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Things cats were right about all along:

Fuck staying hydrated by drinking enough water - eat! more! wet! food! (watermelon, cucumbers, SOUP!)

Feels great to be really high up in your house where you can see the whole place (loft bed loft bed loft bed loft bed!)

Express yourself as clearly as possible when people are touching you and you don't want them to.

Optional, but you can also express yourself clearly when your people are not touching you and you want them to.

Sometimes it's important to just go "hmm. actually, I don't care" and wander off.

You don't have to be the strongest or toughest to defend yourself, it's enough to just be difficult enough to not be worth the trouble.

Ghosts will eventually leave if you stare at them for long enough.

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”What if nobody likes my story?” Well do you like it? Your story will always have at least one fan. Write for yourself and the right audience will come along.

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3DOLC x ROE — results.

challenge created by @starliet and @cleostoohot 🖤

sorry (and not sorry) for the long hiatus cuz i'm enjoying life :)

so a few days ago i came across several posts about their challenge and i decided to try it out ! i didn't plan to post or anything so there wasn't a "what i'll be manifesting" post, but the results were so insane i had too make one.

ଓ affirmations i used:

regardless of everything...

nothing can ruin my manifestations

i always manifest within 3 days or less

i have everything i desire

ଓ what i manifested:

always confident and friendly, good at socializing

that's exactly what i did. i feel like a social butterfly at school and it's easier for me to join in convos now. making friends and having small talk just became easier for me. and i don't overthink so much anymore

being more included in my friend groups

i have a group i hang out with at uni for like 4-5 months now but i wasn't rlly active until this challenge LMAO now i'm like so comfortable with everyone and felt more like a part of the group. it also went like this with my other friend groups that i just started hanging out since this year. i actually speak to people individually now woah :)

getting closer with an SP

idk i thought this guy was cute so i just included this and at first the situation was: he's close with my friends but he's not in any of my friend groups so we don't hang much at all. but then after 2-3 days since this challenge, our mutual friend suddenly ADDED HIM into the group out of the blue and we all started going out and he is SUCH A GENTLEMAN to me + he added my socials as well hehe

school is fun, assignments are easy & no stress

literally came to school to chit chat and i'm not stressed at all. i get my work done on time and everything goes so smooth fr. and the best part is my classmates are the sweetest ugh SCHOOL IS FUN (they are the uni friend group i just mentioned up there) and they'd always gather around my seat lol and we'd chat the whole class.

bright smooth clear skin

same skin care routine – skin clearer than ever. no longer uneven dark spots or small little bumps <3 smooth like a baby's bottom :) my mom actually thought i was wearing makeup when i literally just washed my face n removed all the makeup !!

no dark circles

i slept like usual but my dark circles rlly went away since this challenge i'm actually surprised (even tho it should go away cuz it's the law lmao) and usually they'd still show when i have my makeup on but now it's wayyy less noticeable

friends from other countries coming to mine so we could hang out

just went out with one the other day lmao so check ✔️ i guess

everyone cares about me and is very nice to me

yoo my friends were so patient and attentive to me and even the taxi drivers are nice, they'd start convos and not in a creepy way. everyone is so nice for real <333

ଓ what i did:

i just read the list and affirm whenever i can, mostly focused on the 4D and know it's inevitable that they'd manifest <3 cuz it's already mine the moment i think i have it. and honestly the "nothing can ruin my manifestations" line helped me a lot.

other than that i did nothing in the 3D. i never initiated anything. they all just came to me just ✨ like ✨ that ✨

i got most of my desires within 3 days but i still continued affirming after 3 days cuz like why not? it's like i'm doing the challenge again or sum but yes i still get desired results after that.

btw i also listened to quite a few subliminals alongside doing this challenge just because i can xD even for the same desires and like they both manifested but anyways i'll make a separate post on my subliminal results.

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[note from a later date //29 jan 2024]

i have been on a hiatus since then until now, because i was busy with a lot of stuff i didn't have much time to learn and post astrology stuff here ~

i am still busy as ever and i don't plan on coming back here anytime soon (mayyyybee idk) but i still come on tumblr quite often cuz i loveee our astrology & manifesting content

and somehow today i checked my draft and saw this whole post here from three years ago i'm like wuhhh totally forgot.

BUT! everything i said is true fr like the "friends from other countries coming to mine so we could hang out" last year literally TEN of my friends came to my place (they're from 4 different countries) and I even went on trips with some of them — mind u i havnt seen most of them in like 2 years at the time

trust me manifesting is sooo easy just think u have it and u have it

thanks for reading and stay healthy stay safe everyone <3 cya

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EAVESDROP TECHNIQUE

Disclaimer: This technique works as effective as other techniques. Neville is creator of this technique.

You imagine people talking behind your back about you right but the conversations you imagine are always about bad things about you. Why not imagine them talking good about you. About them talking about your beauty, intelligence, your success and good personality.

Neville's words :

🌺 “Would your friends know of your success the day after it was achieved? Would they get together to discuss it? Make their gathering the scene from which you start. What would they say? Would some of them be jealous? Some happy for you? Put them all together and eavesdrop on their conversation. Then believe in what you have heard. Persist and your success is assured.”

🌺 “Take a simple scene. Would someone congratulate you if they heard of your good fortune? Then allow them to do so. Accept their congratulations, just as you would if they came to you in the flesh. Now remain faithful to that vision. If you need a more complex scene, like two people discussing your success, eavesdrop on them. Listen to their words of praise or envy, then do not forget that vision. Conjured in your imagination, carry it with you, knowing that what it implies will come to pass, for its potency is not in the scene itself, but what the scene implies.”

🌺 “If your income had just been increased to say $30,000 a year from your present income of less than $10,000, how would you feel? How would your present circle of friends see you? Would they know it? Would they discuss it? Would they speak of the change in your life? Tell them, and then eavesdrop and hear your friends discuss you as one who is now making $30,000 a year. That’s a motion in God and that movement will produce results! Everything in this world is nothing more than the result of a movement in God, which is a motion in your wonderful imagination. The slightest imaginal act that is a change (I don’t mean just an act, for you can imagine things you don’t believe), but if you imagine something you believe is a change, a thrill is sent through divine being. At that moment you have actually entered another state and made it alive and real in your world!”

All you have to do is imagine eavesdropping on your friend's conversation about you. It could anything you wanna manifest and just persist. Yes it just about imagining and persisting just you don't have to lift any finger for it to manifest. Just PERSIST PERSIST.

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musings on hands

studio ghibli films, natalie diaz, pedro salinas (@feral-ballad), hélène cixous, james baldwin

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Mercury in houses🖊️

Take what resonates.

Apparantly unless you put it, people will definitely continue to steal your work, so DO NOT STEAL, COPY OR "REWORD" ANYTHING. Get your own shit ya'all.

Enjoy!

Tells about out intellect and how we communicate. Its own signs are virgo and Gemini. It is exalted in virgo, gemini is it's mooltrikona sign and it's Debilitated in pisces. It also signifies learning, business, trading, logic, short term travels, nervous system, skins, arms and intenstines. It also represents the maternal uncles.

