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Probably my favourite thinspo ever.

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I made myself fat.

I’ll make myself skinny.

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it’s so tiring

losing weight is easy, all you have to do is not eat

but waiting for the number to drop, for each morning to come so you can be lighter, is so tiring

going through each day feeling like you’ll faint when you stand up is so tiring

keeping up with activities and appearances is so fucking tiring when you’re starving

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🌸

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I want my existence to be romanticized. I want my life to be like the edits you see of Cassie from skins. Tragically beautiful.

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she looks like an angel

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Wow if this isn’t me😂���

me: WHY CAN’T I BE SKINNY LIKE HER *cries*

my friend: because she’s twelve and you’re fuCKING 27

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elsa hosk

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🧷⛓️

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Me logging into my ana blog after 6 months of attempted recovery

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i just wanted a pretty thigh gap i didn’t want to die 

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Me telling myself I’m going to diet healthily after being in recovery for 5+ years 😂😂

When you allow yourself give into one (1) ED tendency and it makes the urge to relapse intensify:

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Diese Taille ist bestimmt FAKE Lasst euch nicht täuschen!

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Dat progress damn