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I still can't stop laughing at this

Sunny eating the VIF pet food as if it's fertilizer and he goes and humps on the flower pillow like a bee in front of the cameras, embarrassing his mom in the process

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put three f/f ships you like in the tags. doesnt matter how obscure or embarrassing the media, go for it. and no, your m/m ship doesnt count as women

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took me two and a half fucking years, being in pain, having fatigue, not being able to do anything, and even showering took as much energy out of me as if I had run a marathon.

all my test results were coming back normal

two and a half fucking years, being on meds for the pain that did nothing.

and then I tested all my damn hormones

a slight above the limit of one of them, took a hormone that the body already produces and is that other hormone's controller.

in 10 fucking days all my pain, all my fatigue, everything just disappeared and my life returned to me

it might sound simple but it wasn;t

so my advice to anyone in pain

(especially women and afab ppl, who are regularly told that they fake their pain, or they are over reacting, or they need to lose weight, or they need to see the therapist for their mental health, or to change their lifestyle, and my all time favour "we dont exactly know so we call it fibromyalgia)

please check EVERYTHING that can be checked, especially hormonal imbalances

“Normal” test results are not the relief people think they are. When you wake up in pain and continue to be in pain for hours every day and your tests come back normal you don’t stop being in pain.

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damn I went down the memory lane tonight

back in 1999 I recorded this from a friend who got the original album.

this was all I could afford.

I didnt have my own room at the time, not much privacy, and also I couldn't blast music. what I was doing I would take the speakers of the hi-fi we had, lay down on the carpet of the living room, with the speakers on each side of my head. the volume at the lowest so I wouldnt make noise, and I would listen to this on repeat.

I retired this cassette years later when I bought a legit copy of the CD

but it is still in pristine condition and I keep it close as my fondest memory from my teenage years.

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I rarely talk about men, let alone men I had crushes on lol

my ass is ace so those crushes were pretty much aesthetic attraction

so during my teenage years there were two men, celebs I really thought were fucking hot (I still think they are because they really are)

my first one was Ricky Martin like LOOK AT HIM

and the other one was Sisqo

holly shit 🥵🥵🥵

and I came to the conclusion that I liked these dudes because yes they are obviously fucking hot, but also good singers and they can also dance! also unapologetically sexual without somehow objectifying women(?) like sisqo is going on about thongs and asses but in a way that is "yeah horny shit" but not "that's a piece of meat"

and since ricky was singing about women at the time, also never felt like he was objectifying.

and I think thats what makes these men so sexy and hot to me

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oh yeah absolutely if it was a comparison of the systems etc it would have been fine!

im sure it will blow their mind that school year in japan starts on april LOL

Outer Senshi: Materials Collection

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now THIS is the definition of "boys being boys"

Do yourself a favor. Sound up. Enjoy.

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it is the absolute certainty with which it was said too, for me LOL

like

Outer Senshi: Materials Collection

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#in what WORLD is a 16 yr old a highschool freshman LMAO ???????????????? not sure if this is a joke

but literally in the world of JAPAN 16 is the age students start high school????

it is the case for multiple school systems in the world as well

ages 6~12 elementary school

ages 13~15 middle school

ages 16~18 high school

Outer Senshi: Materials Collection

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cuteness overload

my baby girllllllll

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she's so flipping adorable :D

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this reminds me how the populist government in my country consisting of rich ass "leftists", they retrieved their money from the banks a day or two before their finance minister called for capital controls on a friday without prior warning, with half the population not even having debit cards for their salary and pension accounts (especially the older gen) with no way to even buy food, because there was no warning, and ppl didn't go for groceries.

the finance minister was eating and partying lavishly the next days since his own bank account with his riches was not affected as it was an account from a foreign bank that didn't operate in the country.

that fiasco cost our economy over 200billions in loses. and in my personal opinion that asshole should have been charged with treason. as his plan was to make the country a guinea pig so he could write a thesis about his monopoly money he wanted to introduce.

Representative Marjorie Taylor Greene (R-Ga.), a close ally of President Donald Trump, invested as much as $750,000 in U.S. Treasury bonds from mid- to late March, according to transaction disclosures reviewed by Sludge. The purchases, made in three transactions between March 17 and March 25, align with her vocal support for Trump’s recently imposed tariffs—policies that have triggered a sharp decline in stock markets.

