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The Day Before ♪ | TW: Character Death

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Worthless

Regret. Regret for being stupid. For being trusting. For digging for the good in people. Every decision in life, she regretted. Even her current one, as she sunk lower and lower into the river. But there was nothing she could do right except for this.  At least they would be better off, at least they would have better lives. At least she wouldn't have to endure their lies for the sake of sparing her feelings. Not realizing how cruel they were actually being. It was starting to hurt now, the way her lungs ached for air. The way her skin felt frozen to the touch, even more so inside the water. She was scared. Utterly terrified...but she wasn't going to run from it. She would rather face the darkness that was swallowing her whole, mind and body, than be in the light.

After all, she was just a copy. The third in a set of triplets. The accident. It was better this way.

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It took her a second to react, but Mandu wasted no time in running in circles around his legs, whining louder and jumping around him excitedly. He’d missed the man just as much as his owner did. Finally, she took the bouquet and let him in,allowing him to take his shoes off properly before putting the flowers down and latching onto him, having to stand on the tips of her toes to do so due to their height differences. Yejin was understanding in their friendship, especially now that him and his group were so sought after, but it was nice to actually get a chance to hug him every once in a while. “Thanks...for coming to see me.”

He was waiting there rocking from heel to toe as he stood there. The door was opening and he was seeing Mandu and Yejin standing there. The fact that Yejin had a whole deer in a headlight stare on her features as if she seen a ghost was very amusing. “I’m real I swear.” He offered the bouquet to her as he stood in her door way. He smiled but the mask he had on covered it and the majority of his face. He was completely inching his way into the door so he could hug her immediately.

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Yejin, true to her nature, had been up for a while. Once her son was up, he was adamant on waking her up as well. So when the text came that Yoongi was going to be coming over, she was ecstatic. It was rare she got to see him, and she knew her son and pets enjoyed him being around as well. Thankfully, she had already cleaned the other day so there was only a little tidying that needed to be done. Mandu was at the door in an instant upon hearing the knocks, whining and scratch at the door to get her attention. Placing her son down to color at the table, she shuffled to the door, asking who it was as she opened the door only to freeze upon seeing him there. "...Oppa...?"

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Yoongi hadn’t seen Yejin since she left NYC. Upon at least 24 hours of sleep off the plane he was functional enough to find his way to her home completely gunho on seeing her, the baby and Mandu. He had texted her prior but wasn’t telling her the exact time that he was coming hoping to at least give something like a surprise. A bouquet in hand and he was at her door knock waiting to be let in to the apartment without telling her who it was.  

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"The purple looks nice as it fades but it's still a hassle to keep vibrant when overseas. But! I gotta support my oppas."

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“I don’t want to be a second thought.”

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Four Word . Prompts

“Please, come with me.”

“You’re always number one.”

“I can’t do this.”

“I won’t let you.”

“Maybe I’m just crazy.”

“I’m not even sorry.”

“Honestly, just stop it.”

“I believe in you.”

“Don’t be an ass.”

“Who were you with?”

“Please talk to me.”

“I can’t trust you.”

“I need you, though.”

“Don’t be fucking rude.”

“Is that my shirt?”

“So, it was you.”

“I need to go.”

“Just stay with me.”

“You can trust me.”

“Alright, I love you.”

“I’m sorry, but no.”

“Will you help me?”

“You’re a terrible cook.”

“Can you shut up!?”

“You love me, right?”

“I really need you.”

“I don’t love you.”

“I’m not doing this.”

“I really need you.”

“You don’t want me.”

“Let me help you.”

“You’re such a bitch.”

“I can’t do this.”

“You think you’re funny?”

“Hey, I said stop!”

“Will you marry me?”

“Wanna go out sometime?”

“I don’t want this.”

“You always this quiet?”

“Are you fucking insane!?”

“I don’t want you.”

“I’m not wearing that.”

“Sorry, were you sleeping?”

“This was never right.”

“You look really tired.”

“I’m out of here.”

“You need to go.”

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“It really sucks when you give someone space because you're a clingy individual, but they take it as you having thrown them away. When all you wanted was for them to not get tired of you in the first place.”

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"Hi~"

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“Ah, I guess I can’t stay away from Seoul for very long.”

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Important Lesson

Be there for yourself. You have to know how to console yourself when no one else will.

Sometimes, people won’t be there for you to depend on. They’ll treat you differently than how they treat everyone else, calling you their friend still or someone important to them. They won’t be there for you when you need them most, but will say you’re never there for them when they never say anything to you about it.

They’ll say they care, but then not speak to you for weeks under the guise of not knowing how to talk to you. A special person or good friend, but can speak to someone else. That’s a red flag that you aren’t that special to them afterall. You may mean something but it’s not as high as they’d have you believe. Maybe at one point you were, but it’s not like that anymore.

People you’ve known for a few years, yet you know little to nothing about them. Someone new comes along and they know things you had no idea about...but you’re close to that person, right? Should be something you know. Don’t mistake this for jealousy; that’s not what this is. This is realizing that you were the only one telling everything about yourself in hopes of being friends...while they didn’t put in the same effort for you. And still don’t.

New people that call you friend, but let you struggle and go through hardships. Who don’t give you any kind words or condolence, choosing to wait until the dust has cleared to say something that doesn’t mean anything at all. Then, they drop you and ignore you, under pretenses of being hurt because you chose something to protect yourself when no one else would really bother.

Pretty words and apologies of not being a good friend don’t excuse you from not doing it. Once, maybe twice, would be fine but repeatedly having this happen means they don’t really care.

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Please don’t act like you care, I know you don’t.