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[totaylorfromg]

DESorganized

I got a conclusion about me: I’m so DESORGANIZED! 

I’m shocked now. The reality overcomes me now. No wisdom teeth now, but I’ve been desorganized a while before I extract this teeth, so it is another theory. 

I’ve tried so hard to be organized: agendas, calendars, anotations, post-its...nothing solved my problem, so the problem is me!!!

I just got a punch on my face now because I’ll do two tests ext week and there’s a lot of thing to study. It will be better if I start today, if I don’t...I wll screw my grade and I can’t lose my scholarship for this irresponsability. 

I’m not gorgeous now. Not yet. Soon

[totaylorfromg]

Few months since I

I didn’t write for you, Tay.

As I told you, I got a big opportunity to travel abroad to do a ‘summer course’ in Germany. It was an amazing experience and I realized some things about me and about people. Here’s my points.

1- Don’t forget who you are and where you belong;

2 - You can try to trust in people again. Just TRY again

3. There are such beautiful places your eyes couldn’t see if you stay the same

4 - People can be truthly friendly with you even with distance

5 - Blue eyes and sincere smile can be heaven and hell

6 - Take care of your goals

7 - To flight is AWESOME! 

8 - Meet new people from different places make you a better person if you really wanna know them.

[totaylorfromg]

Gorgeous

Taylor, your album is G-O-R-G-E-O-U-S haha I like the pink color that reminds me kind of Mean Girls...

My theory: Gorgeous~George ~Regina George ?

sorry about the bad joke, I really love you and I enjoy making theories like the most swifties :)

[totaylorfromg]

Upside down

Today is one of the day of my life. My scholarship was denied; my dad is trying to sell his business for a low price; we will send our car to get money. I’m upside down and now I’m knowing how the hell looks like. The world is unfair - it is a fact to me now. You must be strong - that’s what they say. Huh, to be strong you must prove to yourself that you still can stand up after the fight. Oh and it hurts a lot, like your hurt is being take of you; it’s like going down for crying a lot and then you barely see what is in front of you because your tears cover your eyes. 

I hope this sadness and all this situation get better soon because I don’t wanna see my family suffering anymore because of someone else’s greed. 

[totaylorfromg]

Financial life sucks

My financial life sucks right now. I’m working hard to get things better. In one year I’ll be looking back to this post and smiling, proud of everything I’ll build from the ground. 

[totaylorfromg]

Someday

Every day I think about

if someone will hear my voice someday

Will someone want to hear my history?

[totaylorfromg]

Day 3 - March, 27 - 2017

Hi Taylor. I’m really upset now. You know, things can be difficult when siblings do things that can hurt you so deeply. Maybe it’s just not the words, but the attitudes. I’m really sad and I almost cried here, but I’m strong enough to know I’m not what they say I’m or what I should do. What keeps me motivated to go on and don’t care about bad things is the desire of travelling. I’ll have wings to fly away around the world, to know other cultures, to learn and to grow up. I think I’m feeling better now. 

[totaylorfromg]

Why did I create this blog?

Firstly, good night!

I decided to create this blog because I need to share some experiences. And you may question: ‘so why don’t you just write down on a diary?’. Well, why don’t share my experiences about college life and people, huh? It’s so hard to live in a world where people want to take you down, instead of being happy with your achievements.  It’s frustrating to know people you shared things a short time ago is using your secrets and facts against you – it’s not my case. I do believe there’s someone good in this big world, faithful like I’m and believing in the existence of this kind of people too.

Taylor, you were the first person I thought when I decided to make a ‘anonymous’ blog, because I know how much can be hard to be known and misunderstood. I know being famous  means not having the freedom you wanted, perhaps you have enough money to travel around the world when you want to haha. I think it’s funny to see the situation by this perspective. And I hope you wanna read about my experiences to have new ones. Be very welcome to my world.

Xoxo G.

To Taylor from G.