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My heart and spirit are so broken, I can't see the goodness or purpose in life anymore. I don't see any healing in sight. I don't wanna go through life how I've been. I give up on change, I give up on the world. People will never change, I hate the attitudes of some people. It does make life almost unbearable to go through sometimes. via Uccellino® http://bit.ly/2oD4tLd

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One day, my pain and loneliness will end, and I will feel it no more. I will not have to worry, or suffer anymore. 😑 I will be free from stress and pain. I really can't wait for that day. This life of mine is not one that I would wish upon anyone. via Uccellino® http://bit.ly/2EYfF0h

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Oh my goodness! My little cuzn is gorgeous. Haven't seen her most recent pics till now. All grown up I guess. Still my little Makala.... Lol, via Uccellino® http://bit.ly/2FqHICj

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She said boo boo, I'm black. I can't be racist... Then I said, Lemme tell you somethin. That's where you're wrong. There's racism in every race, so don't give me that bullshit. I don't miss shit. But they better miss me with the shit. I will not tolerate being treated in a discriminatory manner from anyone of any race. via Uccellino® http://bit.ly/2sRkcvI

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Why are some people treating me like I owe 40 acres and a fuckin mule? That's why I have limited my business dealings with people who don't know how to support other people from other cultures, especially those who have a problem with light skinned, or white skinned people. Especially since in my family, there is a variety of people from different ethnic cultures. Stop fuckin preaching about how YOU want unity and equality from everyone else no matter what culture, but YOU don't wanna show them that same respect in return or even in the initial encounter with others. This is one Puerto Rican who's here to remind everyone that Puerto Ricans are Indian, African and Spaniard. Some people got shit twisted and that ignorance comes out. We we're very much apart of the slave trade. Don't try to take away from what my ancestors also had to endure! Now that's highly disrespectful. I'm not even getting mass support like that in my own business from my own target group. And that's just sad, because all I've done throughout the years is try to highlight the success of our minority, mostly black celebrities. But I bet that if I never worked with models of color, I'd be called a racist. But oh well, at this point, call it what you want, but some black folks do have double standards and try to sit back like they're not being racist to me. Fuck yeah you are, and I'm gonna speak up too. I'm not gonna feel guilted into not defending myself because I'm of a light completion. Fuck that... I want respect even if I was green or any other color. Because when I wake up pissed off at this time of morning, you know someone had me fucked up. Racism is also in how people are treated, not just what's said to people. I always catch when I'm being treated in a discriminatory manner. And it's almost always from the so called minority groups, not white people. Why do I have to deal with this bullshit all the time. I'm nice to everyone, but don't get me twisted though. via Uccellino® http://bit.ly/2CDg0zm

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Anyone else see what I see...? 😂 via Uccellino® http://bit.ly/2HBiGBh

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I just keep getting this really bad feeling that I'm gonna die soon. Lord Jesus please help me. I just can't shake this feeling. I'm just so alone and lonely. Gotta go through this feeling all by myself too. One human being, so lonely in a world full of people. Guess I wasn't beautiful enough for anyone to really want me like that though. I just feel so ugly and disgarded. via Uccellino® http://bit.ly/2GC9PxX

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I'm on my Nipsey Hustle, Plies, Gucci, Chief Kief, Ace, Bang, Kelz, Meech, Juelz Santana, J. Cole, Wocka Flaka tip.... More to be added. via Uccellino® http://bit.ly/2sLFhb4

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Hey bro. I can't even believe I gotta write this man. I can't believe you're not here man. I been trying to understand, how and why? But I don't get any answers. All I know is that I lost a friend. Another artist like me. We always had a great time whenever we found each other at these events. Yur EP was so awesome! Everyone was on stage and everything... Lol! You loved what you did and so did others. I'll always remember you bro! Marcel Red​​ Talented guy with a smooth voice like Chico Debarge... via Uccellino® http://bit.ly/2EOVS2b

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Rest in Peace my dude! For as long as I'm on this Earth, I'll remember you bro. I did enjoy listening to you sing, doing yur thing man. Marcel Red, the next big Latin Pop Singer. Now that voice is forever silent. Those inappropriate, but hilarious jokes... 😂 What a cool, funny dude. I'll miss you man. via Uccellino® http://bit.ly/2EJ0hnB

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Just don't take my life for granted. I'm a great person and human being. I love life. I made it through this far with a fucked up life. I've been blessed, thus far. I pray for a long and happy life. Amen. via Uccellino® http://bit.ly/2sA689J

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I'm still here. I'm still alive. Can't say the same for so many people I know. Family and friends going through the cycle of life. I hope I can live a long beautiful life, but sometimes I'm scared I'll die without feeling truly alive. via Uccellino® http://bit.ly/2EKrQwC

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Just got news from my PR that my friend Marcel Red passed away on Tuesday. R.I.P. Bro. via Uccellino® http://bit.ly/2EA6bbq

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Good morning everyone. I've gone through alot and I'm going through alot. But we just gotta keep it pushin.... I walk in my own shoes. via Uccellino® http://bit.ly/2FUf9wf