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Day 3:

literally just look at her. shes perfect.

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Ngl an ana coach would be nice.

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I cant even describe how I feel. Just very bad. Very very bad. suicidal and ugly. Very useless. Lonely. Stupid. But mostly, sad.

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Guys this self hatred thing is becoming all consuming

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I want dark circles, hollow cheekbones, sharp hip and collar bones, with messy hair and smudged eyeliner

I want to take my oversized sweater off and look shocking. I don’t want anyone to notice how thin I am until my bmi is as low as possible

I want them to say “when did you get so sk1nny”

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For someone with ana i sure do eat a lot

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Day 2:

i am 166cm / 5"5. on one side i like it, its not too small or too tall but on the other side id like to be taller because simply living burns more calories when youre taller and a higher bmi looks better :)

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i basically dont want to do anything anymore, i dont want to eat, dont want to drink, dont want to kms, dont want to hang out with friends, dont want to talk with my family, dont want to love anymore

i dont want to exist.

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RE-BLOG IF….

- You FULLY support recovery and WANT people to recover.

- You think people should AVOID “@na coaches” AT ALL COSTS.

-You are against “f@t-sp0” . (becosue it’s just down right wrong.)

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wow the dinner hall is too loud I don't like being able to hear everyone eat and their conversations the bowl also has a bad texture and every time the spoon touches the bowl I wanna peel my skin off.

being autistic sucks real bad

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I just want to be so skinny that I’m peoples Thin$po is that too much to ask

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I feel so invalid for being overweight while having an ED lol 💗

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sometimes i feel like a wannarexic, but then i remember that regular people don't think of how many calories are in smth they even look at

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sometimes i forget this isn’t just a quirky little thing i do and its actually a serious problem

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being emotionally dependent on my girlfriend is something, but being emotionally dependent on my EX GIRLFRIEND is another level💀

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shoutout to all the people with an ed that still live with family 😀

(they force you to eat and sabotage all your progress and yell at you for having problems and buy all of your binge food and cook the most Godawful unhealthy food on the planet)