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the cycle

it’s further than its ever been

we hope

we pray

the tracks have been changed

i’ll only know for sure

when i derail and combust

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please don’t let this bite me in the ass

again.

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last night i fell asleep with headphones on, playing songs i both knew and didn’t know

every so often i would wake up and hear a new song playing

i want to feel that always

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a feature i would like to find in my next partner is someone who isnt afraid to show affections to me and friends in any kind of public situation

i think its honestly a wonderful thing and now that i’ve experienced it, i cant imagine a love without something so precious

kissing your friend on the head before you leave for bed, walking to the next friend and doing the same, and so on

i think i’ll find myself looking for this trait in love

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all i want to do is love you

i just want a life of love

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i avoid questions

because im afraid of the answers

but also because of the actions that follow them

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im always such a fucking fool

i wonder if everyone else around me sees it

and if im the last person to find out

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“use your head, not your heart”

how can you say that

my mind and heart are all intertwined, bound as one

loving

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i’ve lived my entire life

in a haze

i can’t help but feel as if

i’ll live the rest of my life as such

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i spend more time wondering

if i’ll ever feel better

rather than trying to feel better

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would i ever find you

in time

i would run to you

and you would run to me

we would smile and share a look

it wouldn’t matter how long it took

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i dont want to die without feeling loved the way i’ve loved

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I don’t want to be

the reason

the person

who warps your vision of love

who leaves a bitter taste in your mouth

when your next love comes around

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my own thoughts

make me nauseous

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out of everyone and everything

i still break my heart the most

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i am a force to be reckoned with

you should fear your safety in your position

i will come for throats, metaphorically

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I'm angry

I won't sit and be walked on

I will no longer take the injustices people hand to me

You aren't allowed to say I'm over reacting anymore

I am angry and I will not stand for it