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Two weeks ago I had breast reduction surgery, and it was the best life choice I have done so far for myself

today I cut the stitches, and there is no looking back.

a little background about me

I'm an enby, who loves breasts, loves having breasts. BUT my genes gave me bazonga honkers that offered me nothing but pain in the ass

at 40 years of age, I have had enough. it didn't help that I have genetic painful kyphosis, that has been untreated. my quality of life was deteriorating by the day.

to have a back surgery to fix my kyphosis is a thought I have in my mind, but that would always be done once I had breast reduction. even my orthopedic surgeon said to me that if I consider breast reduction I should have it first and see if I will need back surgery too.

every doc I spoke to, every physical therapist, they all agreed that yes the breast reduction would certainly help.

and so I murdered my bank account and had the surgery.

everything went perfectly fine, I'm healing very nicely, my new tits look amazing, favourite shape, great size, fit for my bodytype, and fucking gender affirming as well. even though it was not the point of the surgery, it is gives euphoria to my enby ass.

best thing about this, my back doesn't hurts!!!!

doc said my honkerinos were around 3 kilos, we removed 1.5 kilo and still it feels like 10 kilos have been lifted from my back.

now of course it is a surgery, there is a recovery period, things hurt here and there, but overall I would do it ten times over if I had to

under the cut a bit of info about what to expect going for a breast reduction surgery

pain wise, depends on your pain tolerance, I do have an extreme pain tolerance so I cant tell you exactly how much it will hurt. I have also had many surgeries in my life, so im used to it? remember that the innards of your tits are going to be rearranged so that's what will give you some pains here and there.

recovery time is fairly fast, 2 weeks for stitches to be removed, I can ride my motorcycle now. and by next week I'll be fully functional. but exercising is not allowed for 2 months.

you have to wear a special bra (a very comfy one) for 2 months day and night.

there is itching, A LOT OF IT.

you will be on a hefty amount of antibiotics for at least 10 days.

forget about having a normal shower for at least 2 weeks. wet wipes will be your best friend, you gonna be smelling like a baby's butt LOL

you will be sleeping on your back for two weeks

your arms movement will be restricted for the first few days to a week, but that's because of the stitches and the healing.

you might get two little bags draining liquids from your scars, get a belt and have them around your waist and you will be fine.

thats all I can remember for now lol

if you have any question feel free to ask, I'll happily answer

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In case you were wondering how it's going, JK Rowling has reached the "acephobic" stop of the radicalization pipeline

to the great surprise of absolutely no one

(and she's so much worse in the comments, fucking hell)

I'm grateful to everyone quote-tweeting her and pointing out all the ways asexuals are, indeed, marginalized and oppressed. As Thomas pointed out, they're lesser-known issues. But as an ace person, I'm more concerned with the way she completely invalidates our identity

This isn't a case of "you aren't oppressed because everyone already accepts your identity" (which we see a lot online), or the usual exclusionism. She's saying we don't have an identity to oppress. This is why she doesn't see posting hate against asexual people on international asexuality day as oppression (or, you know. wrong). The thousands of bigoted comments under her post aren't proof that people do, actually, discriminate against aces: she agrees with them, and is there riling them up.

As someone also pointed out, mocking people for not wanting sex isn't very I'm-only-protecting-women of her

I've been reporting terfs and the like on Pinterest (where they, sometimes, actually do something about it) and ace/arophobia is never far. It just got more obvious

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I think it's high time to remind everyone that

it was TERF's who started the ace hate and tried to exclude aces from the LGBTQ+ community more than a decade ago

the ace community is known to love our trans siblings after all I'm sure their beef with us aces is not random.

In case you were wondering how it's going, JK Rowling has reached the "acephobic" stop of the radicalization pipeline

to the great surprise of absolutely no one

(and she's so much worse in the comments, fucking hell)

I'm grateful to everyone quote-tweeting her and pointing out all the ways asexuals are, indeed, marginalized and oppressed. As Thomas pointed out, they're lesser-known issues. But as an ace person, I'm more concerned with the way she completely invalidates our identity

This isn't a case of "you aren't oppressed because everyone already accepts your identity" (which we see a lot online), or the usual exclusionism. She's saying we don't have an identity to oppress. This is why she doesn't see posting hate against asexual people on international asexuality day as oppression (or, you know. wrong). The thousands of bigoted comments under her post aren't proof that people do, actually, discriminate against aces: she agrees with them, and is there riling them up.

As someone also pointed out, mocking people for not wanting sex isn't very I'm-only-protecting-women of her

I've been reporting terfs and the like on Pinterest (where they, sometimes, actually do something about it) and ace/arophobia is never far. It just got more obvious

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so making sperm from skin cells wouldnt be more difficult, would it?

we need the yuri version of this asap

MOUSE YAOI REAL