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[toyaslove]

mokoppe's illustration for Project SEKAI Creators Festa

[toyaslove]

me when I see you requested me.. 🤭🤭 I don't even write for pjsk anymore (or at least I'm on a hiatus...) but ill write the fic you requested just cause you're such an icon to me

my request for you is to take care of yourself, eat well, sleep well, and stay happy and healthy <3

sincerely, heliswife/hoshii :3

WAIT AM I AN ICON FOR YOU????😭😭😭😭😭 WHAAAT listen I'm delighted like !^@&^@&&@ tysm same goes for u /g

[toyaslove]

Tysmmm but it's way worse than u think

Take care pookie <3

Chat I'm doing so bad mentally

[toyaslove]

Chat I'm doing so bad mentally

[toyaslove]

if it's something you're comfortable with writing, could you please write akito (or toya) with a gn reader who has an eating disorder? thank you.

I wouldn't mind writing it, but my requests are closed... when they open again u can request it ^^

[toyaslove]

Hello could I request Toya husband headcanons?

A/N: HUIIIII OMG ISTG IVE BEEN THINKING OF WRITING THIS FOR A WHILE AND IM SO HAPPY U WANT ME TO DO IT hrnwhdjsjdj lesgooo

Tw!: so sweet that ur gonna get a heart attack (/j, no tw)

Toya Aoyagi x GN!Reader

Tags: @sentientsoil , @miya-akane , @akitosheart

Toya as your husband!

Writing style: hc's

Before the ceremony!!

– Listen. He was so nervous about the wedding. He was scared of messing up. He'll need a lot of support and assurance that he will do fine... he wants everything to be perfect.

– He wanted a simple and casual ceremony, without extravagant decorations or place, only with the people you two are close with.

– Although, if you want a bigger ceremony with more people and with more extravagance, you two would find a bridge between the 2 ideas! He'll always listen to your opinions and comments <3

– He'll try to find the prettiest and best suit to the marriage. He will keep asking your opinion about them, because most importantly, you're his wife/husband <3

– If you need to, he will help you to find the prettiest dress/suit to yourself, always complimenting you and how you look, or how pretty you're in the vestment

– Bonus for a male reader!! He will try to find matching suits to both of you, suits that you two will love unconditionally. He would keep hugging you from behind and watching you two on the mirror, kissing your cheek~

In the ceremony!!

– He was SO. NERVOUS.

– When I mean he was nervous. He was. Nervous.

– The only two times in his life he was genuinely nervous was at RAD BLAST and now at your wedding.

– He wants everything to be perfect, every word, every speech. And it will be, because your husband is Toya.

– Before asking the words such as "I do", he made the most cheesy and loving speech he could ever. He practised it multiple times before the wedding. He didn't even need a paper to remember what to say. He took both of your hands and spoke with pure sincerity and love. Because you were his life, his everything, and wouldn't change you for nothing.

– He literally cried. After you both agreed to spend the rest of your lives beside each other, he held you close and cried.

– When the ceremonialist said "you can kiss the wife/husband", he took a strand of hair from your face and rubbed your cheek gently, kissing you in the lips with pure and innocent love.

– If you prefer, the same would happen, but you would do the same to Toya.

After the ceremony!!

– He still had to get used to the term "huband/wife", he couldn't believe he was that lucky to have you as his.

– You two change tasks. One day he makes breakfast (and it's really delicious), the other you do. When one washes the dishes, the other dries them. You were a team, and you always helped each other with house tasks.

– He will daily reassure you he loves you. At good mornings, good nights, before going to sleep, when waking up... every chance he gets, he spells these 3 affectionate words <3

– He will from times to times get you flowers or your favourite sweets. He doesn't need a celebrative date to show you how much he loves you, and he will never stop it!!

– He would NOT be ashamed of saying you're his husband/wife. He will always make sure to show people you're his, and if someone is staring at you, he will give them a death stare.

– Whenever you're struggling with work, he will be there to help you if you need and comfort you.

– He will want to have small sleepover nights with you to remember the times you two were best friends or used to date. He will play games with you, watch movies, shows, and he will always have an arm wrapped around you, even if he just puts a hand on your thigh, he wants to feel you're there.

