unconsciousdarkmind

[unconsciousdarkmind]

11 April 2021

Dekh Tuze Sunne mai Ofcourse Weird lgra Hoga but Yhi Sach hai ki Maine kbhi bhi.. Tuze Harras Ya Pareshan krne ka Koi motive nhi tha ya naa hi kabhi Hoga ! Bs Tune kbhi naa bhi toh bola ni Aur bol deti toh Mai hindi filmo.ki trh.Thodi.aata Tere piche piche

Thodi ata ! Itna Samzdar toh hun ki agr kisi ldki ne naa bola toh use Pareshan nii krta mai

That's bit then kaash yh Thoda aur Simple hota Idk but Phir bhi Tu kbhi bhi mereko Bolti age toh mai mnaa nhi Krunga Kyokii mai Toh Chutiya hun na ! That's it done !

[unconsciousdarkmind]

8 April 2021

Yr mera baap Dunia ka sabse bada Kanjoosh aadmi lagta mereko...!! Jaha pe Koi Jarrurat nhi waha pr paisa udaao aur jaha pr chahiye whaa nahi.. i simply asked for an Ac or cooler He said khidki khuli rakho itna Paisa paisa krke kya Ho jayega...!! Kya Aeroplane kharid loge ek din 🤦🏻

Khairr Chodd You still Ignoring me IDK why yaa bas Exams Ka Tension hai ! Phir bhi yrr Clg's Khulne de June/July mai I promise ki pehle hi din Confess krne. Wala Tereko Woh bhi hath mai Hath lekar

And i Promise I"ll never ever Let you Down !

[unconsciousdarkmind]

5 April 2021

Sry I was Just Off. Been a still I haven't figured it out What's you Upto kya ho gya hai tuze ..!? Puchta toh batati nai Bas Gayab ...!!

Leave it Lets Talk about Something else ..!

Look i am Not Rich/Super prevleged. At all Mine Ansestors were Farmer's and My Father is Well Settled/Reputed Businessman Bhottttt jyada Kanjoosh Hai lekin hadd. Hai

Mere Fam. Mai Jitna muze pta sb Bhot Jyada Apne aap ko Uppercaste batate hai Lol still don't k ki Reservation dia hi kyo hai Hierarchy is not the only Base For Considering Giving Reservation For a Specific Caste.! They aren't That much Educated But they're Super Old Fashioned !

Yaa my Father's Some Relatives are Doctor's & Contractors But mostly they are Farmers.!

Aur Seriously I didn't Been with them Kabhi Jyada Ghula Mila nai Aur mai Kabhi kisi ke shadi mai tk gaya nai So Leave that part alone..!

But haa Itna Allowance toh Muze milta hai Ki Acchi Jagah pr ache se Reh Saku Like im Proper Getup ! Idk why am I Talking this but Lgaa ki Yrr Your Relatives are in US/Canada & mine aren't Ass pass bhi nhi hai sb Kr Sb Ajeeb hai kafi & I am Soo Glad Ki Mai Bakiyo ki trh Inme Kabhi Add ni Hua Aur Rehna bhi nii Chahta Just somewhere Alone With You In sabse Durr..!!!!!!!

Sab Kuch apna ho House With 1 Gaming/Cinema Room. i Gave up Gaming BTW.! In Pune or In metro City....!! Lol You Stay in doon mahine mai 1 baar aya karunga 😂 Waise bhi Tera Koi kaam nii hai yha prr You better To Be with Your Own Ppl.!

Likh dia Achha lgaa. !!!

Ab Baat toh krle 😶

🌬️🍃

Aaj Mannn. Mai aya ki Exam ke baad Pune jakr Internship krlu soo Confused Between Ki Civil/Criminal/ kai log internship bhi krre 😥 As 1st Gen

LAWYER Guide krne wala koi nai hai..!!

Let's see !!!

[unconsciousdarkmind]

31 March 2021

And still You haven't Talked to me...!!

Not a Single word don't know what's You upto

But seriously aaj bhot se Negative Thoughts aye Dimaag mai thodi der soo gya phir French fries aur cold coffee pine chala gya Not a special day at all but not A bad day either..!! So i was Walking by the streets aur aisa imagine Kraa ki tu side ko hai aur mai khud se hi baatein krra tha.! I felt so much better after that May be that's how ppl unke Greif se deal krte hai & Then i Listend to I see the fire !

