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lure

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There's SUCH THING as a transgender child. Who has the guts to repost this?

Submitted by @ahumanperson114

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Good mythical morning 

how is everyone?

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I feel like I’m going to try being a kinnie again, because it helped me cope a lot so.

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WHAT AM I DOING I NEED TO WORK

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Block the #biteandscratchvent tag if you get triggered by caps and yelling. It’s my tantrum tag. I don’t do it a lot and usually my vents are normal, but i’m a bit dependent on attention and if no one replies I sometimes go into freak out mode. I say shitty stuff I don’t mean and yell a lot. That’s why theres a seperate tag for it. I really don’t mean what I say, I just need to get it out and I can’t safely do it in real life.

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Yeah idk whats going on but i dont care as of right now. No matter what, I still like learning about trauma and plurality so, yeah.

How's everyone doing.

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Somethings wrong I just don't know what

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Maybe im just kinning again

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God Ive tried all week to eat as healthy as possible but i keep going over my calorie limit. I use ww, and I have 28 points a day. I had oatmeal worth 5 for breakfast, a veggie bowl thing worth 0, and a lettuce wrap for 5... the sauce i had for my wrap and the sour cream I had with my dinner were worth as much as a meal (4 each). i didn't even eat a tortilla with my "taco" and I went past my calorie limit im so fuckxiisng DONE... why is it always the sauce ughh

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(vent) i thought i was in a system but i have my doubts because it seems like no one fronts. i feel bad because i think im unintentionally faking or confusing what i think is plurality with something else. i think i just feel like it would be better or easier to suffer with others than to suffer alone and so i subconsciously make people up. i swear im not faking purposely or for attention, it just happens. and i feel bad because i talk about it and i think im lying to my friends. i dont mean to but i do, but it happens. (im a compulsive liar too, but this has gotten to the point where i dont know if im just lying so much that i dont even know whats real, or if im actually in a system)

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no.

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this

actually autistic culture is to prefer people to hate you rather than like you just to avoid ending up being diappointed and because your social skills suck and having friends is confusing as fuck lol

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Actually autistic culture is having a favorite stim involving your breast but being ashamed of it to the points of meltdowns even when you’re alone because you feel so sexualized and judged

even when you’re alone

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Autistic culture is getting a haircut, the smallest detail is not how you thought is was going to be and that leading to a stressful overstimulated episode, knowing that you'll love It in a couple of days

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autistic culture is literally JUST realizing what your special interest is even tho its been your special interest for over 7 years

(my SI is percy jackson :D )

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