(green is the colour of mercury, and I did the header color before I knew this, in sync much 😭 wow)

Mercury in 1st:

These are witty and inquisitive. These are the kind to always Google everything. They like to the know the weirdest of shit. They may have a soft looking appearance. Could be slender even. May be soft spoken even. Generally use their words wisely, if mercury is afflicted then they tend to blurt things out. Talkative. Afflicted mercury is prone to constant headaches. Not the best for leadership roles. Fidgets a lot. Restless energy. Cannot seem to relax. Always running late. Has heightened nerves. Can come across the most friendly. May be not so. Has a very youthful persona in general. Can be Careless with themselves. Could have a self depreciating humour. Has a sense of humour in general . Tend to find and make even serious situations funny. If afflicted, anxiety is common. Self critical. Kind to be very interested in personality tests. Does crosswords,sudoku, puzzles often. Laughs a lot maybe. Flirty. If mercury isnt afflicted, thinks on their feet.

Mercury in 2nd:

Puts a lot of thought into earning money. Maybe a reckless spender(if a fire sign especially) or has been a keen saver since young. Even if a reckless spender they they become practical with money as they age. May earn livelihood as a teacher. Could work as a stock trader. Actually could be great with this unless there are bad aspects. Worries a lot about money even they might be spending a lot. Maybe spends a lot on skincare. Has the ability to influence people. Manipulative .Observant. Ability to detect lies, would stare the shit out of you till you confess. Maybe did well in mathematics. Very adaptable with jobs. Kind to be willing to do any kind of work. Maybe an independent learner since young or used to take initiative to gain knowledge since young. Probably reads books a lot, have been an avid reader since young. Someone in their immediate family may have something to do with teaching. I think this is a bit introverted energy preferring their solitude with their books but mask on their social face when occasions calls for so maybe not that introverted but an ambivert. They may have soft facial features. May have sloppy speech if afflicted. Good debating skills. Has a sweet tongue maybe. Banters with family. Has very inviting eyes, idk but something about thier eyes just makes you wanna look into their eyes a lot. Overall a very learned Placement.

Mercury in 3rd:

Effective communication abilities. Sweet voice or has the Ability to convince people easily. Has an influential speech. Has a friendly relationship with their sibling or cousins. Relationship where your cousins are really close. Maybe has been in the same school since young. If afflicted, has fear of speaking or putting out their opinions. Get jittery when they have to speak publicly. Highly intelligent. You don't want to debate them, they will destroy you with facts. Very clever with words. Even manipulative. Probably uses a lot of emojis while texting. Amazing memory. Inquisitive. Tech savy. Believe in solving conflicts with dialogue. Maybe your sibling is intelligent or smarter than you are, especially if it's a younger sibling. siblings may have been really clever. They were probably very athletic as a kid, always playing. If afflicted they may not be the most ethical or have the most high morals. They are youthful, childish and flirty. Smooth talkers. They have to really work hard and put efforts to achieve their goals, things may not come easily to them.

Mercury in 4th:

Playful and youthful childhood. Mother was probably Talkative. Both parents highly educated. Parents may have encouraged a good education, probably went out of their way to provide a good education. Homes that have a library. Either of the parent may have been a teacher once or writes very well. The kid who gets handwriting books as gifts in early childhood. Parents may have put in effort to teach you. Either of the parent has had a very friendly relationship with you. If afflicted, their wasn't much inclination towards education on your part, and this has been a subject to a lot of scoldings from your parents. Parents may be insistent on pursuing a more lucrative career options especially if Saturn has aspect or is in conjunction. You were probably Talkative as a child, who asks a lot of questions. Loves socializing, close with family and relates families, had a lot of fun get togethers probably. If afflicted, they think and worry a lot about their family. The kid who troubles while eating. Varied interests since childhood. May have been parts of various clubs in school. If home life was stressful, they develop anxiety and trust issues. Difficulty in commitment when they age. Impulsive energy. Communication is important when it comes to family matters, they want their opinion to be taken into consideration. Have ideas of businesses. Grows to have a business where they may Operate from their home. Humour they get from their parents, or parents in general were very jovial and friendly. Why am I thinking of amy Poehler from mean girls as the mom. Lmao.

Mercury in 5th:

Multiple hobbies. Kid who participated in many extra curricular. Amazing sense of humour. Flirty. Writer placement. They may financially gain a lot from using their intelligence. They may have a tendency to learn more about, stock market and earning through it. Kindergarten teacher. Teachers in general. The cool teacher. Promiscuous . Could have twins or has a lot of experience with people who have twins. Prodigy child. Spontaneous. Outgoing. If afflicted, nervous speaker in front of an audience. Again they are highly intelligent. And just likes to know various disciplines. Optimistic. Jovial. Very friendly. Probably learnt instrument as a child. If afflicted, may get skin allergies or develop a much sensitive skin after pregnancy if a woman. Or the child may just have a very sensitive skin. Tech savy. Into electronic music, or just really loud music. Observant. Very romantic. Looks for someone who is mentally stimulating, good kind obviously. One of the placement where the emotion and mind is in a balance. They are sentimental yet can think logically. Good entertainers. Artist placement. Make amazing musicians.

Mercury in 6th:

Smart, witty, logical thinkers. Quarrelsome, love debating. Would kill you with logic you can't win against them if they have a developed mercury. They may have some hidden enemies, like they don't know about them, it's more of a two faced situation. They think they are on friendly terms with someone and the next person be developing some devious plan against them. Knows how to use their words. Makes a good subordinate. Not really a leader, they can be but somehow prefer not to. Hates incompetence. Lot of nervous energy. Anxiety prone. Sensitive skin. Quick learners. Teacher's pet. The kid who reminds teacher of homework. If afflicted they can really have some nervous system disease. Practice breathing exercises please. Take your vitamins. Maybe loves documentaries. Comes across as know it all, when they are just trying to help. Updated on latest news. Can get really critical of people. Have a dissing others sort of humour. Can be self critical as well. Extremely helpful. Independent. Hightened Senses, amazing observational humour. Comes across insensitive. All work no play if afflicted.

Mercury in 7th:

The unemotional one in the relationship. Well not 100% obviously but they do tend to behave more logically when it comes to issues of relationships. The kind to tell you to take the job even if it means a long distance relationship. Promiscuous. Good communicators. Thinks a lot about relationships in general. Could be a little insecure if afflicted. Anxious about having a relationship. Puts greater emphasis on communication in a relationship, wants to have a best friend kind relationship with their spouse. Friendly Banters with spouse. Judgmental when it comes to others. Jovial and friendly presence, yet very business like, like they mean work. When it's time to play it's play when it's work, it's work. Can be really critical of others. Very intelligent as it aspects ascendant. Witty and funny. Good leaders, the kind to work as a team rather than an actual boss. Teamworker. Likes bouncing ideas off others, not necessarily in a way of wanting validation, but to just see other options. Mercury here just loves variety. Needs someone intellectually stimulating as a partner. Someone their equal. Also the kind that needs to cared for in a relationship, because they tend to get careless. Can get a younger spouse. Or youthful spouse, who looks younger than their age. They themselves tend to behave a little childish with their partner. Sweet talkers, especially if venus is in conjunction. Not the best decision makers, as in a house of balance they are the one to look at the story from all the angles even the one they don't support to make the best judgement possible, they put a lot of thought into making decisions. Effective decision makers but not the fastest. Entrepreneurial skills. Has good business acumen. Good networkers. Tends to think about others in general. Puts a lot of focus on deciding about their love interests. Has really high standards. Has your back. Kind. Can sometimes pretend fake. Sitcoms, rom-coms.