It's soo Soothing 😌 Tu bhi sunle

Hm aaj bhi GN Bolne ko koi nhi hai 🙄😶

Hope so it Goes well 🙂!

[unconsciousdarkmind]

March 2021

Hi,Hey,hiiiie,

Those words are Quite familiar na ?

So If your reading this then probably

1. You have rejected me.

2.you have accepted me.

3. Ise bhi bura hua hai kuch Aur aapko link milgyi yh wali

So Here's my story i Just Debuted in my 20's and like any other college boy ki trh ya yh wali Alag hi hai idk I've written Down the feelings, Incidents, Moreover like A Daily Diary/Padh lo yrr Ab Yha tk Aa hi gye ho...

Agr Achi lge toh msg. kr dena bola na mai kahi nahi jara.!

Aur haan YH sb Anonymous hai So Don't worry noone knows about it ! & Nobody ever will,Trust me 🙂

Aur bura lge toh bhi msg. krne ka try krna Cause Idk just read it hope so ki is baar tera phone pani mai naa gir jaye 😂🤦🏻!

[unconsciousdarkmind]

30-03-2021

Idk tu yh padh rahi ki nai...!!!

But yrr Seriously I am sorry kya hogya hai tuze ?

Group pr toh Baat krri ache se Yha pr seenzone krke chodd rhi call bhi utha nhi rhi 🙁😶...!

Life is too Short aur Unpredictable hai yrr aur ham apna time waste kr dete hai Ekdusre se ladne mai. Cause we are not the same ppl... !! Meri Choice aapse alg ho sakti hai mere sapne bhi shyd 🤷🏻

Yrrr We survived through that Pandemic Shit Right ?

So Ab kya hora Tuze dekh mai Na Isse Jyada

Dude bs bolde i don't wanna talk to you mai msg nhi karunga (kaash mai Doon aaa pta yrr Aur wha pr aake Tere ko pizza aur momos Thusta bs,Ps. Aunga toh pakka abhi nhi Future mai)

Abhi Ek webseries dobra dekhi (Never Kiss Your Best friend) kyoki kaam toh hm krte nahi padhai ke naaam pr 😅 Aur ek Friend bhi aya tha uski exam thi toh Uski help krri badlme mai Aaj Cold coffee aur pizza Dabake khaya maine 😁 Kaash tu sun paati yh sb Ya hoti yha pr..

Phir Running bhi toh krri Aaj Ground pr kyoki aapke samne Thoda Acha Jo dikhna hai 😒nai toh tu chali phirse Suyash ke sath baat krne ko don't mind but seriously i kinda feel jealous about him Ab Rehnde Woh topic phir kabhi Toh Baat yh hai ki aap ho naraz abhi tak Aur Aapne Hame kr rakha seenzone! Dekhte hai kal kya hota hai ya yahi pr Finish kr denge aap YA yh daily Kisse aap padh bhi payege ki nahi pta nhi I seriously Don't know weather you are on your periods uski wajah se tere moodswing hore ya ya tu hate krti mere se I don't mind Bola naa mai judge nhi krta.! Aaj Cyberlaw wale School ko bhi phone krra tha bole ki kal tk id pass. Mil jayega aur Timetable bhi toh ana hai exam ka Dekhte kya hota age..!

[unconsciousdarkmind]

29-03-2021

Today i Apologized to her..

😂 i know she is so mad 🙁 Really muze woh sb nhi bolna chahiye tha Aaj holi bhi thi Ptaa nhi kya krri hogi woh 😶?

And it's 10:14 at night I am Waiting for the exam time table so i could Start studying for the exams aur Cyberlaw ke diploma ke bhi doc. Submit kr die...

Now i am Watching Sanam Teri kasam Cause Aur koi kaam nhi hai... !!!

Serious (Her Dad from movie) Is Just like mine Father.

Ruthless, Heartless, Belives in Caste system,& nonetheless Aur kya hi bolu..

Ab Bol toh dia hai Jb woh dekhegi tb Bol degi 🙆🏻

🥴As i am Getting older day by day har din Khali Baithkr Dimmag mai ata hai ki kya kru future mai kaise apna Carrier Set kru

Practice kru ki Govt. Job 🙁

Aaj toh Aisa lgra ki Practice mai hi paisa hai Mana thoda Struggle hai dekhte hai kal kya lagta hai 🙇🏻

[unconsciousdarkmind]

28-03-2021

I Seriously Don't know What's Going on in My life.!

