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I spent a good portion of my formative years on this blog. I still think about the people I used to communicate with on here. I’ve grown up and moved on, but you still cross my mind now and then: my old allies, my old friends, and my old lovers. This website is a relic of what shaped me into who I am today—even if I’ve lost touch with my old self completely. I’ve been searching everywhere for her. I miss the way she viewed the world, and the way she fell in love with everything contained within it. The thought of loving someone so deeply, intimately, and spiritually was a palpable concept that now eludes me. This blog, quite literally, was my emotional haven. It was my reconnaissance with the reality that not all people are bad, and that fleeting moments of joy can be found in even the most miserable situations. I was miserable then, but it all seems so breathtaking now. I’ve been doing well since giving up this blog, but I have changed tremendously. I hope that anyone who stumbles across this post or this blog is doing well too. I haven’t forgotten about you either.

Cris, 7/2020

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Source: Laura  

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van gogh painting lockscreens - requested by anonymous

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love, that’s all.

more on my instagram @matialonsor

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Lovingly Animated Woodland Scenes by Alexandra Dvornikova

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I’m just an almond milk girl in a cow milk world

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{ tiny black panther and the spring } -luna, green grass, flowers, dirt, and an olive tree-

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DO NOT interact with service dogs while they're working

DO NOT make eye contact or stare DO NOT take pictures or video DO NOT touch DO NOT make noises honestly this should apply to all dogs that aren’t yours but distracting a service dog is a CRIME; it can and does ENDANGER THE HANDLER

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Playing Moonball

(Encore photo)

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my alignment is Chaotic Sad

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Boston

Photograph: Scott Eisen

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Reasons are not automatically excuses

Reasons are not automatically excuses

Reasons are not automatically excuses

Correct:

“i’m so sorry I hurt you like that. I’m really struggling with my mental illness. That doesn’t make it okay, but that’s just the reason why I’m being like this. I’m sorry for being a dick.

Disgusting:

“um, well I have depression so you should stop hating on me and cut me a break. I can do whatever I want.”

Reasons are not automatically excuses.

Correct:

“sorry that I lashed out. My sister is in hospital and I’m really messed up about it. I’ve been pretending I’m fine about it and then I took everything out on you. I’m really sorry.”

Disgusting:

“lol um,, my sister is in HOSPITAL with CANCER so u should get off my back and stop being mean to me because im, like, so totally upset”

Reasons are not automatically excuses.