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I've long accepted defeat in that words, due to language barriers, can never reach as far as images. I feel lucky enough to be able to use English to some degree.

It would be so nice if I can do extraordinary art that lures in audience, instead of fiction that no one cares to read. But at the end of the day, no matter if it is only the best I can do under these circumstances, my loyalty lies with words, not images. Languages are such beautiful, fantastic, and incredible things. That's why it especially annoys me when language prevents me from enjoying certain contents. I love languages, and I hope I can learn all of them so the world is just, within my understanding, within my grasp.

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And I really hate it when ppl whine about wanting to ship a rarepair while showing zero support to creators who have already made rarepair works. Like these ppl make no effort to search for what they want they just sit there and whine and spread negative emotions to all the creators. The lack of action irritates me so much I wanna delet everything I wrote and quit.

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It always pisses me off when ppl can't even ship freely for fear of being side-eyed or isolated. Girl you are pairing imaginary figures together and creating batshit crazy stories from thin air to gain happiness and peace of mind what makes you think you can't be completely free about this process. Just ship whatever you want! The world is already suffocating enough don't let meaningless rules block you from having imaginary fun too???

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I'm so beyond desperate that I'm searching pivix for kagehana content even though I knew nothing about Japanese. And I'm even willing to endure some shit bottom ysk content that's thrown my way. Yeah, I'm that desperate. I hate this timeline. This is gonna be my villain origin story I swear to God.

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If there's nothing to my taste, I make something myself. That's my philosophy.

And if I accidentally bump into someone who has a similar taste, bonus points! The possibility's pretty low though, considering how, well, outlandish my preferences are compared to most people.

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Rating: Explicit

Relationship: Hanamura Yosuke/Shadow Hanamura Yosuke

Language: English

Summary:

Yep, adventuring into the TV alone was one particularly bad idea, especially when he couldn't call out his Persona.

Hanamura Yosuke stood at the entrance of the dungeon that undoubtedly and unfortunately belonged to him, and felt more than a little wary.

There's limited Close Combat, but a huge amount of French Kissing.

Basically just to satisfy my craving for sweet fluffy kagehana love making. However the plot got out of hand and progressed in ways I cannot fathom. Well. I love it anyways!

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It frustrates me to no end that so few actually care about my ship. Even though I won't stop writing them whatsoever because I love them too much, it's still tiring. I feel empty and exhausted every time I finish a fic, the delight and satisfaction so very short-lived and quickly drowned out by loneliness and disappointment. It's like calling out and being answered only by my own echoes.

So be it. I remind myself every now and then, that I write because I want to. The sole purpose is to please myself. And I am pleased. It's already meaningful enough.

Someday, someone will read these fics and be pleased, too. But that's up to fate. I must not dwell on it.

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i just want to make them fuck why am i stuck on conversations and plots

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mood

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Sometimes I just went "HANAMURA YOSUKE KYAAAAAAAAAAAA" and then stop.

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：想要我把什么放进哪里？嗯？说话

：大概……把999碗花水仙饭……放进tag里……Please❤

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花水仙这么萌你们怎么都不吃啊TT究竟是谁在给我点hitsTT为什么都不说话TT都只是路过而已吗TT求你们来买我的火柴吧TT求你们来吃吃特别好的我推吧TT

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kiss the cook

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i cant believe akis afraid of thunderstorms………….

EDIT: oh my gosh I didnt realize this I feel sick

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Art by ショ (source deleted)

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but GOD do i wanna see yosuke covered in blood and punching someone to death like just pure rage just hitting the guy with his fists screaming without knowing. it hurts but at the height of rage nothing matters and nothing can be felt. when the guy stopped moving and he realized what he did shadow yosuke would appear by his side and whisper in his ear: run.

let my babies have violence tendencies for me

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i hate hyperfixations someone remove my brain