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I dunno if I’d be alive without maladaptive daydreaming but at the same time it’s ruined my life so badly.

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Fantasizing about extremely traumatic scenarios bc it doesn't feel like my trauma is enough

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When a para does something bad and you get upset and then realize you were the one that made them do it but you stay upset anyway

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Sometimes you’ve just got to think of your favorite character getting fucked against a wall to get through the work day.

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Me: Hm. No. I can't daydream an elaborate *Insert Popular Media here* AU paracosm that exists solely to shove in my own Mary-Sue self-insert. That would make me too cringe.

My paraself:

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can't believe im relearning how to edit videos so I can make line distribution videos. the things I do for my paras I stg

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When you wanna talk about a para but they're a character from a very popular piece of media that you rotated in your mind so fast that they lost nearly all their canon character traits and have only retained their name, hair color, and the slightest shadow of their canon personality and so you've filled in the missing holes in their character with your own completely self-indulgent canon-breaking headcanons and also they're your dad now:

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a moment of silence for the daydreams i spent years on only to abandon them without second thought

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Please tell me other people can relate I’m having a crisis

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{Introduction}

Hi, I'm Michael [he/they], born in '99, and this is my side blog for all things MaDD (Maladaptive Daydreaming). I've had MaDD since I was young, and likely multiple other mental disorders, but have yet to be diagnosed for various reasons.

This blog is at least five years old and has been inactive for most of that time. I want to bring it back and post more about my paras and also general posts about MaDD.

Brief Overview of My Paracosms and Paras

My daydreams and paras have changed many times over the years depending on what my hyperfocuses are at the time. So, I have multiple Paracosms, with multiple different AUs within them.

Transcendent - This blog's namesake, though it is not currently my main Paracosm. A punk band made up of five trans members. Miché Valentino - Parame Singer, Songwriter, Pianist. Ashley Nolans - Paraship. Backing Vocalist, Leading Guitarist, Producer. Nikki Archer - Bass Guitarist, Composure. Lex Woods - Rhythm Guitarist, Violinist.

The Lost Ones - When two aliens come to Earth, the upset the balance of the cosmos and the King and Queen Deities by managing to find the one person meant to be hidden. Does not have a Parame. Alexandria Lee - A College student majoring in Dance. Ashe Leroy - Alien Prince rebelling from his cruel parents. Feliks Bellator - The Prince's servant that came with him.

Amethyst - No posts yet. A 4th Gen Kpop girl group with six members who debuted July 1st, 2021. Known for having Two Leaders, an 'East' and a 'West' Leader, to promote the same music in both Korean and the USA, with all songs having two versions, Korean and English. [Similar to EXO's original concept but the band is not split up] Oonagh - Western Leader, Lead Rapper, Main Dancer. 00er. EVER - Eastern Leder. Main Rapper, Visual. 00er. Yuka - Main Vocalist. 01er. Soohee - Vocalist, Rapper, Center. 02er. Daeun - Lead Vocalist. 02er. Amélie - Lead Dancer, Vocalist, Maknae. 03er.

Thanks for reading! More posts about my paras and paracosms will be filtering through in the future!

Last Updated: November, 2024

credit for dividers : @/cafekitsune

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blasting my silly little music and creating my silly little daydreams so i don’t lose my silly little mind

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have this shitty meme i made in 5 mins

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here's a little reminder that no one can read your mind or see your "weird" or "bad" thoughts and daydreams! mind readers are not real, and your inner world is entirely private. your thoughts and daydreams are not embarrassing or bad, and they do not define your morality!

everyone who keeps saying shit like "sounds like something a mind reader would say" or "mind readers are real actually" i will eat you to death and enjoy every minute of it. not the time or place

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MADD NECESSITIES

tell me im wrong u cant

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me as i write a short story about a person with MaDD without ever directly explaining whats going on so i can watch everyone say shes a psychic, schizophrenic, or reach for some weird symbolism, when its really just a girl talking to her idol paras on a city bus