Mercury in 8th:

Doesn't say much. Fixed opinions. Has a lot of secretive knowledge. Comes across very mysterious, because they doesn't revel much about themselves. Very logical and practical. Trustworthy. Sarcastic and dry sense of humour. Complexity in thought process. Is a step ahead in terms of thinking. Worries a lot. If afflicted, mentally challenging position. Can be harsh with words. Has punch lines up their bags. Has amazing intuition. Doubtful of others. Very cautious. Can be judgmental. Looks for hidden meaning behind things, not easily satisfied with that is provided. Hence a great placement for researchers. They may even go on to study at PhD level. Amazing occult skills if they want to pursue. Easily read other people's mind. Can become arrogant because of this. They tend to feel like they know everything, especially when mercury is afflicted, if in pisces there is this delusion the know everything. On the other hand, this can be exactly opposite they aren't confident in their knowledge. Sees through people's bullshit. Stares a lot, like scanning you for hidden information. A good writer placement. May like horror movies a lot or thriller. Can use knowledge for unethical gains. Very poetic and deep sort of voice. People just love listening to them. Has a serene appearance, they appear weirdly calm, but may not be so. If developed, they don't hurt people as much, because this a very intuitively smart placement. They know what to do when to do. This also makes them very cunning. Would have a friendly relation with their in laws. Can keep a secret.

Mercury in 9th:

Philosophical discussions. Avid learner. Father maybe played an important role in learning. Father may have acted as teacher I some form. Either spiritual, or academic or maybe as a guide or a moral compass. Kinda nerdy. Know it alls. Thinks logically. Can become teachers. If with venus, may make musicians and travel to foreign countries for the same. If someone has a business or chooses to have one, can travel frequently for business purposes. Funny. Travel journalism. Very open minded. Flexible with opinions. May learn many languages. Athiest. Doesn't follow traditions an customs without any significance. Very intelligent. May develop a sense of self righteousness. Wise and can be old souls with a spontaneous personality. Argumentative, doesn't accept defeat easily. Gives a good fight. There maybe a lot of chaos in mind when it comes to doing something, it's always better what they want to do and what is morally Ethical. There is a what's right and what's wrong debate in their head. Maybe many financial gains if mercury is strong because it's placed 5th from 5th house. Indie music. Animes. K-pop.

Mercury in 10th:

Skilled professionals. Amazing networkers. Entrepreneurs. Teachers. Maybe known for their speech or sense of humour. Very jovial and pleasant personality. Good firat impressions. Could be known for intelligence as well. Managing postion, leadership roles. The kid who did majority of the group project. Earns well. May have more one professions. May change their profession frequently. Maybe a lot of focus is on attaining good wealth and respect in whatever they do. Perfectionism when it comes to work. Very accepting and adaptable. Stage fear indicated. Very disciplined. Mother may have been very supportive, or she is herself very analytical. Likes writing. Easily liked by others. Their transition happens from a very extroverted energy to a more preferring solitude kind. As they age they may be the kind to randomly get a kick to study some discipline while at a job. So they may just leave their job and go back to school kind. Has a library in their home or prefers one. Determined and ambitious. Makes well thought decisions. Fast decision makers. Needs a mentally stimulating job or profession. May not like doing mundane work. May engage in pretend games to attain a good social position. Sudoku, crosswords.

Mercury in 11th:

Intellectual friends. A fun social circle. Amiable, jovial and accepting. They tend to value their freed a lot. Generally funny. Long trips with friends. Friends who are family. Very close with their friends. They use their intelligence to earn. Could be a teacher, be involved intl trading. Makes friends online. Does a lot of online courses. Complex thought process. Not very open except with a few people. Good speakers. Tend to be kind and generous as well. Maybe gullible at times. Always learning. Friends may be really supportive. They are really determined when they put their min to something. Beneficial if anyone wants to do business, as its in 5th house from 7th house. Afflicted mercury, gives a lot of nervous energy, skin allergies and even indigestion problems. May gain from multiple sources. If afflicted, may earn from unethical ways.

Mercury in 12th:

Poetic. Highly intuitive. Doesn't revel much. Very secretive. More introverted energy. May have a lot of chaotic thoughts. If afflicted, their maybe difficulty in learning as well, or maybe just not interested in learning. Schooling may have been a difficult experience. Speaks in a low voice. May have had speech therapy. Psychic powers. Interested in Spirituality. Make amazing musicians. Constant vivid dreams. Nightmares. Possibility of dreams that relate to their daily stress. Doesn't handle stress well, if afflicted. Prone to mental illnesses. It's not like their brain don't work. It works a whole lot, there's just too many thoughts. They need some breathing exercises to control their thinking pattern. Very generous. May teach young kids. Art teachers. Healers, spiritual guide. They also tend to get really careless with themselves. If afflicted, subject to substance abuse. Could be manipulative. Decieving. Tends to be lazy as well. Insomnia or sleeps too much. A late sleeper. Finds knowledge in foreign land. May study in a foreign land. Or have a business in a foreign country. Maybe a careless spender.

Good night!

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Choose A Pile

How do people really see you? (+Secret admirer thoughts)

☆ Welcome! Please, choose a vintage perfume bottle.

☆ (top left is #1, top right is #2, bottom left is #3 and bottom right is #4)

☆ Note: Please acknowledge that the 80% of the message is how others perceive YOU. That means that it may or may not align with who you actually are as a person. Kindly, only take what resonates. 🤍

Pile 1

People see you as a workaholic. You are someone who carries too much weight on their shoulders. It is like you are used to being so heavily self-reliant and you have let everybody know that your resilience is not to be undermined or messed with. Your secret admirers are totally into your eyes - they find them focused , determined and they wish that this enigmatic stare of yours would lock with theirs. (Secret admirers can be easily found on school or workplace) You exude a simple, low-key yet elegant vibe, but people can subconsciously pick up on the intensity of your inner dynamism and this is the largest part of your charm. Secret admirers wish for a crumble of your attention, but you are too busy growing and reaping your seeds. Appearing to be independent, high maintenance and you like it this way. You hold your head high and you certainly believe that there are barely any people out there who can compete with your stamina. Your authoritative presence demands respect, your words can cut sharp like daggers and it is apparent to others, that, cowardice has no place inside your space.

Pile 2

People mostly see you as the embodiment of the Trickster archetype. You are youthful, mischievous and from time to time - you enjoy a good laugh at someone else's expense. I ought to mention that your physical features are quite stunning to others & your expression and mannerisms are capable of bewitching those around you. It has been witnessed that people could have fought over you, or that you triggered a fight / sparked an intense debate without you taking part in it. Honour your fae energy, since it is not only about mischief but bringing liveliness everywhere you go, too. Secret admirers almost always think of you as someone who is pure and innocent - others find your wits and your controversial way with words irresistible. You seem both book smart & street smart and I sense that you are also naturally knowledgeable when it comes to the mystical, the occult, paranormal subjects. Some of you that chose Pile 2, know that your voice can have enchanting properties. Secret admirers easily notice your voice and more specifically, your laugh, jokes and giggles stay with them forever. You are probably the queen / king of persuasion.

