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ooc. kaiki is so funny to me. it's not as apparent in the anime but in the novel he does one thing and then scrambles to mentally justify said action for a full paragraph if not more. and he does this with almost everything he does & say.

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ooc. hii im still alive. i meant to resume activities on this blog as soon as my winter break started like a week ago but then i received a news that got me in such a bad mood that my brain stopped working lol. but i do want to get back into writing so here i am.

anyway i'm thinking of reworking/condensing my muse list, and maybeeee moving tatsuma here bc he was originally meant to be part of this blog.

also!!! i've been reading a bunch of light novels including the koimonogatari/hitagi end arc novel, so i might add kaiki into the roster.

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May Sarton, The House by the Sea

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[text, 2:30am] and why would my perspective not matter huh??? [text, 2:36am] yeah right. [text, 2:38am] uhh we were talking about how suzu's doing at school, and then at some point he said that she's looking more and more like mom as she gets older before going real quiet. [text, 2:39am] after a minute i realized it's because he's crying. [text, 2:39am] so like i get where he's coming from but i also don't know how to respond to that. [text, 2:40am] or if he'd even remember anything when he wakes up. [text, 2:40am] so i just started taking sips from his glass instead :P [text, 2:41am] what the. why would you even trust a 6y.o to do your chores. [text, 2:41am] 10-11y.o i get, but 6??? they're so small, what can they even do. [text, 2:42am] huh. let me know if he does actually drop it.

[text, 2:29am] if you’re the one saying it, it doesn’t count. can you read minds?? [text, 2:35am] maybe you leave more of a lasting impression than you think. [text, 2:37am] what got him crying? like did he start crying out of nowhere or was he talking? [text, 2:37am] not exactly “parent of the year” behavior but maybe he needed that moment more than he’d ever admit. still not your responsibility tho. [text, 2:38am] how young are we talking here? bc my brother used to bribe me to clean his room when i was like, 6. [text, 2:39am] are you saying this conversation isn’t the highlight of your night? wow. [text, 2:40am] anyway i just know i'm not getting any sleep so i’m watching this infomercial for world's flimsiest okonomiyaki flipper and waiting for the demo guy to drop the whole thing.

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not me writing about kusakabe feeling like he didn't leave a strong enough impression to his classmates for them to still be thinking about him post graduation while also hc'ing that he actually had a few people crushing on him during middle school that he just never noticed.

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[text, 2:25am] no i mean. like. remember as in having a strong impression. or shared memories. that kinda stuff.

[text, 2:25am] i'm not being dramatic i'm saying it because i myself don't think i really had any with them.

[text, 2:26am] well i got to swipe a glass of liquor for myself, so i considered us even.

[text, 2:26am] like the only reason i got to drink was because he was too busy crying AND trying to hide that he's crying.

[text, 2:27am] hah?? of course not. they're mainly younger kids.

[text, 2:27am] it's almost half past 2 already is there even still a point to this discussion...

[text, 2:21am] oh, no, you’re right, who even are you again? atsuya… kusa… whatever. total blank. i already forgot you existed. tragic. :(

[text, 2:22am] you're a very dramatic man. what do you even mean no one will remember you??

[text, 2:23am] i guess that beats the other drunk types but a mellow drunk who cries is still not great. you’re too chill about this, and now i have to be mad on your behalf. like, where’s your break? if i could teleport, i’d do your chores just so you could nap, but alas, my powers are limited.

[text, 2:24am] can’t you bribe someone at the dojo to clean for you? siblings used to pull that on me all the time.

[text, 2:25am] i mean yeah, you're going to be grumpy either way because that's like your whole brand. but at least 2am grumpy is less soul-crushing.

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jjk verse hareluya would def be very intrigued by new shadow style and the simple domain... but would also insist on doing it with his metal bat.

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“you sureee?” he asks, tone clearly conveying just how much he doubts the man. “aren't you like, almost my pop's age? just go take that nap if you need it, man. we got it handled here.” (he is, of course, fully ignoring both that his father is fit and strong—almost scarily so—for his age, and that the manager is definitely nowhere near his father's age.)

everyone's favorite driving stress ball ( accepting ) — @tsuiokuno

"I— I'm okay, really." Both hands are lifted in surrender? Reassurance? Defensiveness? Ijichi's not quite sure, but the overwhelming need to downplay the shortened recovery time has him resist any suggestion to rest.

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atsuya raises an eyebrow in amusement while simultaneously ignoring the warmth creeping up his neck at higuruma's forwardness. he takes something from his coat pocket before tossing it to the other — his spare lollipop.

“well, i'm still on the clock, so you have to settle for this for now.”

open — mutuals only

“You look so biteable today.” Swear he's trying his best to curb the urges ( he's gone through two pencils already ), but clearly — he's failing.

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its my god given bisexual right to be dramatic

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for sister purchase the zine here amrit brar, 2016 instagram | website

a little perzine i made about my sister that is up on my shop!

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starter call for my other primary muses (youji / tatsuru / gwen / shimada / hibino / schönkopf / edogen).

just something short, one liner or 1 paragraph max. pls specify muses or it'll be my choice.

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starter call for kusakabe specifically.

just something short, one liner or 1 paragraph max. if you're a multi pls specify muse.

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“yeah, i bet that's ingrained in her by this point,” atsuya has never actively pried into her background, he simply does not dismiss anything she's willing to tell him, and to her credit, she's not ashamed to talk about her situation. as the eldest child of a family that struggles financially, she must have grown up telling herself to not be a burden—meaning: don't make a fuss, don't ask for unnecessary things, put others before yourself, et cetera. “and it doesn't help that she's surrounded by people with big, strong personalities,” he continues, with a few kids in particular coming to mind.

he makes a face at utahime's suggestion, though in actuality it's just to hide his embarrassment. “what teenage girl would be happy about being visited by some old man? especially when she already has a teacher like you.”

She'd be flattered he remembered what she likes to drink, if she wasn't sure most people knew her deep appreciation for beer. Still, it's nice. He doesn't have to do that. “She's still fighting her insecurities," Miwa's sweet, smiling face paints itself across her thoughts as she studies the menu, rattling offer her order to the waiter with a quite thank you, then turning back to Kusakabe. Utahime sighs. "I fear she lets herself fade into the background to make room for everyone else... You should come up some time, I know she'd enjoy it."

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ooc. i gettt that most intl fans back then likely had no access to it, or there are ppl who just don't care, but fanon youji being queerphobic makes me so sad if not actively angry (bc some of the depiction in older fics especially is. hm. real bad) because youji canonically flirted with and kissed a trans woman in one of the audio dramas.

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“ it's not military might and ideology that moves people — it's profit. ”

( sakamoto tatsuma of gintama. private / selective / mutual only. crossover & oc friendly. 18+ only. as loved by rizu. )