un-realbeauty

[un-realbeauty]

I’m really hurt right now. I just wanna talk to you and I don’t know why you’re ignoring me.

I’m really trying to keep myself together but I feel like I’m coming apart.

I feel terrible for being at home and not working and contributing money to the household and I don’t know if I’m making you feel too much pressure but I’m sorry.

I feel like I can’t trust any random people with Sky because of something bad happened to her I would seriously lose my mind and go crazy and it’s making me not want to put her in daycare but I know I can’t stay home forever because that’s not fair to you.

I’m sorry I snap sometimes and I’m sorry I say slick remarks. 90% of the time I can stop myself from saying things but sometimes I just get really overwhelmed

I miss just being able to spend time with you and I feel like we haven’t had anytime to just spend together and I know you probably don’t feel that way and that you need a break since I’m always around. I try to give you your space because I know your job is stressful and I don’t want to aggravate you more when you get home.

I don’t know what to do anymore

I don’t know. I’m scared you’re going to leave because I’m not doing enough

I feel like I’m not enough for you and you deserve better than me.

I don’t even know if I should send this to you? or just keep it in my notes? don’t really wanna bring it up on the cruise and ruin our whole vacation

I know I shouldn’t keep these things to myself and it’s good to get them out. But maybe I’m just scared to say these things because I don’t want them to be real ..?

I don’t know what I’m doing. I just don’t know.

[un-realbeauty]

Just like to say that I did have my first baby before 25! Hahaha she was born in June and she’s literally the coolest person I know and has the best sense of humor ever 💕

Crazy to think I’m about to be 24 this year. I’d like to have my first kid before I’m 25 🤷🏽‍♀️

[un-realbeauty]

HELLOOOOO

[un-realbeauty]

❤️🌿🍎🍏🏥🍏🍎🌿❤️

“good health will come to me and those i care about”

like = charge

reblog = cast

*DISCLAIMER: This is a spell meant for peace of mind and to boost the chances of good health, you need medicine and not magick to cure an illness, but magick can help out.*

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🙏

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Baby fever

Anyone go from “okay I’m cool with having a baby in a few years” to OMG HDHSUDUAUSJ PUT A BABY IN ME NOW. OR LIKE YESTERDAY “ yeah…me too.

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Crazy to think I’m about to be 24 this year. I’d like to have my first kid before I’m 25 🤷🏽‍♀️

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Baby

I hope I get pregnant. I wanna have a baby with my baby 👩🏽👦🏿👶🏾 👨‍👩‍👧

💚💚

[un-realbeauty]

Speak it into existence!!

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this is the money dog, repost in the next 24 hours and money will come your way!!

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reblog or the gods of glo up will not bless you

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i remember way too many small details about people so i have to act dumb sometimes so i don’t freak them out

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I refuse to let my child go through the “I hate being black” stage

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