Pile 3

I instantly picked up that this pile is an artistic one. You are probably either an artist or someone who simply prefers to walk this Earth with grace. At least, that is how others perceive you. The nurturing, kind type who always has something to offer to people. Your existence is pleasant for others. Be it your presence in a room, be it your words or advice, be it the way your body moves, your host/hostess skills, the meals you prepare. Something else that stands out is your melancholy or rather the way you express it. There is a gloomy vibe attached to you. People believe you might be stuck to the past, that you are nostalgic and, with a handful of heavy regrets you decide to carry on your back. It is believed that you are not good with decisions and actually, you crave to be taken care of. Patience is a virtue of yours that is widely appreciated. I am hearing that many of you are quick to apologise, even for the smallest of things. You are capable of forgiving, but barely ever for yourself. Secret admirers tend to fall for your smile, your choice of clothing and your sentimentalism. They romanticise the melancholic artist in you as well as your selfless acts. Believe it or not, your kindness and offerings are easily noticed by your surroundings and they do make a difference in the world.

Pile 4

Honestly, this pile has the survivor reputation. I am picking up on harsh lessons learned during childhood or you had to grow up faster than the other kids. Sometimes, you do not fit in and people can often see you in the position of the victim. Sometimes, you might view yourself in the position of the victim to your own detriment and you seek comfort in isolation. From all the piles, the messages presented to me in this one were the hardest to decipher. In fact, it is difficult for anyone to figure you out, but I clearly see here that you have a strong sense of morality, loyalty and you keep your friendships close to your heart. Secret admirers are usually friends and acquaintances. I am certain that you have had close friends fall for you before, whether they have admitted it to themselves or not. I am picking up that some of you are still stuck with your first loves or vice versa. Additionally, secret admirers fall in love with your hair (it is noticeable, darling; the colour? the texture? length? they're well-groomed?), also some of you might be shy, have petite features / be shorter in height and others find it adorable. Lastly, you may or may have not noticed that there are people who gossip, speak negatively about you and misjudge you. Trust me, that usually happens purely because you are enviably true and clean at heart.

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good things will happen 🧿

things that are meant to be will fall into place 🧿

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OKAY HEAR ME OUT!! ITS WORTH IT I PROMISE!! i had an epiphany recently, so basically i was thinking about the statement "when you desire something its not the outer man desiring it, its the inner man" and because the inner man desires it, his wish can be granted in the inner world of imagination, But the thing is that if you imagine a scene that implies that you have what you want and still don't feel content and don't feel the feeling of wish fulfilled, you still feel like you don't have it you are prolly doing one of these thing: 1. Not accepting imagination to be the real reality: you think "its just imagination" or "its fake" you wont believe it until you see it in the 3d and if this is you, as Neviile would've said "you are enslaved by the sense" The only thing you need is to accept imagination to be the real reality, STOP letting this world of illusion(3d) fool you into believing that this(3d) is reality, IT ISNT!! ITS JUST A REFLECTION OF IMAGINATION. Have whatever you want in imagination, learn to satisfy yourself in imagination stop worrying about the 3d because its literally just reflection. 2.You are imagining to manifest it: you aren't having fun imagining being in your sp's arms, you're busy and worried about trying to make it vivid, trying to make it in first person's view and all that stuff. You are worried that if you don't imagine it perfectly it won't manifest. You are not imagining to make it happen, you are experiencing who you wanna be and the 3d is a secondary thing, it will reflect because it doesn't have its own will to do whatever it wants, but your concern shouldn't be about the 3d, you should have fun being whoever you want in the world of imagination where you can be anyone you desire!! 3. You are postponing the feeling: You are just quickly trying to finish your scene and not feeling it real, you think you'll feel all that when it happens in the 3d, but the inner man desires the feeling, the feeling of wish fulfilled and you refuse to give it to your inner man.The inner man wants the feeling of wish fulfilled and you can feel any sort of feeling anytime but you seem to kinda postpone for when it will happen in the 3d. You may say "but fairy it feels like i am forcing the feeling" that's because you are feeling that "feeling" to manifest it, don't do that!! feel what you wanna feel don't be busy trying to make "perfect" in order to manifest.When you accept imagination to be the real reality you will automatically feel the feelings 4. You are conditioning it with time: After you feel happy you have questions like "okay but when will it happen?" "how is this gonna happen tho?" If you accept imagination to be the real reality then you are it now!! like those questions don't even make sense!! when? bitch look through your mind's eye, ITS IS HAPPENING NOW!! how? Well it happened so you don't have to worry about it!! These conditions come from when you include the outer world because in inner world you already have what you want now, not in the future NOWW!!

my final tip is to accept your imagination to be the real reality and not to condition yourself with what you "have to do" in order to manifest but do what you "want to do" because in the end is just to satisfy your inner man with giving him what he desires in the world of imagination.

This post might be quite helpful as well :)

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𝙥𝙖𝙘: 𝙬𝙝𝙮 𝙥𝙚𝙤𝙥𝙡𝙚 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙟𝙚𝙖𝙡𝙤𝙪𝙨 𝙤𝙛 𝙮𝙤𝙪

hello hello everybody! welcome to this reading! today we will be figuring out why people are jealous of you through analysing your best qualities. now, this doesn't mean your greatness is limited to what i will read for you, but rather that those qualities shine so brightly as to be sensed and felt by others. i will also give you a poem, lyric or quote you remind me of!

take a deep breath and ask yourself why people would be jealous of you. then, pick a pile intuitively.

! for entertainment purposes only!

! constructive criticism and feedback are welcome!

! decks used: rider waite tarot deck, mermaid tarot, the universe has your back oracle deck, astrological oracle cards!

pile 1

(cards: queen of cups rx, temperance rx, king of cups rx, the sun rx, queen of swords, queen of pentacles rx, the chariot rx, the lovers rx, "when i lean on certainty and faith, i change my mind about the world i see.", "in any moment i can surrender to the powerful presence of love through prayer, contemplation, and stillness" uranus, venus, sagittarius)

hello pile 1! you guys seem so unbothered, honestly. now that may not be the case, since i do see you keep your emotions very close to your chest and rarely let them show to their full extent, but you surely come off that way. and this doesn't mean that you're necessarily laid back, or a go with the flow type of person. but you have your rhythm and you march to the beat of your own drum.

you're honestly really a sight to behold, especially when you're in your zone, doing your thing. people may even find that intimidating. there's this feeling of you dictating what happens in your life. maybe you don't believe in fate as in whatever happens in your life was meant to be, which has changed your worldview a lot. like you know what you want, and you go after it without making too much of a fuss about it.

also, for those of you that are single, i do see people being weirded out or feeling jealous of your ability to have fun while not having a s/o. they think that it's either too far from their reach or you're faking it when you really just want to pursue what you want and live your life the way you planned to. maybe you don't participate in gossiping as much or are the type of person to not get involved into drama too much.

a few of you may even be lgbtq+ (happy pride month!) and openly out which makes closeted or confused people want to be like you. i don't see it being malicious, though. you may even be their role model!

also, you could have a very particular way to present yourself. whether that is through fashion, your hair, makeup, way that you walk or talk, it really is unique to who you are and what you want to put out there. people may be jealous because of their lack of confidence or, again, they may see you as inspiration!

