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Okayyyyyy Soft Summer is going into production next week 🙈🙈

I am really curious to see what will come out of it. I never hired a professional producer before.

I've not seen the sun in a very very long time...

A demo I recorded a while back. I'm looking for someone who'd like to produce the song with me. DM if you're interested!

Soft Summer

Give me one of the softest summers Sparkle the crystal in my heart Like a twilight breeze carrying sweet flowers Let me forget myself tonight  I’m not the same as when you found me my heart’s been drenched in summer wine I’ve been led to this dance by the power of the midnight sun  Lives I lived Non-exist Give to me Endless dreams

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Along the coast, 1958

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By shx.photography

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tribute to david lynch for a local theater 💙

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A moment of appreciation for water in a crystal tumbler.

I wanted to have a room divider and I installed a curtain rail (1 of 2) but I am not sure anymore. Idk if it’s the curtain because it’s sheer and the wrong size, and the colour of the curtain itself or if it’s just a bad idea to have a room divider here (it’s a small living room/kitchenette and it’s dark after all)

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Yea, I can’t afford David Kershenbaum 🙃 god wouldn’t it be nice

Anyway, I’m busy doing my law school assignments and looking for a producer for my project. I might yet again drown money in art that no one will listen to (I have to find a way to promote it without feeling awkward af or saying anything questionable), but god wouldn’t it be nice to have a little passive income from it and to afford a little log cabin and a car some day

Listen to the song demo I hope to release with a nice visual for the Midsummer: https://on.soundcloud.com/sa42DDVyyyXS4GLx7

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No rizz here just big doe eyes and lots of questionable things to say

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Damn, I was looking forward to this jacket and it’s ridiculous 😭

Anyway that means free money

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I say shit like "If my memory serves me" knowing damn well it serves the dark lord

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saw a woman comforting her sobbing child saying “i already told you, you have to keep looking forward, looking back just gets you hurt” and i thought she was sharing a beautiful life lesson about the importance of letting go of regret and resentment. but it turns out the kid just wasn’t looking where he was going and ran into a wall

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I've not seen the sun in a very very long time...

A demo I recorded a while back. I'm looking for someone who'd like to produce the song with me. DM if you're interested!

Soft Summer

Give me one of the softest summers Sparkle the crystal in my heart Like a twilight breeze carrying sweet flowers Let me forget myself tonight  I’m not the same as when you found me my heart’s been drenched in summer wine I’ve been led to this dance by the power of the midnight sun  Lives I lived Non-exist Give to me Endless dreams

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the amount of self-hatred and face/body dysmorphia I fostered, I felt too ugly to take decent pics of myself, to even hold the camera in front of me, the years I spent heeding someone perceive and judge me, shrinking from being looked at

I need to dress extra and disturb the status quo

iPhone XS took the nicest selfies btw, idk wtf is going on with more recent models, the new one I got exacerbates my self-hatred making me look like a literal creature