– He's literally the perfect husband. Even though he struggles to show his feelings, he says or puts out every feeling he has for you. Making him spit some stuff out of nowhere, such as "you look pretty today" or "your eyes are beautiful, you know?"

– The best company to be around. Knows how to cook, bake, clean, do house tasks, and is the sweetest and most caring husband ever.

# Bonus!! If you're ever in pain, he will massage the place you're hurting. If you're a girl or a trans-boy, he will always spoil you in your period, give you a warm gel bag to your cramps, always give you medicine for pain, and buy your desires!

We all say in unison: Toya's the best boy ever!!!

[toyaslove]

hi!! my user in tour taglist is outdated asf (like seriously, hoshiilikesjojo was my 2nd username ever on this app 😭) so um can I be readded + added to a few extras to akito, kasa, haruka, hinomori siblings, mizuki, rui, and airi..? tyyyy <3

OFCC doing it rn

[toyaslove]

Vbs is so peak I literally started crying whem this song came out

💿Vivid BAD SQUAD

Newly written song added🎤

"Fuel"

🎵UtsuP (@utsupii)

I have a feeling that there's even more heat ahead - I'm going to keep going!

Please listen to this song from Vivid BAD SQUAD, who have set their sights on the world and are starting to walk again!

[toyaslove]

HAT WITH FLOPPY EARS TOYA I LOVE HIM

[toyaslove]

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY, VIVID BAD SQUAD

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eepy :3

[toyaslove]

toya wants to become a guitar hero

[toyaslove]

I’m prrreeettty sure you’re the toya anon from my writing account (crowcat-writes) and I’d just like to say: I WILL DO YOUR REQUESTS I SWEAR!!! I just think slow these days it makes writing a bit tough

also some clarification on the toya code one would be grrrrrreat! You can dm me or whatever worksles :0

OH YEAH ig I might be (i don't remember what I requested 😭😭😭)

[toyaslove]

If someone gives that to me I'm marrying them (Toya specifically)

OH MY GOD

[toyaslove]

Ahsushhshs this honestly made me so happy /g I hate Halloween and I have pretty bad experiences with it and now I'm all warm and happy 🥺🥺🥺

last day for request so let's go!!

chasing stars (i love ff don't mind me) with someone from fantasista squad going out with reader for the halloween night (i leave costumes to your imagination)

WELP UHM I CAN DO IT 🔥🔥 (sorry it was kinda late i got a bit more sick😞but im fine now yippee)

Chasing Stars - Toya Aoyagi x reader

Halloween Night - Trick or Treat!

-

You bounced around, clearly excited. It would be your boyfriend's first time going trick-or-treating and it would be with you.

The October air had a chill to it, carrying the scent of fallen leaves and distant bonfires. You adjusted your fairy costume and turned to look at Toya, who was standing beside you, staring down at his bag like it was some foreign artifact. His prince costume seemed a little heavy on him.

“Toya, are you nervous?” you teased, grinning. You could tell he was a little out of his element, but there was something adorable about seeing him this way—almost bashful in his costume.

“…Maybe a little.” He glanced at the line of houses down the street, each with its own decorations, from cobwebs draping bushes to pumpkins grinning from porches. “I’ve never done this before. It feels… odd.”

“Odd? C’mon, Toya, it’s the easiest thing in the world! All you do is walk up, knock, say ‘Trick or treat!’ and get candy.” You demonstrated with exaggerated gestures, hoping to break through his serious demeanor.

He chuckled softly, brushing a bit of his cape back. “You make it sound so simple.”

“It is that simple!” you reassured, nudging him playfully. “Besides, I’m here to show you how it’s done. You’re gonna be a pro by the end of the night.”

You led him toward the first house, showing him how to hold his bag out and flash his most convincing smile (not that he needed convincing, he was already so charming). When the door opened, Toya paused for a moment, glancing over at you as if to ask, Am I doing this right? You gave him a thumbs-up, and he stammered out a soft, “Trick or treat.”

To his surprise, the homeowner grinned and dropped a handful of candy into his bag. Toya looked down, almost bewildered at the small pile of sweets.

“See?” you said, beaming. “Not so hard, right?”

