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“Self-knowledge is no guarantee of happiness, but it is on the side of happiness and can supply the courage to fight for it.”

— Simone de Beauvoir, Force of Circumstances

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Be in relationship can be so tired if we had fighting so many time. When our partner get sensitive easily.

Feel like tired and just want to give up. But idk…

I just hope our relationship goes well. :’)

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Comel je my boo. Tk kasi I download PUBG sbb nnti takut ada org ngorat2.

Then I ignore him so I downloaded that apps coz I want to experience that game. Since I play COD.

He also downloaded the PUBG coz he only allows me playing the game with him. No other stanger 😂😂

What a cutie and jealousy he is. It’s shows that he love me. (Kinda.. lol)

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Pagi-pagi dah horny masing2. Apa lagi kitaorg buat projectlah 🤪🤪 Aku pun layan je dahlah class start awal pagi. Mmg menyempat habis. Danial pun tetiba ckp nk tahu tak penis lelaki pagi-pagi mmg keras. Tu yang dia pun onz. Lawak. Tpi we enjoyed the thing 😝

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Call me, find me if you sunyi,alone, and bosan je eh.

Aku ok je 👌🏼

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Susahlah mcm ni. Anything aku nk tweet on twitter dia tahu. Sokay gais we still have tumblr platform. We still can hide and share here.

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Update 3/6/2020

We still together Alhamdullilah. Tk break up pun tulah pmpj emotional lebih.

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14/5

This time. Hmm :/

Idk. Mabey we aren’t meant to be together and I think we are done. Sorry for everything and thanks for everything. Good byee my love.

I will try to forget you and move on and live like usually. :)

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9/5 - ramadhan ke 14

Malam tu kita org ckp pasal cerita seorg pmpn yg baru lepas bersalin dan suami dia dh melaku kan sex selepas sehari melahirkan anak. It was awful. Berdarah i saw the post and it was suck. Kesian pmpn tu. Lelaki tu tk ada otak ke? &&& aku berpesan dkt danial (InshaAllah bakal jadi husband aku) supaya tk buat benda bodoh mcm tu. Ya. Aku tahu nafsu sbb dh lama tahan, lama tk buat sex semua tpi comman sense lah. Aduii. Selepas tu aku pesan lagi, ada husband yg melepaskan nafsu dia dkt pmpn lain atas sebab isteri tk boleh bagi sbb mengandung, berpantang dan sebagainya. Ello harungi benda ni bersamalah. Anak kau jugak kan bini kau tanggungu tu so please respect herlah. And yaa sebaik laki aku cam bijaklah jugak. Dia just kata laki tu sepatutnya think before buat. And i agreed. After thattttt, hahahahah aku ckp boleh buat sex during pregnancy or period buat kena pandai tanggunglah. Gituwww thenn danial tetibaaaaaaaa “Sayang klu dh kahwin nanti i nk buat sex everyday boleh? Hehe kalau mampula.” Terkeduu thialll akuuuuu. HAHAHA Aku mampu diam sejenakk sbb terkejut. Aku mampu tnya “Bukan sakit ke? Heh” then he reply “Ikut kemampuan you and I akan make sure you sedap dulu” HAHAHHA yela both mcm tk sure mcm mana rasanya sbb tk pernah buat. So oklah aku cam “tgklah mcm mana keadaan hahaha” aku mmg dh speechless sbb terkejut. HARI-HARI WEII SIAN PEPek aku. Danial punya nafsu bukan biashe2 ekk. 🥴

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Once I’m tired

And

I stop beria semua

You are done to me

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Tear

I’m tired with all ths thing. Why am I got so emotional? Because you start changing.

Too many tear I’ve giving to you. Now what? Still not good enough? I don’t know why. But you change.

Yes. People change. :’)

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I’m hurting 💔

It hurts me. It hurts.

I’m tired

I’m so tired

I’m the one who’s always excited but

u don’t

So I’m tired with all this thing

You change

We change

What now?

We should make our own path I guess?

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New update!!

The next daynyaaa we doing the same thing again 👅👅🤪🙈🙈🙊 but there was a new thing.

Ok last night around 2am I suddenly wake up and can’t sleep thennn i ask my baby boo can we do like last night 🐣🙈 and he was asking me you like it? And i said like and i was fine. Thenn the journey beguns 😝👅👅

The new thing for today is he was asking me did I wear bra ever night? I suppose said sometimes but I just said I don’t wear it at night. Then he said untuk selesa and feel free eh? I just agreed with him. Thus, we was asking my bra size?!?!!!!!! OMG 😆

I was shyyyyyyy then I was try to avoid the answer I only give him clue that my bra size is 30 something 🤣🤣 and he was satisfied with my answer, he ask about what is bra type?!!! That bitchh!!!!! Hahahah. I was quite for a while then I said C hahaha all those answers was a lie sorry baby. 🤪

And the most stupid question i has asked hik is isn’t you penis long? Then he said “nahh biasa2 je” then i ask him agian “do your penis besar?” Idk why i ask that kind of stupid question 🤦🏻‍♀️ Then he said “bolehlahh kot bagi ypu sbb tk pernah tengokkn” and i was like ok then....