Just like Every Another Broken person There's A Girl in my life who's Studying law & her father is also a Lawyer. In First Encounter i Knew It She is The one.

The day When She was Soo mad Over his father Literally Bolte hai na Gusse mai Laal Hona Ditto pura laal Ho chuki thi woh and Her specs. Ohh

It's been 1.5 years Due to this F*cking Covid i Haven't ssen her face Since A Year..

Mana thoda Ugly tha mai.. I. Guess tboda nhi bahut hi jyada in Course of 1 year Seriously i went down form 108 to 79Kg from XXL to M,

Running over empty Streets, Grounds Just wk hi Thought dimaag mai ki What if she said yes & What is she said no. 🙇🏻 Kbhi kbhi Lgta Tha Seriously she is somewhat more Privileged than me.?

Me Who's Father is soo busy ki 5 star toh kya Kabhi fam. Dinner pr bhi nhi gyi aur woh Hai ki usse Hamesha Ghumte rehne Showk hai 😶

But Kbhi Kbhi yh bhi lgta hai ki Sb thik ho jayega

After finishing the Clg. Ya Toh Judiciary ka prep. Ya Self Practise krne se Toh Paise milne hi hai Woh abhi se Sochu ya Kbse What about her ?

Seriously She thinks am I that Crazy/Ceep 🤷🏻 i don't wanna Irritate her by my feelings But Does she knew about it ?

Does she even Cares about it.? My mom pretends that i Am just like my father Who just priorities Money Over everything 🙂 but She seriously don't know what the Fuck is Going On in my life ?

Tum sb Itni Care kyo krte ho meri i didn't asked for it i never will.

For the God Sake Many Times i tried to tell her Via text That You don't want to be in relationship then it's fine. You have a free will, Seriously you aren't my property aur kbhi hogi bhi nhi. lamba Paragraph Likhkr bhejne ke baad Phir Bolna Ki Phone pani mai gir gya hai Wahh...!!!!

KYa hi Excuses Kuch sahi lge km se km aisa excuse toh bna deti

Usko lgata hai ki Dunia mai Bus Uska Ek Pet Dog hi hai Jo uski itni Care krta tha/He was the only one Who Truly Loved her......

Kaash Dunia aise bhi Hoti ki jaha pr Unhe Sahi mai aankhne kholkr Dikha pate ki He was the one Who Loves You Selflessly 😶

I don't really think so ki Yh Matter krega uske lie

Agr krta hai toh Bol Dena Nhi krta hai toh phir bhi bol dena i"ll Understand 🙂

It isn't Complicated It's never has been...

Ek Bahut bada Burden utr jayega Maan ke upar se

Ek i want tell You that seriously You are The best thing that happened to me & i will Try to do my best to us through This...! I must have to If you are on my side We Both could work Together Eksath God knows Kya hoga age but I"ll never Let You down 🙇🏻

Dude my Father/ Mother doesn't Even Need me unko bs Yh lgta hai ki mai lyf mai kuch kru Same kind of lectures hm roj ghar mai sunnte hai...

Literally Every Fucking day i am Listening to same Shit.....

I got beaten up by mother Yesterday for not Talking to some Distant Relative & Shutting up That Door in from of Them..

Mai woh ldka nhi hun Ghrwalo ke paise lekr kaafi Aish krna chahta hai yaa Expensive Bike lekr Ghumta hai.. mere ko bas Activa chalani ati hai aur mere Ghar se lekr Tution Tk Aur School tk. itna hi Rasta pta hai muze ..!

Past year When You Ignored me for 4 straight month's and Tu Suyash ke sath ghumti thi Sahi mai i thought For a sec. You are A Somekind of Gold digger mtlb Jo Tumhe Attention de rhaa hai usko chodkr tu kisi Aur ke sath hi ghumri 🤦🏻 Ab yh padh kr baki ka Chodd mat dena bola na mai Tereko judge nhi krta Yh bas Soch thi meri waise i know ki meri bhi glti hai usme Mai bhi toh tha waisa.. But i am Trying To get better for you & I"ll Try To Study hard and make a Better future for Us Maybe someday 🙄 idk But for now please Seriously just listen there are Ppl out there in the world who cares for you I A Freaking Love You Girl. Pls If You want this Or You have read this Give a Miss call cause i know neither you or me Just Aren't Talking things via Calls Okay

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