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I just want to be kissed

To be held

To be touched

I'll take anything from anyone just to break through the feeling of need.

To feel like someone sees me

And says yes

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Seen these signs now tell me how do i get better? How do i stop this?

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Love is when God says to you,

"I have created everything for you"

And you say, " I have left everything for you "

- Rumi

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“I feel unspeakably lonely. And I feel drained. It is a blank state of mind and soul I cannot describe to you as I think it would not make any difference. Also it is a very private feeling I have that of melting into a perpetual nervous breakdown. I am often questioning myself what I further want to do, who I further wish to be; which parts of me, exactly, are still functioning properly. No answers, darling. At all.”

Anne Sexton, A Self-Portrait in Letters

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and when nobody wakes you up in the morning, nobody waits for you at night, when you can do whatever you want; but what do you call it; freedom or loneliness?

– Charles Bukowski

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I will never NOT fear this.

any other aromantic people scared that they’ll be forgotten by their friends. God I hope my friends don’t see this but I’m aroace right, so I can’t fall in love. And I’m afraid of being alone so I hold my friends very dear to me but I’m just afraid (because they’re not aroace) that once they get into relationships, I’ll be tossed aside.

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I do not think i was meant to be here in the first place. It sounds like a 14 year old speaking honestly, but its not wrong.

From the bottom of my worthless heart, I genuinely don’t know if I can survive another year.

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I told my Dad I was "A FUNDAMENTALLY LONELY PERSON" and "I WILL ALWAYS BE ALONE" and he started to cry... (is this autism or am i really alone?)

Fatima Aamer Bilal "Being Unwanted is a Language" / Anna Haifisch / Ruth Madievsky "All-Night Pharmacy" / Jenny Slate / Meggie Royer "For Twenty Year-Olds Who Have Never Been Loved" / Richard Siken "Crush" / ? manga / Marya Hornbacher "Wasted" / Norman Rockwell / Amy Dunne / Marie Alsing / Fiona Apple / Maria Tsvetaeva "On Love" / Haruki Murakami "Norwegian Wood" / Richard Siken / Camille Rankine “Emergency Management” / Caitlin Conlon / @/archbudzar / @/hadodoodles / Anne Carson "Nox"

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These words resonate with me so much. All feelings are one side and this feeling of not wanting to *be* is one side. God how i hate what i feel.

i don't wanna die, i just wanna never have existed in the first place.

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i blog for the girls who don’t recognise the person they see in the mirror

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- on childhood loneliness

@aphexxtween on tiktok/ @mazzystarjpg/ mastermind- taylor swift/ the virgin suicides/ @heavensickness/ if you’re anything like me- taylor swift/ pen15/ @mango-season

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"we need more weird gays" you can't handle aces & aros. you can't handle queer-platonic relationships. you can't handle it/its users. you can't handle neopronouns and xenogenders. you can't handle polyamory.

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😭😭😭 i cant believe i found out like this either...💀💀

Biden dropped out, can you be the next president please

It would never work, I lack the raw sexual energy that Biden had in spades

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Thought my fellow aros would enjoy this meme I made for a group chat conversation