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PART 3!! (Hahaha sampi pukul 3 kot. Kemonlah)

Ok this past was a bit sassy 🤪

After a few minute rest aku mcm bersuara lagi. Tpi aku tk ingat lah mcm mana aku ckp tpi aku ckp “sayang nk pegang penis you then i nk gosok yaa” pastu danial pun ok je. Memula danial tnya kata nk tido sayang pastu out of nowhere we just start it again. Agian. Hehehe 😜🤭

Next tu aku ckp “sayang nk kiss penis you, then i jilat eh👅👅💦 muah muahhhh” aku buatlag suara2 moaning tu. Danial tk yah ckplah dia mmg dh horny and aku syak dia melancap lagi sekali sbb dgr mcm tulah bunyinyaa. Ngeh ngeh ngehh👻 Then danial pun mcm biasa always playing with my boobs and I always ask him to kiss me. 😘😘

After that partt aku syak danial mmg tengah horny teruk and kote dia tgh keras sbb dia kata “Babyyy duduk atas i meh” aku cam huhh nk buat apaa. Tpi aku tahu je nk buat sex tpi aku ckplah “tk ada cara lain kee sayang” then he said “ok sayang buat mcm merangkak nnti i jolok/masukkan penis i dlm pepek you”🍆🍆😘 aku mcm hokey... and ya sepanjang tu mmg akan bunyi moaning kitaorg so malas nk tnya type. Hehehe

After that, dia tnya “dh merangkak belum ni?” Ni pastu aku ckplah dh then aku tnya dia “sayang penis you keras tk?” Pstu dia ckp mmg “dh keras dh baby, i nk masuk kan penis i ni” at that time aku syak dia mmg bebetul horny dohhh dia kata dh lama keras en🤣🤣😋 then dia masukan pastu apa lagii moaning lahhh. 👄👄👄💦

Aku ckp “ahhh sayang slow baby slow2 ahhh sakit sayang sakittt” aku bnyk repeat benda ni je. Then danial pun “ahhh yes baby yessss babyy go” bnyk kali weh sbb dia tengah melancap tu, aku pun cam “sayangg slowwww sayangg sloww sakittt” diaa mmg ahhh jela sbb mmg menikmati betull. Pastu dia kata sayang i pukul bontot you ehh pastu i picit sekali. Pangggg 🍑adoii sakit pastu dia kata “nakall baby nii I picittt2 bontot youu” 🍑🍑aku cam “awwwhh babyy sakitt slow2 babyy jgnlah pukul kuat2” haihh masing2 punnn. 😂😂 weh tpi mmg aku dgrr danial moaning “ahhhhh baby yess baby yesss ahhhh” 🥰🥰👅👅👄 tk sangka lak benda mcm ni terjadi en aku tk tahu nk react apo. Pastu aku layan jelah dia kata nk tarik rambut aku lah. Aku just “sayang slow sayang sakitt.” Pastu dia kata “sakit ke sedap babyyyy hmmm 👄👄👅 youu feel je babyy feell je eh” aku ckplah sakitt sayang sloww sayanggg ughhh.

Dah lamaa fefeeling mcm tu dia kata “baby nk keluar dh nii” aku camm huhh? Then aku dgr dia mcm “keluarkan bunyi kelegaan ahhhhhh” dia kata apa tah tk ingt. Then aku ckp “sayang meh i kiss penis youu 🍆, i jilat pastu i kiss perut you, dada youu naik sampai bibir you i kiss 💋👄👄💦👅” Pastu dia mcm biasa palying with my boobs. Andddd setelah penatt tuuuu 😜 dia pun kata jom tido sayang tpi sampai i peluk you. Aku pun mmg mengantuk so tido jelah penat with the journey. 🤣🤣🥵🥵

The end. 🥰 Actually bnyk je part yg aku tk type sbb aku dh tk ingt and malas nk type panjang2. Sbb sometimes benda yg sama je. Heheh.

