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my chappell roan inspired look

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sometimes i just want to die

genuinely i just dont wanna do this shit anymore

its not a fun feeling to battle anymore.

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WINTER I am the greyellow sky before snow, I am the black bark of naked trees, I am the white cold that takes your breath away. I am harsh, beautiful, timeless. I do not purify by fire but by ice.

Sidewalk poem, Sioux Falls, South Dakota

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glowbirth 1

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raw self

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© mantodeadream

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shake the disease

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2024 ice + snow storm

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can you hold me just one more time

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file under: the cutest fuckin holler i ever did see

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Mulholland Drive, 1951.

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What if I chase the dream and it fails? I asked.

Maybe the more important question is - who do I become when I stop chasing my dreams? he answered.

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honestly if i could exist without the words in my head

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its hard to explain to someone why everything is okay and you still want to die

that ur brain cant manage being okay

idk what that even means to be happy

i never had happiness or an easy life in anyway until lately and its not right to me and idk its odd

i wanna die but its hard to explain that

so i dont explain shit

because honestly im not going to die or do anything

its just hard to live this way mentally