potential placements: venus / uranus in sagittarius, jupiter / venus / uranus dominant, aquarius / sagittarius rising

songs / lyrics:

— faucet failure - ski mask the slump god

— 불놀이야 (i'm the one) - ateez

(we don’t need anything / to make ourselves hot)

thank you for reading <3

pile 2

(cards: the fool rx two of cups, ten of swords, the hierophant, king of wands, seven of swords rx, the world, three of swords, "hope is the conduit for mirracles", "when i lean on certainty and faith i change my mind about the world i see.", venus, taurus)

hello pile 2! are you the mom of the friend group? the walking pharmacy? i see people are jealous of your ability to keep your cool and focus on the task you have at hand. you may work well under pressure, be proud of yourself! there's this sense of people coming to you when they need someone to listen, or simply a caring presence.

some of you are in relationships that seem very loving to everyone around you. now, even if that isn't the case in your relationship, because they all have their ups and downs, you guys sure come off very in love and very happy with each other. there's this "oh, there are no secrets between us" vibe. if you're not in a relationship, the same could be said about your best friend or friend group. people feel jealous of your bond.

also, i see that you guys are artists. there's this sense of you creating art out of trauma or very intense emotions and past experiences. like it's your way of turning something sad into your power, and creating something beautiful out of it, especially if you write. i see that your works overflow with emotion and people feel jealous of the way you can convey feelings so precisely and beautifully, especially if they were tragic in the first place.

you also give great advice! even if you guys have never been in the situation someone needs advice on, you still know what to say or do to help them out. again, there's this very caring energy about you that not a lot of people can achieve.

your manifestation skills may even be worthy of someone's jealousy. especially with your tendency to stay focused on your goals, i see that manifesting is almost as easy as breathing. people may call you delusional, or overly optimistic, but you guys know better. if you haven't noticed or worked on them yet, give some attention to your manifestation skills!

potential placements: venus in taurus, venus dominant, taurus / libra rising

songs / poems:

— good old-fashioned loverboy - queen

— “ nothing ever ends poetically. it ends and we turn it into poetry. all that blood was never once beautiful. it was just red ” - kait rokowski

thank you for reading <3

pile 3

(cards: the hermit rx, queen of wands rx, the sun rx x2, the magician rx, three of wands, ace of cups rx eight of cups rx, "i honour ehat i want to feel", "the universe has my back", virgo, neptunus)

hello pile 3! you guys seem to be the universe's favourite to other people. like they just view you as this person who has everything figured out and who will always be one step ahead. you may have this dreamy aura about you that draws even the most closes off people in.

it's very much gifted kid energy. no matter the burnout, you guys almost never let it show. your luck also might be off the charts, but really it's your ability to manifest what you want easily. do you guys get prophetic dreams or random downloads? is that also why you succeed so much?

to others, you seem like a person who knows themselves and you give off a mysterious aura. some may even be jealous of you because you remind them of a fictional character with your ability to stay private and keep things to yourself. underneath all that your head may be a mess, but at least you look cool during it! so many people wish to have that sort of grasp you have around your feelings and the techniques you use to deal with them. you may not feel it, but you come off as really emotionally mature.

you also seem like the type of person who isn't afraid to be alone. not lonely, of course, but there are times when you enjoy your solitude more that others. there's this sense of you being happy in your own presence, doing your thing. you may even have a specific routine or ritual that helps you stay balanced, people want a piece of it. they either want to see you do it or copy it so they can be like you (okay trendsetter!)

oh, but the trendsetter thing is so true! there's this sense of you liking undercover artists (especially for music) or listening to genres that aren't listened to much (like classical music or *checks smudged handwriting* otacore?). you could also be very knowledgeable about a specific art forum and really like to talk about it when it comes up into conversations. generally, people admire and feel jealous of your knowledge on art, so often they may look up what you talk about or are into. also, you may have a very interesting fashion sense people want to copy.

potential placements: neptune / mercury dominant, virgo in the big 3

songs / lyrics

— are you satisfied - marina and the diamonds

(high achiever don't you see / baby nothing comes for free)

— discord - the living tombstone (i am so sorry 💀)

— cupid's chokehold - gym class heroes

thank you for reading <3

! don't copy or repost my work!

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PAC #2 - Who are they?

(Your next romantic partner - FS characteristics)

Take a deep breath and relax. Take your time to ground yourself and connect with your insight. Once you feel ready, choose the picture or number that calls you the most and check the description. If you feel called by more than one, there might be more messages for you. Being a general reading, take what resonates and leave what doesn’t. This is only for fun and entertainment. 

Please notice that all I am writing is only based on my intuition. Any kind of feedback would be deeply appreciated to help me grow.

All the photos are mine and you have no permission to use them.

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Pile 1

(tw: slight mention of s3xuality)

Your fs/so is someone who may be quite intellectual or have a prominent intellectual side. Book lovers. They may study history, math or science, or maybe work into economy or similar. Tbh I saw an archaelogist at work in the sand or in a very light brown/reddish ground. It may be their field or they may love to make new discoveries and solve problems through their mind. Sapiosexuals? They may have light hair color (blonde, red, light brown) and curls. Dark eyes, it seems. Also dark skin tones (could be even just a tan). Some might like to wear black. I see glasses too, but it could be a symbol. I think they see you as a puzzle, their personal one. Maybe you look mysterious to them and they totally would like to solve you. They look kinda slim, but some may have a more toned/round body.

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Pile 2

Your fs/so may be someone quite active and determined. Maybe into sports. They are competitive, this for sure. I had an image of them driving a rally car (this could not be for everyone ofc, but maybe sport races could mean something for someone). They have piercing eyes, you are gonna feel enchanted and captured by them since your first meeting. They are also curious and smart, and you are never gonna be bored by them. They are adventourus, and might often come at your place to take you on a sudden trip somewhere. They may have dark hair and clear eyes, or there’s something (a detail) quite clear about their features. Maybe a prominent one, or a scar. They may have piercings or multiple earrings. I don’t see a specific skin tone or ethnicity, but their body is muscular and strong (take it as it resonates according on genders). I think there might be an overlay with pile 3.

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Pile 3

Prince charming. These are the first words that pop up into my mind. Blonde hair with clear eye color (grey, green, blue), they seem to have just come out of a fairytale. They have a way with words, they may use them a lot for work (Journalist? Writer? Into communications/media? Or in general, a job that needs to have to talk with other people), and they can charm and talk themselves out of many situations. Pretty funny and sweet, they know always what to tell you to make you feel better about yourself, or after a bad day at school/work. You may not want to believe them at first, they feel manipulative (and they might occasionally be so), but with you they won’t be. They seem very interested and captivated by you. I feel there might be an overlay with pile 2.

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Pile 4

I think your so/fs might be quite artistic, I think painters (I am seeing a palette), drawers or photographers, or maybe something related to clothes/fashion. They may also have their own business. I see them behind their desk, sitting with a leg on the chair, in a pretty grey/blue toned office with some paitings and a mirror on the walls. They don’t wear a suit though, they have something beige, comfy. They seem to smirk. Lol they are funny and know what they are doing and what kind of influence they have. Even on you, I feel? This is a side of them though, I think they are also nice and empathic (or at least they try, also bc of their work: they wanna get and give emotions to others). They seem to have dark hair and eyes, but they may change colors of either a lot (dye hair, wear lenses). Tattoos? Probably.