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PART 2 ! hehe

In this part become more extreme. Bila dh mcm tu situasi diaa danial pun mmg horny dh aku rasa. Yang tk boleh bla nyaa aku ada ckp “sayang i nk pegang pastu i gosok2 penis 🍆 you boleh” and he was “ahhhh boleh babbyyy” can see that he turn in already.👄👅👅

Then aku cakap “sayang i kiss penis 🍌 you eh muahhhh 💋💋💋”bnyk kali babe danial pun mmg moaning dhh dia kata “pandailah babby nii ☺️ babby bukak mulut jap i nk masukkan penis i dlm mulut youu hmmm🥰” hahahahaha! Lucu kan tpi aku pun bukak mulut and mcm menikmatinyaa!! 🥵🥵 Fuhh paduuu pastu aku ckp “sayang i kiss penis you eh pastu i gosok2 pastu i jilat sekali ehh muahhh muah 👄💋” Hehehe. At that time i can feel it that my sayang is tengah pegang konek dia & melancap. Ello obviously kott 😆😌

Thennnnn danial said “baby i laga2 kan penis i dkt pepek you ehh 👅 hmmmm” aku tk mampu ckp apa just little moaning and heavy breaths. Tpi aku ada tanya penis you keras tk sayang then he said yes. Sbb aku nk tgk betul tak tekaan aku. Then sayang kata “babyy kangkang babyy pls , i masuk kan penis i dlm pepek you tauu” weii aku mmg tgh horny time tu mmg nk suruh penis dia masuk then dia dh nk masuk kan. 🤯🥵 aku mmg bebetul kang kang sambil pegang pepek aku. “Ok sayanggg slow2 tauuu ahhhh... sayangg kiss meee sayangg👄 sayang i pegang rambut you yaa” erghhhh mmg aku nk rentap je rambut dia aku gigit bibir diaaa semua bercampur bauklah. Hehehe

Then aku dengar danial moaning mmg semakin kuat mmg bebetul feel mamat tu sbb aku mmg syak diaa tgh pegang penis dia and melancap sambil aku teman. 🍆🍆💦💦 Aku mmg tk ckp apa sangat just bunyikan horny tu then aku ckp “babyy slow babbyy ahhh sakittt, kiss me baby kiss meeeeee!! Muahhh 💋” Mmg kita org berbalas2 kiss. 👄👄 pastu aku dgr danial ckp “yes baby ahhhh sayangg i pegang tetek you eh, i ramas i kiss i jilat sambil tgh sex ni” aku mcm tk tahu nk ckp apa juatt moaning je weiii sbb feel angat. Yg aku asik ckp slow baby sloww sayangg sakitt. Dia pun mcm ok ok. Pastu dh lama ciked tu dah penat and done sexting sbb aku syak dia dh pancut ciked kot. Danial kata “sayang kata nk tido jomlah tido me i pelok youu” aku pun penat tpi nk lagii sebenarnya🙈😋😋 so aku pun tidolahh.

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OMG! OMG!!!

Ok todayyyy is malam jumaat. Hahahaa you know what it’s mean 😏. Hahahaha

Ok harini dari pukul 12am mula2 my sayang is like gedik-gedikk. He just said “jom tido baby meh sini i peluk you” aku pun cam ok jelah pastu dia kata nk pegang perut akulah, nk pegang pingang aku lah. Lepastu tetiba dia kata “nk cubitlah bontot you, geramm” aku cam “hehe jgnlahh sakit i nnti” pastu dia kata nk pegang perut pastu naik ke atas which is my boobs ! Hahaha

Pastu danial ckp “i nk main2 dgn boobs you eh?” Aku pun cam tgh horny pun kata “hehe ok sayang” pastu dia kata “i picit2 boob you ehh?” Aku pun bodo “hahah ok jgn kuat2 tauu” alahaiii kenapa aku mcm ni🤣🤣 . He sempat asking me pakai bra ke? Aku ckplah tak then dia kata “I tanggal baru you tauu.” As i also “you pun sayangg take off your baju”. We like wtf is going on.

Then my sayang said “sayang i kiss boobs you eh, pastu i jilat then i ramas tetek you” and he keluarkan suara horny dia. Then aku pun “sayang i tarik rambut you eh, jgn kuat sangat sayanggg, kiss me sayangg kiss me!!” Aku pun keluarkan nafas yg kuat and we kiss 💋 each other weii berbalas2. Tk pikir apa mmg buat je as long both satisfying. 😝😋

The extreme part issss my baby said “baby i cubit peha you tauu” aku mcm tk pikir apa ye kan je sbb yelah both are horny!! 🥵 then Danial ckp “baby i pegang and gosok pepek you ehhh” i was like bruhhh out of mind but guess what idc i just said “ahh ok sayang, sayang kiss me sayangg! I tarik rambut you ehh” then he said “baby i masukan jari i dalam pepek you eh babbyyy” i was like “ahhhh sayangg ahh kiss me sayangg kiss meee! Slow2 sayangg slow2” dgn mengeluarkan nafas yg kuat danial lagilah mcm2 dia buat sambil buat benda tu sambil kiss & jilat tetek aku, sambil picit tetek aku. Aku mampu pegang and tarik rambut dia je. 🥰🥰🥰

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Danial storyy yg diaa ada mimpii

Dalam mimpi tu ada aku and dia

He said dia nk pergi mana2 aku berkepit dgn diaa ikut je dia pergi mana

Pastu sedar2 kena pergi kerja sbb klu boleh katanya dia nk sambung tido tpi tk boleh sbb kena kerja