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colors of the sky.

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when sally rooney wrote “and it was easier and safer to stay in a bad situation than to take responsibility for getting out. Maybe, maybe. I don’t know. I tell myself that I want to live a happy life, and that the circumstances for happiness just haven’t arisen. But what if that’s not true? What if I’m the one who can’t let myself be happy? Because I’m scared, or I prefer to wallow in self-pity, or I don’t believe I deserve good things, or some other reason. Whenever something good happens to me I always find myself thinking: I wonder how long it will be until this turns out badly. And I almost want the worst to happen sooner, sooner rather than later, and if possible straight away, so at least I don’t have to feel anxious about it anymore.” in beautiful world where are you, i felt that

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to love someone is firstly to confess: i'm prepared to be devastated by you. by A History of My Brief Body by Billy-Ray Belcourt

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Unconditional love isn't a free pass to hurt me.

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i’m a very observant person, so if you think i didn’t notice, i did. i just decided to keep quiet.

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I don't even get mad. i just get really quiet. what's the point of talking to them and you try to communicate something that bothers you and they act like they didn’t hear you or respect your feelings enough to take it into consideration.

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Image with kind permission from Joan Chan - Go Comics.

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Just between us, do you remember it all too well?

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rays of sunlight in the early morning forest

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Sapa, Vietnam

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the moon is a loyal companion

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“Sometimes we have to travel to unknown places to find things we didn’t know we’d lost, and to repair parts of us we didn’t know were broken.”

— Holly Renee Miller