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A small update.

It is plain obvious that they read my psa, and instead of just leaving it be, they tried to find other methods of continue coming onto this blog through another proxy - one where you can easily change the settings so that you’re shown with an IP address from another country. 

Honestly - just leave me alone.

psa;;

Alright, I think it’s time for me to make a small announcement. (For people who aren’t interested in the whole story, feel free to ignore the part under the read more.)

I’ve been busy these past few weeks with moving my current blog to a new one between balancing my work and a few other chores back home, as well as a few replies here and there because I don’t want to make my partners wait too long. The new blog is still in the process of being set up, but I think I should be able to finish all the work by the end of this month before completely moving over there. So if you’re interested in my new blog, feel free to either like this post or drop me an ask, because for reasons that will be listed down under the read more, I won’t post it here anywhere. 

Thanks for understanding.

Keep reading

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psa;;

Alright, I think it’s time for me to make a small announcement. (For people who aren’t interested in the whole story, feel free to ignore the part under the read more.)

I’ve been busy these past few weeks with moving my current blog to a new one between balancing my work and a few other chores back home, as well as a few replies here and there because I don’t want to make my partners wait too long. The new blog is still in the process of being set up, but I think I should be able to finish all the work by the end of this month before completely moving over there. So if you’re interested in my new blog, feel free to either like this post or drop me an ask, because for reasons that will be listed down under the read more, I won’t post it here anywhere. 

Thanks for understanding.

Keep reading

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        “– and he’s not anti-Strains. I still don’t understand how           any of you managed to work here with this kind of boss.          The stuff the others told me about him… makes me shud-          der, really.”     He was actually glad he hadn’t applied earlier already, even     though he had wanted to. Working under the previous own-     er of the cafe didn’t sound like something he’s have liked to     do, according to the rest of the kitchen staff and a thing or     two Hajime had told him.         “Careful there, doggy. You’re not the only one with sharp          teeth. You know girls fawn over vampires a lot more than          they do about smelly werewolves?”     Still only jesting, Ren laughed a little deviously, but mainly     in amusement.          “Heartbreak… ugh, tell me about it. Though I guess it’s a          lot worse when you’re actually in love with someone, and          not just majorly crushing. Nobody said anything about gi-          ving up… it’s just a little depressing sometimes, you know?          I mean, you’re engaged, Hajime is too, Kakeru and Wataru          have someone, as well, and I’m pretty sure there’s someth-          ing along those lines going on with aniki right now, too. Wa-          tching is never fun.”

     ”Exactly.”

It was rather obvious that they all preferred their current boss, and Yamato couldn’t help but look a tad bit amused at how neither of them seem to miss the elderly man who ended up never finding out that he actually only hired Strains in the end. He could definitely understand where Ren was coming from with those words, and if it weren’t for the fact that he had been in need of this job and all, the butterfly most likely wouldn’t have applied at this place, either. In the end, he stayed mainly because of his coworkers. 

“Well, as bad as it was, it’s positive to see how much nicer this place has become since Shigeru-san took over, don’t you think? Not to mention that the previous boss wasn’t even able to find out that he was actually surrounded by Strains. Or he did know unconsciously and left as a result, who knows.”

Raising a mere brow at the patissier’s jesting comment, Yamato let out something that sounded oddly familiar to a failed growl, before simply deciding to drop that subject for now. 

“Ah yes, I completely agree - I know that from experience, as hard as it might be to believe now.” He hummed softly. “Well, those things need time, and sometimes, the timing is just bad like in your case now, but... just remember that those things happen when you least expect it.” Another gentle pat followed suit. “How about spending some time with people who aren’t in a relationship then? Maybe that makes it a bit easier for you to not think about how depressing all of this is.”

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『 ren 』:

        “But I’m a patissier, not a waiter. It wouldn’t feel right to do          anything but what I love so much.” He chuckled. “Was that          a subtle compliment? I’ll do my best not to make anyone          faint, though. I’ve a feeling Miyashita-san wouldn’t be ve-          ry happy about it.”     As Yamato continued to speak, Ren busied himself with sort-     ing the cupcakes left into a small box – as soon as he was do-     ne at the cafe, he was going to stop by at Rei’s to give him the     baked goods, as he did so often when he made these little sa-     mples.         “A werewolf, huh… not bad, not bad. But that makes us ene-          mies. Careful~”     Ren was merely jesting, obvious by the wide, toothy grin on his     face. However, it soon vanished, and got replaced by a smaller     smile.         “…not sure. So far, I didn’t consider any of the people I dat-          ed ideal, actually… appearance-wise, sure, but other than          that… so I don’t really know what my ideal person would          be like. As long as they’re not an ass and only date me to          use me, I guess I’d be able to arrange myself with anyone,          really.”

