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#flowers #flower #bitemykitchen #PleaseForgiveMe #petal #petals #nature #beautiful #love #pretty #plants #blossom #sopretty #spring #summer #flowerstagram #flowersofinstagram #flowerstyles_gf #flowerslovers #flowerporn #botanical #floral #florals #flowermagic #instablooms #bloom #blooms #botanical #floweroftheday

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i'm tired. i'm happy that i'm with her but i'm tired. 😔 i miss my house, my bed, my things, my mom and specially my cats. i'm crying. i'm torturing myself. why am i doing this to myself again. giving all i have. fuck.

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First Pride March! 😍🌈 #pridemarch2018 #pridemonth #pride #loveislove #pridemarchph #lgbt #rainbow #rainbowflag #lovewins #equality (at Marikina Sports Center)

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srsly. what am i doing? cheating on my partner just to make money and spent it for her. how ironic.

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Hide and seek.

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ang sarap magmahal and sobrang sakit din at the same time

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Busy... 📷: @joshpoblete #vaporwave #lightroom #busy #technology #neon #art #sketch #tablesetting

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18+ 📷: @thehumanimal 💄: @jhaninja Edited by yours truly. #18plus #photography #ciggarettes #vaporwave #aesthetic #adobe #adobelightroom #lightroom

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Lyceum Of The Philippines Cavite Sports Fest 2018 Camera: Canon EOS 600D Lens: 300mm f/4-5.6 Editing Software: Adobe Lightroom #sports #sportsphotography #basketball #photography #canonphotography #canonuser #canoneos600d #adobe #adobelightroom #lightroom #beginnerphotographer #lpu #lpucavite #sportsfest #mma #cas #cams #basketballphotography (at Lyceum of the Philippines University-Cavite)

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trying to improve my art

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Pricefield calling

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how can someone like you love me for who I am? i’m a trash can’t you see? are you blind or what?

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ayoko sa lahat yung sasabihan mo ako ng “i love you” pero hindi ko ramdam.

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10th Sunset by The Lagoon Concert at Lyceum Of The Philippines Cavite. (at Lyceum of the Philippines University-Cavite)

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Hindi ko alam kung paano ko sisimulan 'to. Hindi ko rin alam kung bakit sinusulat ko 'to ngayon. Hindi ako magaling sumulat. Sobrang random ng arrangements ng pagsusulat ko but here... Inhale exhale... Si Flash ka ba? Bigla ka na lang kase dumating sa buhay ko. As in BIGLA. Sobrang bilis. Parang kahapon lang, sobra akong depressed dahil sa mga nakaraan ko, pero ngayon, look at me, look at us. It's a new start for me and thank you for that. Hindi ko ine-expect na may darating pa na isang tulad mo sa buhay ko. Ganun naman palagi, may bago pa ba? May mga bagay talaga na darating sayo unexpectedly and I'm glad na isa ka sa magagandang bagay na dumating sa buhay ko. Isang taon mahigit, pinipilit kong ilayo yung sarili ko na magmahal ulit. Madaming temptations, pero hindi ako kumagat. Dahil sa sobrang takot na maulit na naman yung paulit-ulit na nangyare saken. Pero bakit? Bakit kaya, umabot tayo sa point na ganito? Ahh. Right. It's because of YOU! Sa sobrang ikling panahon, gi-nuide mo yung puso kong nawawala. Sa maikling panahon, para akong isang pusa na pinaamo mo ng dahan dahan. And wow, congratulations. I'm tamed. Akala ko wala ng pag-asang magmahal ako. I almost forgot yung pakiramdam ng magmahal at pakiramdam na mahalin. Pero grabe, tinuruan mo ulit ako at tinuturuan pa ulit hanggang ngayon. Parang 1st time ko ulit sa lahat. Hindi ko alam paano ka pasasalamatan. Binigyan mo ko ng HOPE. Hope to love again. Hope to live again. Malapit na ako mawalan ng pag-asa to the point na puro "gusto ko na mamatay" yung lumalabas sa bibig ko. But YOU. YOU FUCKING SAVED ME! Muntik na ako malunod at mawalan ng malay pero inihaon mo ulit ako. And I don't know how to repay you for doing such thing. Ayoko mangako. Ayoko mag-expect. But I hope, etong fresh start na 'to ay may patunguhan at mag-tagal. I am your first. First sa mga bagay na big deal for us. And ayoko na maging memories lang lahat ng first mo. Ayoko maging past etong present relationship naten. Ayokong maramdaman mo lahat ng pain na naramdaman ko. Ayokong masira ang pananaw mo sa love and ayokong dumating sa point na maging ignorante ka sa pakiramdam ng ma-inlove at pakiramdam ng be loved. Ayokong mangyare sayo lahat ng nangyare saken. Alliza Ocampo Matic. I love you.