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Loved this, thank you to @godofmanifesting for sharing. I’m resharing this. Please read a couple of times. It’s well iterated.

The link to this and credits.

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—Oscar Wilde

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PAC: How do your friends see you?

Welcome to my PAC reading! This will be about how your friends see you, the qualities they most value in you and what they may not like so much.

There are four groups from which you can choose. You should choose the one you feel more drawn to (if there's more than one group that's drawing you in, you can choose more than one). I also channeled a quote and a song that will give off the vibes you give your friends.

(NOTE: I'm a very eclectic person when it comes to music, so the songs in my playlist are very varied - old songs, popular songs, underrated songs, indie, rock, pop, portuguese songs, french songs, English songs, Korean songs, and so on - all the songs are amazing tho :) go and read the lyrics plsss)

If you don't know how to choose your pile: Close your eyes and focus on the question of how your friends see you. When you open your eyes, try to look at the different groups and see, intuitively, what group is calling your name. Follow your intuition.

Group 1

Your cards: The Star (rev), Page of Wands, The World, Queen of Wands, Queen of Swords (rev), Temperance (rev), The Moon, King of Wands

Right off the bat, you give me aquarius/saggitarius/gemini vibes. Your friends see you as a free spirit. They know how much you value your freedom - you dream of knowing more and seeing the world. Your friends view you as a free spirit.

Your friends know that when they want to have a good time, they can come to you. They love how you're so creative and always have these new ideas surging out of nowhere. Your mind is a hectic place - in a good sense. You're very creative and extremely open-minded.

I feel like you are the type to try to cheer your friends up when they're sad, instead of dwelling on their sorrows and cuddling them.

On the other hand, I feel like, because you're this very free person, your friends sometimes don't trust you with their problems as much. I'm seeing your friends know how passionate you are - you are very driven by your emotions - you say what you feel like saying, you do what you feel like doing, and if you don't like something you will say it - you're not the type to hold back. So they know that sometimes you seem overly emotional and make your decisions based on what you feel only, not giving it much rational thought first. Because of this, you may not be the person your friends go to for advice. You're most likely the person they come to, to have a good time and get rid of melancholy and boredom.

Random message for some of you - you may have multiple people who consider you their best friend, instead of just one person like regular. I don't know why that came through, take what resonates.

Overall, I'm seeing your friends see you as a very charismatic person and a natural leader. They know you get shit done.

“Things are never quite as scary when you’ve got a best friend.” — Bill Watterson, Calvin and Hobbes

Group 2

Your cards: The Chariot, The High Priestess (rev), Ace of Wands (rev), Ace of Pentacles (rev), Queen of Cups, The Magician, Temperance (rev), The Lovers

Hum... Very strong pisces/cancer energy in this pile.

So your friends see you as someone very intelligent. They see you as someone with a lot of talents and a lot of potentials. They know you can do anything you put your mind to.

But I'm also seeing that your friends know that you aren't a confident person. You don't think that highly of yourself, or at least you don't see as much potential in yourself as they do. Maybe you have very good drawing skills but you don't recognize how good your drawings are - something like that. Self-confidence may lack and sometimes your friends feel like you hold yourself back, when you could reach something really big.

I'm also seeing that you may daydream a lot. You are always with your head in the clouds and in your own world, so it may be a reoccurring thing for your friends to be talking to you and just realize that your head is somewhere else and you're not listening to a thing they're saying. It may even be an inside joke ehehe. I don't feel like your closest friends are annoyed by this because they already know you.

Now, I feel like your friends think you're a very loving person - you have a very nurturing energy to you and they see you as the baby of the group sometimes. They feel the need to protect you sometimes. You're giving me sensitive baby vibes actually. Or soft girl vibes, idk. You have a strong bond with just a few people, and those that really know you know how sensitive you can be.

Your friends value the relationship they have with you a lot because to a lot of them you are one of the most genuine people they've ever known. You also value your friendships a lot - you're a very true friend, if you say you're there for them, you really are. You are very loyal too, I'm seeing. And your friends recognize that and that's another reason for them to value your friendship so much.

Your friends know they can be themselves around you, and you're like a breath of fresh air to them. They know how non-judgemental you are. But I feel like your friends like to baby you a lot, and you're like the lil' cutie of the group.

“A friend is one who knows you and loves you just the same.” – Elbert Hubbard

Group 3

Your cards: The Sun (rev), The Chariot, The High Priestess (rev); Page os Swords, Death (rev), The Lovers (rev), King of Wands, The Moon (rev), The Magician

You're the optimistic friend!

Your friends know there's no bad luck with you, there are no fears, there are no doubts - you always hope for the best and so should them. Your logic is that if you set up in your mind that everything will go well, the chances of everything going well are much higher than if you focus on the bad things that could happen.

You may be the one your friends go to for advice when something goes wrong because they know you may be able to make them see things on a positive note.

Very intense sag energy.

On the other hand, you may be a bit stubborn. You like things to go your way or the highway. You don't like when things don't go as you planned and you hate drastic changes (if you didn't plan those changes). So most of your friends also know you for your temper when people try to go against you. You have a very fiery energy.

You have a strong will and you are willing to do everything to attain what you want. I'm seeing that you may also be known in your group of friends as the ambitious friend. You always want more.

You have quite a childish energy to you (in a good way). You always keep this cheerfulness to you that is able to put a smile on every one of your friend's faces.

I'm also seeing that maybe you're that friend who likes to boost your friends' ego. You like to compliment their outfit, or their nails, or their hair, or how smart they are. You like to make your friends feel good about themselves. You're a big enthusiast of self-love. Your friends feel very good around you.

And you hate toxicity!! You keep yourself away from toxic people, and you can't understand why people feel the need to make their friends feel bad about themselves. So your friends know that your relationship with them is friendship in the purest from there is - you have a very pure and genuine energy to you. And they love it.

Your friends feel inspired by you.

“True friends are those rare people who come to find you in dark places and lead you back to the light.” — Anonymous

Group 4

Your cards: King of Cups (rev), Queen of Swords (rev), Justice (rev), The Empress (rev), King of Wands, Death, King of Swords (rev), The Star, Page of Cups

This is pile is giving me strong capricorn/cancer vibes.

You take care of your friends. You're the mom friend.

You are the one who always keeps a pill in your purse in case someone gets period cramps or headaches. The one who always has a water bottle in case someone gets thirsty. The one who keeps snacks in their bag. The one who cooks when you hang out at someone's place.

Your friends know they can depend on you.

I'm seeing you may also be the psychologist of the group - everyone comes to you to let all their problems out. It's not even the advice you give, it's just that you're such a good listener and your gaze is so comforting and understanding (that's a random message that just came through, idk). You always have a shoulder for your friends to cry on.

You give off a very secure vibe. Like, a very put-together vibe - it's like you're the only one who knows what they're doing in their life amongst all your friends ahahah.

On the other hand, I think you're a very private person and you may not let your friends get to know a lot about you as much as you know about them. You don't like to let people in too much (maybe because you've had a few bad experiences that led you to not trust people so easily) and you hate to put your problems on other people. So you don't. I feel like your friends may feel like you know everything about them but they know nothing about you.