"Then that means you’re doing a good job for both occupations, so be proud of that,” Yamato retorted with a snicker as he leaned back slightly, arms crossed in front of his chest as he observed the younger male with a grin on his lips. “Mhh, well, that doesn’t change the fact that I get the feeling that Shigeru-san is less strict about everything than the previous owner. And he’s definitely more sympathetic.” 

At the patissier’s next comment, the shapeshifter couldn’t help but release a snort, one brow raised in amusement as he showed his teeth. “Hee~ well let’s see whether we get to amuse the customers like this then. It would be something different, that’s for sure~”

Without a second thought, Yamato had reached out once again to gently pat his coworker’s head. “Well, it rarely happens that people met their ideal boyfriend or girlfriend at once, and while it does lead to heartbreak here and there, it also makes us stronger, and we gain experience through that. So don’t give up just yet, hm? You’re still young, after all. ”

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『 ren 』:

        “Of course I am~! It wouldn’t be fun if only you butlers got to           wear costumes and everyone else was just wearing their no-          rmal work clothing, or not? It would totally ruin the mood.”     Not that he expected to have time to actually show off his cost-     ume, not only because he already knew he was going to be sw-     amped with work, but also because he was going to have to we-     ar some sort of protective clothing above it, anyhow – flour or     powdered sugar on black fabric was a formula for sheer disa-     ster, after all.         “But yeah, I’ll be a vampire – cliche, I know, but I’ll work it.          No idea about Reiki, though… you might have to ask him yo-          urself. What are you going to be?”     He propped one arm up on the table before him to balance his     cheek in his palm.         “Man, I’m so jealous… but that’s good to hear. So you had          fun?”

”Maybe you should have applied as a butler then?” the butterfly mused, though he had to admit that the other had a point there. “I bet the people will be squealing when they find out that the kitchen staff is that good-looking as well. Careful, or you might make a customer or two faint~”

Seeing that things were bound to get busy especially during theme weeks, Yamato wouldn’t be surprised if the patissier might end up bring some food to the customer himself when the butlers were all occupied with orders and drinks. And, judging by his coworker’s characters, he had no doubted that the other would fit right into the mood. 

“Ah... I’ll pass. The two of us don’t seem to be getting along that well, so I’ll just let myself get surprised, I guess.” Not that it would pose such a problem, because they would most likely end up having a shift or two at around the same time. “I’m a werewolf. I’m mainly here to pick up my costume, so no idea how it even looks. It’s gonna be fun though~”

The Golden Clansman blinked slightly at the next words, before allowing his own lips to relax into a small smile. “Hey, I’m sure that you’ll find the right person for yourself as well - and then the two of you can go on vacation together as well.” Without thinking much on it, he gently patted the other’s head some. “What kind of person is your ideal type anyway? Like, character-wise and all.”

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『 ren 』:

        “I’ll stick to this recipe, then, I think. Hajime seemed pretty          enthusiastic earlier, too, even though he said he doesn’t           even like pumpkins that much. Ironic, considering his cos-          tume…”     He took the other half of the cupcake to eat it, himself, obv-     iously delighted, too. But it was always good to ask for multi-     ple opinions – he would probably pester Shuichiro with this,     too, just to hear the verdict of a professional.         “Anyways – how was Germany?”

The butterfly snorted at that comment. “Well, can’t deny the fact that the pumpkin costume definitely suits him. I heard you are dressing up as well? How did negations go with our megane? Is he dressing up as well?” The last thing he knew was Kenta refusing each and any costume suggestions they all came up with. 

As the conversation shifted to Germany, the Usagi’s expression immediately brightened. “Germany was great. The weather was a bit colder than here, but I think my fiance enjoyed the time over there a lot - similar to me when I went to Seoul with him last year.”

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『 ren 』:

        “As long as you keep it a secret, it’ll be fine.”     He simply played along, though still in the driest and most sarc-     astic voice he could muster. The patissier then leaned in again     to watch Yamato closely, and nodded after every point the other     listed. It all sounded rather satisfying so far.         “So the icing’s alright like this? I wasn’t sure which flavor was         better… I wouldn’t want the pumpkin-y taste to be drowned         underneath a layer of sweet, after all.”

