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chat should i. should i redownload genshin after three years for columbina.

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does anyone know sweet, gentle-sounding, nostalgic songs that will make you cry out of feels like:

You're Gonna Go Far by Noah Kahan

Graceland Too by Phoebe Bridgers

Scott Street by Phoebe Bridgers

Light by Sleeping At Last

Bloom by The Paper Kites

Fable by Gigi Perez

A World Alone by Lorde

Ribs by Lorde

Vienna by Billy Joel

Clocks by Coldplay

The Wisp Sings by Winter Aid

the lakes by Taylor Swift

I Will Follow You Into The Dark by Death Cab for Cutie

Buzzcut Season by Lorde

Saturn by Sleeping At Last

Abstract(Psychopomp) by Hozier

The Great War by Taylor Swift

The Story by Conan Gray

Meteor Shower by Cavetown

not a lot, just forever by Adrianne Lenker

She by dodie

do you understand me. please it's my favorite genre any song at all that you think could fit would be lovely!

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im really tired so this will be incoherent but. does anyone know any good spn fics where hunting is revealed to the public and then cool drama ensues? im not picky, literally anything that falls into this category would be great, or even just if you yourself have ideas! im just. getting super hyperfixated on this specifically. especially if you imagine stanford era sam or teenchesters... the brainworms... the plot...

one i know about is https://archiveofourown.org/works/31180031/chapters/77059328 and i've heard of "on your guard" bt theproblematique on ao3 but i haven't read it yet.

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I was kind of a lonely kid, Dean.

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reading atlas six rn (dont spoil yet plz im almost done but i havent gotten to the last part) and by far the most hilarious thing in the book is parisa and callum basically calling tristan a bottom all the time

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Sam hunting at Stanford. Wiping blood and gasoline on a stained hoodie. Monday mornings spent trying to explain away his black eye. Doing homework on the bus ride back from the hunt. Sitting in lecture with fresh, self-done stitches barely hidden by his worn out shirt. Knives under his mattress and a crucifix in his pocket. Dirt under his nails and ash in his hair. Catching a glimpse of a black car while leaving the cemetery. Unsure if his heart is pounding from fear or excitement. The indescribable feeling of being good at something you hate. Wanting so badly to be normal but being unable to ignore the truth. Knowing that no matter how far you run your past will always be part of you.

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cas being canonically called a pretty boy angel like yes he is the prettiest most handsome angel do you get it !!!!!!

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anaxa is lowkey the realest bitch on amphoreus bc he found out he was dying and the last thing he did was make a bunch of people mad by saying "I WAS RIGHT!!! YOU WERE ALL WRONG AND I WAS RIGHT!!!"

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honestly lighting and thunder is some of the most fantasy-type shit to ever happen to this world. wdym instakill bolts may occasionally randomly come down on the sky, accompanied by a dramatic soundtrack, and one of our only hopes for knowing where they may strike is essentially the oracles in the tower whose job is just see the future based on patterns. like who came up with that.

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how has nobdy edited kevinsu to too sweet by hozier?!

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Do you think Anaxa is the way that he is because he didn't have a Kevin to befriend when he was in school like Su did?

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a collection of potential symbols and references that could be used for anaxa

what hours of research does to a person...this list is mainly laying out some of the potential symbols and references ive both noticed and would like to see connected to anaxa. a lot of these are based in either alchemy or his design. a lot of these are also kind of based on vibes but hey! what works works.. [no leaks mentioned]

Kabbalah, the Tree of Life

okay this is an Intense one to start with but it's the one taking space in my brain the most because. okay kabbalah is heavily associated with alchemy and the likes and anaxa has So Many references to how Kabbalah is visualized on his design

like. you look at this and yeah sure maybe it's just a general reference to alchemy but some of the circles have. text ? on them? and the fact kabbalah is called the tree of life and i guarantee you trees will be important to anaxa trust me on this

the grove also seems to be architecturally use the same shapes im just gonna note that

1b. this specific planetary style arrangement

okay yes it does bear resemblance to how kabbalah is arranged but it's different enough for me so thats why im separating the two but i want to point out how this is a graphic not seen often within the game and the only other times we see anything similar are with fu xuan's kit OR in the vortex of genesis (and fu xuan has ties to erudition)

the planetary array style of the hsr map resembles the pattern on the cracked glass behind anaxa. it also bears resemblance to some other hoyo games

in this video ashikai shows the symbols for a skill badge from hg2 and the alchemy table in genshin. alchemy table. specifically look at the vortex of genesis map actually. the similarities are so close it's driving me insane

even without the similarities to other games the fact fu xuan's kit is one of the only other places i can think of where this kind of symbolism is seen within the game is very interesting to me