You're very discreet but I'm also seeing that you're very honest. Like if a friend asks for your opinion, you're not afraid to say it out loud, even if it isn't what you know they want to hear. And if your friends ask for a solution to their problems, you're always very creative at finding original solutions for them.

I think you may cry easily (???). You may get emotional very easily - it's easy to make you cry. Maybe you cry a lot during sad movies and such and your friends may also know you as a cry-baby.

I think you're very mature. And for most of you who chose this pile, you may be much more mature than most people your age. So, your friends see you as someone who they can come to whenever they feel like they need to cry or just talk.

“Friendship isn’t about who you’ve known the longest. It’s about who walked into your life, said, “I’m here for you”, and proved it.” — Anonymous

That was the reading! Take what resonates! <3

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╰┈➤PAC: How will you recognize your soulmate? ೃ⁀➷

“I could recognize him by touch alone, by smell; I would know him blind, by the way his breaths came and his feet struck the earth. I would know him in death, at the end of the world.” (Madelline Miller, The Song of Achilles)

This PAC will help you to clarify in which moment you will realize who your soulmate is and how they look like.

P1->P2->P3

PILE 1

“He smiled, and his face was like the sun.”

-The moment you realize:

(Prince of wings – The Sun – King of shells)

   There will be a point in your life where you will have to fight against a big challenge, you will have to act as a clever, outspoken, and knowledgeable person. I am talking about the stock market, pop culture, also something related to the earth (plants/the ground) the weather and I think some of you may be doctors. It will be an extreme situation. And you will realize they are your soulmate because even when you are worried and uneasy, your soulmate will make you smile and laugh. Your soulmate will make you so happy and relaxed that you will be able to see the solution to the problem you are dealing with. They will make it so easy for you that you will realise you can not live without them.

(It’s funny that I got the sun card in this pile, because the quote was chosen before shuffling the cards).

-Their physic:

(Justice – 6 of shells – 8 of gems - +more).

Your soulmate has such a pretty smile, I feel like they are the type of having smile lines or dimples. They also have a pink tone skin and are blond.  They look so happy?? They have this aura of positivism and love around them, it’s wild. They are taller than you and they like to go out at night?? They do also like the sea, they will smell of sea and have strong perfumes. (I am sensing that some of you will go to dinner with them as a date and after it you both will walk next to the sea when it is already dark outside. And you both will dance when some music starts playing??). That was out of place, I know. They will have brown eyes, some dark and others a bit lighter.

PILE 2

“He is half of my soul, as the poets say.”

-The moment you realize:

(3 of gems – 6 of wings – Strength + 10 of gems)

It’s possible that your soulmate is a coworker or someone that usually goes to your workplace.You will realize they are your soulmate at work, I feel that you will be having a bad streak and you will need to be strong to get over it. Somehow, you will be putting on yourself this armour to go to your job (hello cancerians!) and your soulmate will hate to see how you disappear little by little; how you stop being yourself and how your smile does not appear as often. They will become so protective over you! They will always make this little remarks to other coworkers and they will use their sarcasm and irony to defend you. I think they will save you from doing a mistake in a reunion at your job and that’s when you will realize that you like them and want them to be your soulmate.

-Their physic:

(Ace of Gems – 5 of Gems- 10 of shells +more)

CEO energy. They are attractive af. They look like a snack. I think your soulmate has black hair, if it is a male they will have a bit of long hair; not straight up militar haircut. His hair would reach his nose and they would style it in a really formal way. I think they wear thight suits so it’s possible that they are your boss. They also have a prominent nose. (Reference photo: IM from Monsta x)

I think that because of it, you will always see them alone at work, your coworkers don’t want to approach him/her because of the authority they exude. But your soulmate is also really successful , not a loner, just an introverted. They do not share their energy with everyone, they know they are better than the average men.

PILE 3

“We were like gods at the dawning of the world, & our joy was so bright we could see nothing else but the other.”

-The moment you realize

(The hermit – King of roses – 6 of shells)

You will realize in a moment of introspection, in a moment where you will be tired of the exterior world. Usually, you are someone that likes to be alone and you feel the most comfortable in silence. You are used to acting in a mature way or to display the acting of a master. It’s hard to get to you but you will realize that they are your soulmate because you want them next to you when you are alone. They are nothing like you, they are a motivator, they are a doer. Your soulmate is a leader: he/she is used to be in a position of command. They act with passion and you like that they are your soulmate because the dynamic open the door to many possibilities for a better situation. I feel like this is an “enemy to lovers au”, not enemies that want to kill each other; but people that dislike the other because they don’t understand that the other is the part of their soul that is missing.

-Their physic:

(The moon - Prince of roses  - 7 of gems)

I think they look young; even with their passion and skills this person may be younger than you or at least, look younger. I think they have a beard of two to five days (if they are a male). They do also have curly hair. They have a crazy energy, and they are always moving from place to place, I think they are skinny, like a college student that do not know how to cook. Timothée Chalamet vibes . I think they also have a shaped face, you will instantly realize their cheekbones and chin. They also look like they are hiding something, they may wear clothes that are usually baggy.

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🦑 How They See And Describe You 🦑

Repost !!!

Note: So this PAC is split in 3 parts Future Partner, Your Family and Your Friends, you have to choose one pile for each, and each topic has 3 piles <3

Piles read from left to right!! ALSO DON'T REPOST THIS REGARDLESS OF GIVING CREDIT DO NOT RESPOST thanks xoxo

Let's continue ~

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🌸 Your next partner

1 2 3

🌸 Your Family

A B C

🌸 Your Friends

X Y Z

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🏩 Pile 1

Pile 1 this is adorable, your person sees you as someone who is admirable and welcoming, someone warm. They may like hearing you say I love you, and how sincere it sounds coming from you. The way they would describe you to others could be like a dream, something fleeting and there for a moment before it's gone. Maybe they'll like taking you on long drives to watch the sunset and have picnics under the pink skies.

They'll describe you as someone trustworthy who puts their heart and soul into everything they do, who doesn't need to depend on anyone but they'd like if you depended on them from time to time.

They could also describe you as someone who's fiery, and may get heated easily or jump to conclusions and has a lot of pride, may also describe or compare you to a lion/tiger. They'd tell people that you made love seem simple and easy, rather than something complicated where every decisions seems like a sacrifice, oh they could also paint you as someone who saved them from their loneliness? Your next partner could have given up on finding love till you came along, they do think you're unparalleled and perfect and could put you up on a pedestal whenever talking about you.

Keywords: Explain myself, you and me, punk rock, clouds, excited, holding, hope, patience, endurance, lie, forget, angel, I care for you, summer bummer, black and white, listen.

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🏩 Pile 2

Pile 2, your next lover could feel like you're their person, they may describe you as someone who grounds them and makes them want to stay (they could have a past of more flings than relationships). They'd see you as someone chatty and full of life and vigour, someone who looks at the positive things and silver linings in life rather than the negative. They would describe you as someone who is their forever person, someone they may want to pursue their life with and would want a home with. They'll see you as committed and devoted, however they could think you're vulnerable and gullible and need to be protected or taken care of because of that, may also describe you as seductive or someone who could get with anyone you wanted, sort of invincible in romantic relationships.