”We’ll see about that then.”

Humming softly, the butterfly quietly listened to the other’s words, even finding himself nodding a few times in between. “Yeah, it’s a good thing that you put so much focus on the taste of pumpkins. Tuning down the sugar was definitely a good choice. I mean, pumpkins already have a sweetness themselves, and it would be a pity if you couldn’t taste it in the end.” He had finished his half already, looking more than pleased with his coworker’s work.

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『 ren 』:

        “Look who’s talking.”     Ren deadpanned for a moment, but soon enough, excitement     infused his mien again as he watched Yamato bite into the cup-     cake’s half. In jest, he leaned back a little, one hand pressing     against his chest as if he was shocked to hear that comment.     His response, however, was delivered in the driest of tones.         “Oh my god, really? What a scandal.”

”Yep, the biggest one yet happening in this cafe - careful that Shigeru-san doesn’t find out~”

Chuckling softly, the Strain took another bite, expression finally turning serious as he carefully savoured the flavour on his tongue. “Mhh, the dough if fluffy, which makes it easy to swallow the cake, and despite the huge amount of frosting on it, I think it’s a good thing that you didn’t overdo it with the sugar.” He swallowed. “Mhh, but yes, very pumpkin-flavoured, but nothing over the top, so I think iti’s really good.” He took another bite.

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『 ren 』:

        “Jetlag? More like banging your fiance all night long, probably.          But that’s none of my business.”     He grabbed a knife to cut one of the cupcakes in half, then shov-     ed the plate even closer towards Yamato with an encouraging gr-     in.         “Take a bite. I want your opinion.”

”Don’t talk about things that’s none of your business then, you little shit.”

A small sigh escaped him, and as tempted as he was to just flick the patissier’s nose, he didn’t. Instead, he took another look at the insides of the cupcake before finally grabbing a half to take a bite. “Mhh... very pumpkin-flavoured...” Yamato please.

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『 ren 』:

        “…you know, you could at least pretend to laugh. I put          all my effort into baking these AND into thinking up a          witty thing to say. Killjoy.”

Snorts quietly. “Sorry, Ren, but I’ll be slow for the rest of the week. Just blame it on the jetlag~” That totally didn’t sound like an excuse. And yet, he carefully picked up one of the baked goods to take a better look at it. “They look nice though. Definitely fitting for the Halloween theme next week.”

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『 ......dude. 』:

        “Okay, but the actual fun part about,”     he pushes the plate of cupcakes resembling little pumpkins     closer,         “these ones is – wait for it! They’re pumpkin-flavored!!”     Cue jazzhands.

     ”......”

He just stopped by to have a good time and he feels So Offended right now.

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『 beautiful smile ♥ 』:

♡ courage:

{okitsuba ♥}

It was almost like a miracle that he had been in a relationship with the calli- grapher for a month now, especially given how long they actually needed to  only start talking to each other - or to finally become an item with the youn- ger male in the first place, even though that part was mainly thanks to Oki- moto’s courage in the end. 

Somehow, picking up the Strain after work was something natural by now,  and as always, he would wait at the back entrance with a small smile on his  lips - though today, he made sure to pick up his pre-ordered bouquet of chry- santhemums beforehand. As soon as the other stepped out of the building,  Tsubasa didn’t waste a second to walk up to his beloved with a somewhat  shy smile gracing his lips. 

     “Hey there, my dear,”

he greeted the younger male at once before pressing a few small kisses on- to the other’s forehead first and then straight on the lips, keeping the contact chaste while doing so. 

“This is for you, for our monthsary,” he added while gently placing the flower  bouquet in his boyfriend’s hands. “I… know that I’m not the best when it comes to telling my feelings for you, or taking the initiative, but… I want you to know  that you’re important to me, that the time we get to spend together - no matter how incredibly short it sometimes is - makes my day. Just seeing your smile makes my day better, Okimoto.” He took a deep breath to calm his fast-paced heartbeat as he leaned forward to press their foreheads together. 

“…I love you. More than I’m probably able to show, but I really do. Thanks for feeling the same about me as well, Okimoto, and happy monthsary.” His ex- pression softened - in a way it only would around the blue-haired Strain. “I  look forward to spending lots and lots of more of them in the future. 

               Together with you.”