3. philosopher's stone (magnum opus)

the philosopher's stone is described as red so the red crystals and accents in anaxa's design could very well be a reference to that (also the symbol on his left sleeve reminds me of the symbol that represents the philosopher's stone. the symbol that represents him in his as ive written. or it could be a reference to the relic screen bg but. not going down that rabbit hole just yet)

4. tarot cards

his card in the as i've written book is very obviously a reference to the hanged man tarot card but he potentially could have references to at least two other tarot cards (i'll further elaborate odin and the hanged man next just wait)

he is referred to both as the fool (mostly in promotional content) and as a magician (by mem) and those corresponding cards (esp the magician) fit him very well

5. odin and yggdrasil

one interpretation of the hanged man tarot card is that it depicts odin hanging from the world tree irminsul. odin, very famously, is missing an eye (and a hand but anaxa currently still holds all four limbs for now) because he sacrificed it for knowledge of the runes

anaxa, very notably, is missing an eye. and anaxa seems to have a history of constant willingness to sacrifice his own soul

honorable mention to the real life anaxagoras (because if i added everything from all that i would be here all day) and his ideas of nous (oh how i sincerely believe anaxa knows of the aeon nous) because i want to wait just a little bit longer before i start breaking down the fragments in relation to anaxa

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(kinda hsr leaks mention?? dont proceed if you dont wanna see!)

so. hear me out on this one. amphoreus is named after pandora's amphora, which is like a jar. its a vessel for storing things, in this case diseases and bad feelings, right.

so anaxa seems to be made of porcelain. he's clearly storing... something in his body. he's a vessel for it. like. like pandora's jar.

im not coherent and very sleepy but do you understand what im saying

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thinking about this conversation between kevin and su from chapter 31, while they're in the HoC, and the "amphoreus is a simulation/elysian realm situation/time loop + anaxa is the only one Aware" theory again.

su and kevin are aware that the other is Aware in the HoC, while pardofelis is "seemingly" not. (i say "seemingly" because vill-v confronts her about it later, and pardo tries to dodge the questions she's being asked)

not to mention, the storyline mission title for this part of the ch31 is titled "trailblazer" and the objective is to battle the herrscher of corruption, which, mind you, it literally took form as ely for a good while, just with a different color scheme

adding a line now because. i start to talk a LOT and this gets pretty lengthy

kevin is the damn same in every universe. phainon IS indeed a prisoner of his past (would not be surprised if the primordial one/phanes in genshin is too . cuz come on now)

the context for this line is that the HoC was showing scenes of the catastrophe that happened in nagazora (where kevMEIsu attended high school together). su had noticed it shortly after he noticed kevin staring into the distance at it; kevin told him that it was showing them scenes of his past, thus leading us to this narrator line

considering one of the 3 paths amphoreus has is remembrance, then perhaps we'll see phainon's memories of aedes elysiae through something similar. (which would fuck me up. to be honest)

ELY......... ELYSIAAAAA......... CYRENEEEEE....

okay. obviously, the cyrene we've seen in the game CGs and teasers/trailers thus far is her from when her and phainon were younger. and because she's deeeeaaadddd???????? then you likely understand why we haven't seen her older self

the sword piercing through her chest looks very similar to the flame reaver's, as many have theorized already. and the flame reaver has been theorized to be phainon as well. so many people think that flame reaver phainon straight up killed her

however. considering this is elysia. elysia, who sacrificed herself for the sake of humanity, because she loved humanity so much. have we never thought that cyrene may have sacrificed herself in some way?????

bringing me back to the time loop theory/thought i had...

amphoreus is in a time loop; the prophecy of amphoreus being destroyed and coming to an end has already happened many many times. the flame reaver has managed to destroy almost every timeline it has, and he will continue to do so until not a single timeline remains.

"may this world never have need for a deliverer"

perhaps she says that in hopes the flame reaver will not come to destroy the peace in that timeline. however, it happens again and again. she's sacrificed herself and died so many times, witnessing and will continue to witness all that she loves come to an end.

again, like i said in my time loop thought post, perhaps the only way to rid amphoreus of the impending doom is with us showing up and finally being able to change things within the timelines, since we are an outside factor, not originally part of the timeline

anaxa is a walking, rotting corpse, being kept alive by some divine power or sheer will. what if his body is from a previous timeline, and his consciousness and memories are the same from said timeline.

he was seen holding oronyx's coreflame, plus he currently inhabits the coreflame of reason (though not a demigod yet). reason & time........ being Aware.......... okay man.

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the heretic

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Ah yes, my favorite magical girl