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Magulo, nagtatalo ang Puso at Isipan ko.

Ayoko na munang isipin pa, Nahuhulog, ngunit handa na bang talaga? Gusto ko s'ya ngunit sapat ba? Maaring bukas maiba, baka bukas wala na. Hindi ko na alam, baka sa araw na umamin na, Sa dulo maglalakad akong mag-isa, Hangarin lang naman ay ikaw ay makasama, Sa gabi, magsilbing liwanag, aking sinta. At sa oras na ito'y iyong makita, Sana nga'y tayo na...

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Paano kung nahuhulog na pala ako... Handa na ba ang puso kong muling masaktan? Pipilitin ko, sayo'y 'di magkagusto... Baka sakaling, tadhana na ang gumawa ng paraan.

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Glad that she's not using #tumblr and I can shout all my feelings without her knowing. I'm not being coward, she's the girl I can't lose, so being her friend is okay, and forever be fine.

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Instead of think outside the box, Why not think like there's no box?

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BULLSHITTERY HAPPENING TO ME.

With my current state of mind, and status of my heart, does it really matter if I fall in love again? But I am too afraid, I’m unsure of what it is. I am afraid that it is not love, an emotional attachment instead. Or maybe I am just so lonely right now so, I’m looking for someonelse’s love.

Am I that bad, or that worst?

Is it normal? Or is it for good.

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And if I will be inlove again, then I’ll make sure I will never commit the same mistake.

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And then we are sitting to each other, As the time fly so fast And I can't catch up And before I did It is all over, and you're inlove With someone else.

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Hear me, I need it. I am lost, I can feel it.

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And I'm lost and can't be found right now. Everything seems so wrong and I can't even figure it why. The only thing I know right know is... I'm fucking tired of this BS, and I feel so paralyzed.

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I hope both of us have it's own wing, so we can fly together., side-by-side

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The Night I was Dreaming and I saw this message.

Becareful on what you feel and what you thought you are feeling. It might bring you to the same place you had, a place where you were so lonely and sad. A place where there is no air, can't breathe, no light, you can't see. No hope, all gone. And the only thing stayed is you with broken heart.

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I'm afraid of what I am feeling right now. The last thing I know was I jad a hard time to move on from someone I loved and unreciprocated. I mourn for so long. Then one morning, I am happy again. And it feels great. Talk to them, a lot of things, making jokes about my past, etc etc. But there is one particular girl that I admire for so long. We talk everyday, share storie etc etc. But I am afraid of everyting. Not because I might get heartbroken again but I dont know if this is love or simply an emotional attachment. Ahhhh

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I was broken, jaded, confused and lost. But I managed to find my way out away from it. After several months of mourning, I am finally free from the ghost my past given to me.