He nodded, a small, contented smile sneaking onto his face. “It’s… actually pretty nice.”

The two of you continued down the street, collecting treats and laughing over the costumes of other trick-or-treaters. Toya was steadily getting the hang of it, even adding his own little twist, bowing politely after each house.

As the night went on, he turned to you, his eyes reflecting the excitement of the evening. “Thank you. This is… more fun than I expected.”

You smiled, your heart warming at how happy he looked. “Anytime, Toya. Who knew Halloween could be this magical, huh?”

He nodded, his gaze lingering on you. “Maybe it’s because of the person I’m spending it with.”

Your cheeks warmed, but before you could respond, he held out a piece of candy from his stash—a sweet, simple gesture that felt like the perfect treat to end the night.

-end-

word count : 464

fun fact : Toya is my favourite Fantasquad member 😋

wattpad here

[toyaslove]

HIII!!

I’m glad I can FINALLY request anything😭

Many writers have closed requests and there was no hurt -> comfort content of PJSK chars. Soooo… I’ll ask something

May I request for Toya and Akito (separate) with a depressed!gn!reader? Like the reader tries to commit suicide but Akito/Toya stops them?

Pretty pls~

A/N: HIIII SO OMG I LOVE UR REQ mainly cuz i already tried that 4 times lol... btw, there IS hurt to comfort pjsk fics, u just gotta search ^^ (I read all Toya fics around tumblr and there are some hurt to comfort :P) SOOO tysm for ur req I love it

Tw!!!!: Suicide, self-harm, cursing, ANGST

Pls look at the tw... (double checking)

Toya Aoyagi & Akito Shinonome (separately) x GN!Reader

Tags: Come get your summer pancake ginger:~ @mccnstruck , @maxident-xx , @miya-akane , @sentientsoil , @akitosheart

Come get your winter coffee addicted~ @sentientsoil , @miya-akane , @akitosheart

S-icide attempt

Writing style: story

(Again, check the tw's)

秋–くん🔥

It was late at night. Everything was spinning. You couldn't feel nothing, but despair, angst, sadness. Actually, did you feel anything? Was there anything in your heart right now? You couldn't cry, you couldn't feel anything. You were doped of medications, such as antidepressants, to not have these stupid thoughts, but whatever they were trying to do, they weren't working. Maybe if you went to a psychiatrist they would double your dose, wouldn't they? You thought of this. But... what if you don't need to spend more money on these? What if... you disappeared. Just. Did it. Why feel more pain? Why make your friends suffer while you're alive? It will be quick... Of course, everyone would be sad with your absence, but it would be less than a life-time, such as you bothering all of them daily... it will be less painful for both sides, won't it?

With this thought, your wrists dripping a red tone liquid, you look down your feet. You're on the 12th floor of a building, you look down with fear, cars and vehicles are passing in the road, but it won't stop you. You're shaking...

Then, the only thing you see is darkness. You close your eyes and you're ready to give a step forward, putting one foot on the air. You flinch when you hear a voice coming from behind you, a despaired and panting voice.

"What the actual fuck are you doing?!" – A familiar voice screams, a ginger figure appears in the rooftop, making you fall behind and gasp. The person was holding a messy piece of paper, the sight is familiar, your suicide letter.

"Are you crazy?! You know you could have died there!!!" – Akito speaks in despair and anger. He looks at you with a painful and worried expression, with a bit of rage. He sits in front of you, taking both of your hands in his.

"I... I just didn't want to... bother you anymore. All of you. I'm sorry" You speak in pain, you break down in tears. Akito, as he sees you in that state, frowns more, but his rage disappears. The only thing he does is wrapping his arms around you, as tight as he can, as if you were about to vanish (well somewhat you were (IM SORRY)

He's not really good at words, so he demonstrates his affection that way. But... maybe today he'll open an exception...

"Dang it... never do that anymore... never again. I don't want to lose you, please... I love you way too much for that to happen."

Akito speaks in the most caring tone he could. You have never seen him this affectionate, around anyone. Never ever. You can hear muffled and quiet whines coming from Akito while you hug him.

"If... if it will make you that way, I won't try it again..."

