Random thoughts and the only place I can put them...
It is crazy that 2022 is almost over. Less than two months to go and then it is 2023. I have so many thoughts swirling around my head and I always forget I have this platform to put them. My 28th year on this earth has been interesting. A lot of ups and some random fallouts…not really downs but weird blips. I started a new job and I loved it for three months. Then true colors where shown and I don’t love it anymore. It is just a job these days.
I thought I made an amazing group of friends…turns out I am not so sure these days. I have my long distance friend, my core women who we make time to see each other when we can and when we do it’s like no time has passed! We just pick up where we left off. I have 4 really strong friends that I know I will never lose! But as for my friends close in proximity to me that I should feel I can rely on, call or text everyday…those have fallen short. Friends I have decided are hard to keep, especially as an adult and even more so as a female.
I seem to have the ability to make friends with all kinds of kinds. I am very good at hearing all side of a view or belief and agreeing to disagree while respecting that person’s view. With that I have a lot of friends who are not at all of like mind but we are friends anyways. As great as that is, it seems it has started to get in the way as friend trips are planned or my friends become parents. It is crazy how hard it is to keep friends as views become issues or conduct how people make choices in their lives. I wish it wasn’t so hard. I wish we could just talk as adults and just move forward. Something that really gets on my nerves is not telling the whole truth. Just tell me what’s going on. Don’t give me half-truths don’t hid it just tell me. It hurts my feeling more when you lie then just telling me what is going on.
In this post its just the downs :p I will make a post about the good later. Today I just needed to vent. Thank you internet for listening! <3
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“Drifting A Blue Million Miles” by Matt McCormick
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I have two problems in life:
difficulty sleeping
difficulty waking up
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https://www.instagram.com/countrylivingmag/
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❤️ Lady’s ears are everything ❤️ (at Epcot International Flower and Garden Festival)
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