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Im not a woman and i never was, im tired of pretending it doesnt anger me to be missgendered, one day ill be free.
One day someone will love me as i am...i hope.
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Its so late i still have trouble with allowing me to sleep to rest, to have a breath of fresh air, not going to lie, i still hate myself for being different, still eel unlovable but i know im not.
i have so much love to give but time is running out
life is so fucking short
and im just a sinner now u know.
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A "poem" about anger and ressentment towards my abusers lmao.
ANATOMY OF A BORN SINNER
I DONT FEEL SAFE, I NEVER WAS ANYWAYBUT IT´S FINE RIGHT?LEARN TO LIVE WITH ITIT MAKES YOU STRONGERIT MAKES YOU WISERWHAT IS KNOWLEDGE WITH NO MOUTH TO SCREAMWHAT ABOUT ME?WHEN DO I ENJOY THIS KNOWLEDGE? WHY ME?-HAHA I HATE PEOPLE, I REALLY DOI GUESS I AM DISGUSTEDOF THE FACT THAT IM PARTOF THIS NASTY SPECIESI REFUSE, I DECLINE THE OFFER, SIR.I DESERVE THE PUNISHMENTBUT SO DO YOU,SNAKE.-I DONT WANT YOUR FAKE ASS APOLOGYYOU ARE TRULY EVILWE ARE SINNERSI THOUGHT WE ALL KNEW THAT.
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Memory Loss is terrifying, and i secretly sufer from it due to PTSD, is so anoying and so guilt driven.
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Today i woke up from a very creepy dream, and i remember vagely googling something about it, it was about how to ran away from home with success, i remember now i did that on my dream after the creepy part, i took a backpag w some clothes some food and money from my parents and just ran away in the night no looking back just wanting to be over with that life... i hate myself for that but it has become hard to live this way.
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I was raised by 2 bullies and im still afraid of them.
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i needed to express my feelings in a way only gob can
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Llego alfin ese momento en el que no soporto mi propia existencia e infelicidad y escribo pura idiotez
Heeeeey denuevo tengo ideas suicidas that sure sounds fun, i hate my life again woah i wana go to therapy or smth i want this to fucking stop ple ase
i ju st want to feel apreciated and loved is that so much to ask idkontfuckingknoew
im gona be alone forever and that makes me so sad and angry
it angers me how all of this is my own fault
why cant i get better? why do i do this to myself and my friends? i m so sorry
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so...
it turns out i dont have memory loss problem but mayb atention span problems?????sou n ds t o o re al
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i want to be WOOED!!! i want to be ADORED!!! fuck anyone who says it’s “cheesy” or “a cliche” i want to be ROMANCED!!!
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💖 Skinny Penis and the guy who says what’s popping are in love with each other ! 💖
*flag by @yourfaveloves
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