In the end, Akito didn't leave you for the whole night, focing you to accept him at your place... he can't handle you wanting to do this.

冬弥♥︎ (俺の彼氏) ❄️

You couldn't handle it. Everything was so tough. Everything. You couldn't breathe, it was hard. How are you going to do it with so much pressure? So much stress? You feel unlovable, you feel empty. Who would care if you died? I mean... they would cry for a while, but... later they would forget you. They always do, don't they? Your friends, family, people you care for... they all have a first place, and it was not you. You're just alive to bother, you're just letting people down, your presence was a nuisance, everyone only invited you to go out out of pure obligation. They didn't care at all. So, why would you keep being a weight to them? A pain on the ass? You feel so stupid, so helpless, so miserable. Everything is going wrong to you in your life, you see no future... so, why move forward to suffer more when you could just end it all? The pain would go away, your friends and known people would be happy after a while in the end... it would be less weight to you and to everyone else.

You keep thinking and thinking, all of this. Everything. Everything was so awful. You look at the train rail, waiting for it to come. You see a soft light at the end of the tunnel, it was arriving... you position yourself in the rail, close your eyes and wait. It will be quick, you thought to yourself.

It was arriving... it was closer and closer... your heart was beating fast out of fear and anxiety, but you knew it's going to be ok. Everything... Everything...

Seconds before the train passed in the rail where you were sitting, you felt a strong grip on your wrist, pulling you out of the rails. You could feel the drift from the train passing behind you. You open your eyes, to find a sight of a split-haired boy, looking at you with tears in his eyes, panting.

"W-what were you trying to do..." he speaks with his voice shaking and stuttering. The known sight of Toya, but different... you have never seen him this sad, this despaired, this scared... His eyes were watery, and his cheeks were also wet. He grips onto you and hugs you as tight as he can. You can feel his body shaking. Tears start to form in your eyes when you realise what's going on around you... Toya... what you tried to do... everything... he was holding your suicide letter tightly.

"What... what did you mean by... 'I won't be a bother anymore. It will be one less weight to your life'... What... what made you think that? You were never a weight, never. Did I do something for you to think that way?" – Toya speaks pulling away slightly from the hug, tears roll down his cheeks, he holds both of your hands tightly.

You shake your head, you speak quietly and painfully "I couldn't handle life anymore... I'm sorry... you haven't done anything wrong. It's just me... I think the meds weren't making effect, or my depression just got worse-"

Toya puts a finger in your mouth, he looks at you with empathy and pure care

"You don't have to apologise or explain yourself... just, promise you won't try this again... or this..." – Toya speaks, he takes your wrist in his hand, showing your scars, some of them fresh and some of them old.

"I care about you deeply... I don't want to lose you. I don't... I love you way too much to let you go"

He holds both of your hands tightly, as if you were to vanish within seconds. He wraps his arms around your waist and strokes your backs back and forth, a soothing and gentle motion.

"If... if that's the case... I'll try my best to also show you how much I care about you"

Toya, after that, will try his best to take smiles from you. Whatever if it's giving you gifts, hugging you, using words of affirmation, or making silly jokes, he will try his best. He also bakes a lot for you, your favourite things (and they're really, really good. Toya always think so much about you, he does his best to bake the best desserts and cook the best food for you ♥︎)

Later on that night, Toya brought you to your place and you two stayed in, playing games or doing anything that would make you happy and enjoy yourself. He will ask you if you two can cuddle, he would always ask if he could touch you in any situation~

Always remember... Akito and Toya will always be there to love you and care about you <3

They would never let something like this happen to you, you're too precious to them

Always have this in mind <3 stay safe

A/N: HELP ME I'm sorry if this got a bit too... uhhh... personal... cuz like I started adding some reasons to the reader's attempt of suicide, I had to think of smt and i ended up putting some of my feelings 😭 i hope u like it, stay safe guys <3 ty for sending me reqs and for the last 121 notes :P

[toyaslove]

Hi guys ^^, just here to tell u that I might take some time to write all of ur requests and I'll probably write the ones involving Toya first cuz yk... hyperfixation, fav chara, ykwim!?!? Also cuz im thinking of him 24/7 so it's easier to me :3