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I know I have been very inactive here, but any help, even sharing, would mean alot.

Can't afford rent and vet bills for december (Help would be greatly appreciated. Ko-Fi in the tags)

I guess most of you don't know me, and I'm also not very active here at the moment, but...

I lost my job in april this year (2024) and have been on the job hunt and in a bad mental headspace since then since the same month also my best friend lost her battle to cancer.

I get help from the state, but it is not much and I've been in a constant struggle for months now and just lost the ability to go into minus on my bank account.

I already couldn't pay rent in october and just had to pay it back because I didn't get more time from my landlady for it.

And now I can't pay rent for december, and I also got vet bills coming up because Bagira has arthrosis and needs meds, and Jim needs an xray because he most likely also developed arthrosis. I have a pet insurance, but I need to pay out of pocket and then *maybe* get it all back.

I just don't know what to do anymore. I am at the end of my means, and at a total loss of what to do.

If you could help me, even with just sharing this, it would mean so much to me...

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And if she posts it somewhere it will be tagged as # my favorite season is the fall of the patriarchy 🍂

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Twilight, New Moon (2009)

dir Chris Weitz

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Caius x Human!Reader.(Random Headcanons)

Will definitely have a castle as a house.

Very particular with the interior. When you come along, though, he would surely have your taste incorporated.

Busy Vampire.

I feel like he *would* help with some chores. You have maids/butlers most of the time doing all the housework, but other times, he just wants the two of you alone.

Takes anger management classes after realizing how much it could hurt you. No, no one else will be told about this.

 Sometimes, you can find him lounging around random spots reading a book. 

He will NOT watch tv. 

A little traditional. 

Loves cuddling with you before you go to sleep. 

Has a really difficult time making time for you and the duties he has as a Volturi  member.

Caius really hates being away from you for too long.

Letters and surprises are sent to you if you can not join him.

Dedicates a whole rose (or whatever your favorite flower is) garden to you. 

Has paintings of you and him all over. 

Caius lets you have freedom. He is very confident in the guards and his ability to keep Aro’s bad ideas from having another Didyme incident.

Though has a guard with you at all times. 

Hires a private designer for you. 

Likes to write.

At night he likes to take long strolls around the estate, if you join him he will give you his robe, gently holds your hand and tells you tales about his childhood.Though sometimes he prefers the comfortable silence with you.

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Happy birthday, Bella! ❤️

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Fontainebleau State Park, Mandeville, Louisiana by Lana Gramlich

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I would love a workplace mockumentary about what it's like working for the Volturi. I'm picturing it as like Parks & Rec/The Office meets What We Do In the Shadows and I think it would be SO much fun.

Just, daily life hanging around Volterra, gossiping around whatever passes for the water cooler (the latest secretary they just killed and drained? Idk), petty workplace rivalries. How to manage your theoretically three bosses (Aro, Marcus and Caius) with wildly different temperaments and management styles.

What are the benefits like? Do they get vacation days? Are they unionized? Are they paid at all? What do they do in their downtime? Do they go out after work for drinks and karaoke? Who's the co-worker who always has one last question when a meeting was just about to wrap up?

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they are really fuckin these snails up

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shoes

rosalie: a variety of heels so pointy she could kill a man.

emmett: air jordans. and crocs, to torment alice.

alice: hundreds of pairs that she never wears more than once.

jasper: cowboy boots

esme: sensible flats, classy pumps, and comfy work boots for her renovation projects.

carlisle: loafers, sneakers, baseball cleats, and one pair of old timey knee-high riding boots he keeps because esme thinks they’re sexy.

edward: he’s soleless :(

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jasper & alice

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we👏do👏not👏need👏another👏twilight👏adaptation👏we👏need👏sm*yer👏to👏pay👏reperations👏to👏the👏quileute👏

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“And Carlisle, he dreams in the day, in the monotony of sleepless existence, of his father, again and again, like he’s a boy, clutching his coven, the family he made with blood and bone, like dolls between sweaty knuckles. He dreams of words, him mouthing, ‘Look what I have made, look what my love made, look at my children. My son.’ And in every dream that is not truly a dream, his father stares back, hard eyes that match his own, sneering, about filth and sin and monstrosity. He’s back in the sewers then, covered in rot. Rotting, again and again.” -ac

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Beau has to dress like Sam Winchester

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autism is living by vampire rules. light sensitivity. eating the wrong food makes you want to die. need to be explicitly invited places. weird sleep schedule. eating the same thing every time. specific rituals and routines. burst into flames at the sight of a crucifix. etc.

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"She looked pale, mysterious, like a lily, drowned, under water."

- Virginia Woolf, Mrs Dalloway