions]

I have no defense against you. I am naked, unarmed, bound by your heartbeat, feeling you entirely, down to the marrow of my bones. I am powerless to run so I hold myself against you, feeling what you feel resonate on my skin and in my blood.

e.v.e.

[unsaid-em0tions]

Nobody prepares you for the heartache losing your best friend will cause you. Maybe for a relationship, but never for a friendship.

How utterly devastating it is to see your best friend pick someone over you, and little by little fades you out of their life. And all you can do is watch…

Watch how yet another person favors others over you. Prioritises anyone but you. Even though you had always prioritized them…

Watch how the person that was supposed to be your friend, treats you worst than a mere acquaintance would.

And all they leave you with is one question, one word: Why?

[unsaid-em0tions]

why does no one talk about how friends can break your heart so devastatingly intimately sometimes a million times worse than romantic partners

why does no one talk about friend break ups…

[unsaid-em0tions]

KNOW ITS FOR THE BETTER.

when i grow up i want to be a list of further possibilities, chen chen // the picture of dorian gray, oscar wilde // the worm kings lullaby, richard siken // limer3ence // bleuts, maggie nelson // tonight i can write, pablo neruda // the crucible, arthur miller // when i grow up i want to be a list of further possibilities, chen chen // untitled, margaret schnabel // waiting room, phoebe bridgers

[unsaid-em0tions]

Oh boy…it’s you. It’s always been you.

[unsaid-em0tions]

Oh baby, baby, baby…I’m so lost in your eyes

[unsaid-em0tions]

I will find you where night is the thickest, where the stars pause, where silence becomes the air I breathe. I will surrender to your embrace and to the depth of the mysteries that echo in your blood. I will lose myself in the secrets of your eyes, and I will bathe in the fragrance of your kiss until there is nothing left but you.

e.v.e.