Okay so they may also think you're someone who's extremely willing to please and would reciprocate the energy, they could talk to others about how they act like a fool around you and how they let their heart and feelings take over instead of being more level-headed. Could also paint you as someone who isn't afraid of showing affection no matter who's there, this could be in terms of public displays of affection.

Keywords: Every time, moon, levitate, soul, fear, paradise, eye to eye, butterfly, enemy, money, cosmic, anxious, one and only, joys of the body, senses, seeking answers, paying attention.

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🏩 Pile 3

Pile 3 right off the bat this could be an on and off relationship, now moving on from that, they could see you as someone who's very sexually liberated, and could tell people how much they like your body and how you move especially, they could describe you as someone whose movement is eye catching and fluid. They may see you as someone who's distant or not true to themselves about their feelings, they could also describe you as someone who's unforgettable yet unattainable in a lot of ways.

They may see you as someone who can get needy but won't show it and that could lead to miscommunication and misunderstandings, they may think you're not ready for relationships but could still want you to be in one with them. They may say you're someone who gives them a confidence boost and makes them happy, who's love language is a bit confusing but familiar, yet they see you as someone who they can't have in the long run and need to cherish for as long as you allow them.

Keywords: Fate, acceptance, things falling into place, no sleep, afterglow, transport, cry, supermarket, confusing dreams, Barbie, "never begin", crowded, empty, less adventurous.

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🏩 Pile A

You may be about to leave or move away from your family soon, they see you as someone who's always on the go, never staying at one place for too long and someone who needs constant physical motion in your life so that you can progress both mentally and emotionally. They may describe you as someone who's there, yet never there at all, almost like a mirage. They see you as someone who's too far to catch, and may miss you a lot even if you're physically there, could reminisce about the old times as well, they could also describe you as someone who's very opinionated and always stands their ground, maybe a bit rebellious as well, someone who can at times be a rebel without a cause.

They see you as someone who was meant to be different in a good way, you stand out to the crowd. They could also often describe you as someone who you were rather than someone you are now, by that I mean they may not know a lot about your current self because you could hide a part of yourself from them, so their information or knowledge about you is one that you've outgrown, may talk a lot about you as a kid as well.

Keywords: I don't mind, together, love you, ache, subconscious, unexplored, surfacing, loss, transition, cycle of life, appearances, society, gender, looking inwards, uncertainty

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🏩 Pile B

Oh... Your family may see you as someone who tries to hide their true emotions and pain by masking it using cutting words and nonchalance. They see you as a person who's deceptive towards both others and themselves, someone who doesn't know who they are and are scared of the future. They describe you as someone who is indecisive and can't make up their mind, someone who could start rumours or engage in gossip because they're bored or want chaos in some ways. They could also see you as someone who has a lot of wasted potential and harsh with their words, you could also be seen as argumentative and a little aggravated by whatever your family may do.

Do you have young siblings or cousins? If yes, they think you're cool and may want to hang out with you more but they could feel scared of you, they may describe you as big and scary but someone they look up to, almost like you're a character in a book or tv show. Your family may also see you as someone who mediates a lot and is level-headed when other people argue or get into fights.

Keywords: Power, owning power, seizing power, Paris, artwork, half empty, dazed, "what must it be like to grow up this beautiful?" Obsessively, better, forge, out of reach, snow, rush

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🏩 Pile C

This is similar to pile 1 in the sense that there's some sort of reminiscence here. You may not be living with your family right now or something of that sort because they see you as someone from the past, a lot of nostalgia. They could describe you using old pictures in an album and anecdotes related to the pictures, someone who brings joy and peace in their lives. They may miss you very often and see you as someone who's independent, maybe to a fault which could lead to them worrying about you and your well-being constantly, they may also see you as someone who doesn't communicate with them or talk to them as often and I don't know who this message is for but they're proud of you and your success even if they never said it out loud.

They describe you as someone who gives them faith and as their wish fulfilment in a way, someone who makes their lives unforgettable and happier. They could however also see you as someone who can be pessimistic, who often feels like luck isn't on their side and who has a tendency to downplay their achievements or not be grateful enough for what they have, a bit greedy in a way.

Keywords: out of reach, anything, sleep well, trip to where, series of choices, humour, joy, planning, focus, peak, existed, strawberry, productive, overwork, brown, play dumb, don't worry

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🏩 Pile X

Your friends see you as a boss bitch baby they think you've got all your stuff in place and are someone who is very domineering and intimidating in a good way. They could describe you as someone who's a golden person, like the "it" person, someone who can do anything and everything, almost like they're divine. They see you as someone who goes against the current and sets their own examples and is a trendsetter. They also see you as royalty, untouchable, they may be very willing to do almost anything for you and could hate seeing you alone, as they may think you have a tendency to get lonely anytime you're alone.

Could also describe you as someone who notices the tiny details, and remembers little things about people in a casual way that makes people feel appreciated and seen. Could also describe you as someone who's a bit insecure about how they appear physically from time to time and needs a lot of praise to get them out of that rut when they fall into one. They may also love everything about you and could write pages about their adoration for you, for some reason this is coming through, this could be for a specific person but someone in your friend group may have a crush on you even if it's just a small friendly thing lol.

Keywords: "I like doing nothing with you", drink, blame, reckless, childhood, memories, trying hard, deserve happiness, beach, pink, butterfly, guilt, future, bicycles, pink tulips

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🏩 Pile Y

Your friends may see you as someone who gives a lot of mixed signals about what they want to do, someone who's still looking for their identity. They could describe you as a person that delves deep into their psyche and isn't afraid of their own subconscious mind, someone who's spiritual and has belief yet is realistic and grounded. They see you as someone who has a hard time expressing their emotions and feelings, like a transparent wall is dividing you and them, yet there may be this thing and this is specific, however you may send goodnight messages to your friends and it feels like a part of their routine now, almost like they may not fall asleep without it.

They may also describe you as someone who's better than them, someone who could be better off without your current friends and they could compare themselves to you a lot (they could be self-deprecating here) and may be a little jealous of the way you communicate fluidly with people. They see you as someone honest but could want you to open up more to them as they may feel you drifting away.

Keywords: Want to go home, snake, amore, love of her life, roll, weird, heartbeat, poems, reverie, forgive, shine, "not have a dream", lilies, chase, wasted wishes, mushrooms, la la land

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🏩 Pile Z

Your friends may see you as someone who's close to their roots but also tied down to the same place for a while, they may think that something's keeping you from moving on and that you're a little stagnant. They could describe you as a puzzle with a missing piece, something that is stopping you from being complete, as someone who's trying to find more of themself in others. They could also describe you as an animal lover, they think you're someone who makes a lot of sacrifices for the sake of others but don't put yourself first, could also think you know how to act in difficult situations, when to stand your ground and when to simply accept how things are so that you don't cause too much conflict and problems for your own self.

May also describe you as someone special, the kind of person you may only meet once in your life. They could see you as someone who has multiple faces, in a good way like you can be anyone you want to be because of your talent and charisma, could also describe you as an old oil painting for some reason, it's very specific but cooler tones of blue and purple.

Keywords: Freedom, belonging, being a stranger, plunging in, fear, stories, splendour, divine, craving, peacock, softness, similarity, "can you hear me?", Piecing back together, space, galaxy

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Hope you enjoyed (even though it's a repost lmao)

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