    Okimoto had been looking forward to seeing Tsubasa even     more than he usually did simply because of the date. Since     he didn’t know a lot about relationship matters, he had talk-     ed to Fumiya about the whole monthsary situation, though     wasn’t sure if Tsubasa would be keen on actually celebra-     ting it in any way. And asking him didn’t seem like an option,     though he knew he should have.     Perhaps that was why he was actually relieved to see that     bouquet in the editor’s hands. It told him he had definitely     remembered the day, and that he wanted to acknowledge     it, also. His words following his kisses affirmed it, which ca-     used for the calligrapher to smile even wider than he had     before. His gaze was practically glued to his boyfriend’s     lips, even though each syllable slipping past them made     his cheeks flush another shade of red darker.     But despite that and the way his heart performed somer-     saults in his chest, Okimoto continued to smile affection-     ately up at the green-haired male. For a moment, how-     ever, he averted his gaze to eye the flowers in his hands     properly, even leaned in to breathe in their scent for a cou-     ple of heartbeats, before he looked up again to lock his     eyes with Tsubasa’s.         “I don’t mind you not being the best at those things. I’m          not any better, am I? And besides… you don’t have to          be good at it. The things you do let me know everything          without you having to say it.”     He leaned up to press a kiss of his own to the corner of     the editor’s mouth. Against the exact same spot, he whis-     pered a sweet, ‘I love you, too,’ after a moment of gather-     ing enough courage to do so. He raised one hand, then,     to place it ever so gently on the back of his boyfriend’s     neck, before connecting their lips into a longer, but still     chaste and tender kiss.

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psa;;

Alright, I think it’s time for me to make a small announcement. (For people who aren’t interested in the whole story, feel free to ignore the part under the read more.)

I’ve been busy these past few weeks with moving my current blog to a new one between balancing my work and a few other chores back home, as well as a few replies here and there because I don’t want to make my partners wait too long. The new blog is still in the process of being set up, but I think I should be able to finish all the work by the end of this month before completely moving over there. So if you’re interested in my new blog, feel free to either like this post or drop me an ask, because for reasons that will be listed down under the read more, I won’t post it here anywhere. 

Thanks for understanding.

Since I joined the K roleplay fandom and literally cut ties with the people I roleplayed before, I’ve been visited by a certain person from Houston, Texas - with the very exact IP address for over a year now. Now, I wouldn’t mind it that much if I didn’t know that one of the roleplayers I used to interact with is from the exact same place, or the fact that they were the one telling me that we should probably stop talking due to several reasons that led to our opinions and view on things drifting apart. 

I’m the kind of person who wants to be left alone by people when they tell me that we should go different ways, and while I do understand the sentiment of still stalking the other person’s blog shortly after the argument (we didn’t part in good ways), I think it’s over the top if you continue doing that even after such a long time - and the thing that makes everything even worse is the fact that they are fully aware of their ip address being blocked on my blog, and yet they use the means of a proxy to continue stalking my blog regularly. Sometimes just to look for the first page, sometimes to check out specific pages and tags.

To be honest, I have no idea what to think of that whole behaviour, except for the fact that it makes me beyond uncomfortable. Calling that person out on it is the last thing I want to do because I don’t want to sink that low - even if that person, in my opinion, doesn’t even deserve that kind of respect anymore, because now, they are even going as far as to visit my friend’s blog through a proxy - even though there is no reason to, but in my opinion, that just proves how they are trying to be sneaky without even realizing that it only makes them even more suspicious.

I never wanted to make something like this public, because I actually believed that this behaviour would eventually stop. And yet, it didn’t - it only seemed to have gotten worse, and I’m done playing nice. Me calling them would be the last straw, and I really do hope that it won’t come to that. To all my followers who took their time to read through this - thank you, I appreciate that you took the time to do so, and I hope that I’ll see you around from my new blog next month at the latest.

-- Jia

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[txt] thanks. [txt] huh, is that so? [txt] maybe we should hook up. [txt] .. [txt] yeah, no, forget it. bad idea. [txt] you'll be fine, too. one day, we'll both be happily married. i'm pretty sure of that.

[txt] Sure thing.

[txt] ...yeah, no, I dunno.

[txt] I mean, how about a bet? If neither of us have found anyone in five years, we can still see whether things work out between us.

[txt] Though I still think we’d be better off as good friends - no offense =u=

[txt] Yes, that’s the ideal situation of course.

[txt] Let’s keep each other up to date if there are some changes, hm?~

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