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"spn fandom has the worst gaydar ever"

POSSIBLY

"the supernatual cast have been so openly affectionate and horny for each other that we failed to see the obvious signs"

PROBABLY

"we were told for years that the gayest love story that ever graced our screens was only platonic so we're preconditioned to think they're just buddies"

MOST DEFINITELY

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The abandoned child you’ve taken in sleeps on your lap as the god who gave you immortality softly warns you. “This will hurt.”

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dean’s the main character because ultimately everything boils down to heaven and hell being horny for him. like everyone is just obsessed with dean winchester everyone wants him either as a tool or a body or a bestie or a lover. it’s like. yes the show starts on sam, but ultimately it’s about dean. dean carried his body out of the house, dean picked him up from stanford, dean is the driving force of everything. they could’ve both just died in that house fire and nothing would ever have happened. but dean had a job, dean did his job, everything happens through dean…god’s literal favorite anyway i don’t know where i’m going w/ this just wanted to ramble abt my boy<3 

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Me, watching the Watcher "Goodbye YouTube" video: wow what a terrible business decision, what a shame

Me, reading the comments: wow what terrible people you all are, I don't think you deserved this content anyway

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@ everyone who is catastrophizing: they're not taking their old content off youtube:

However, according to Bergara, Watcher is not fully exiting YouTube: It will still keep its backlog of videos on YouTube, and going forward will put the first episodes of new seasons on YouTube — while the full new seasons will be exclusively available on the Watcher streamer.

Source: VARIETY ARTICLE LINKED RIGHT HERE READ IT

also yes, i am sure they have thought this through, carefully and with much discussion with their staff, their partners and themselves. this is not a decision taken lightly or without deep consideration.

unfortunately, they, like all the rest of us, are allowed to make a living and their 27 staff and employees are also allowed to make a living. episodes of Ghost Files, as an example, cost hundreds of thousands of dollars to make. neither the patreon nor the youtube ad revenue, even combined, cover that + their additional overhead.

i'm sorry to folks who cannot afford the new subscription service, but the boys have also encouraged password and account sharing, so i suggest you hook up with a couple of fandom friends and share an account the way i am going to.

there's a real disconnect in this fandom about the true costs associated with the content that we enjoy and have consumed, essentially for free, for years. that watcher was even able to remain sustainable as the youtube landscape became more and more hostile to creators who did not make clickbait nonsense, is amazing. this is a necessary and vital change to the model in which their content is released. it gets them out from under the youtube algo, keeps them from being demonetized and getting nothing at all for a video that costs tens of thousands of dollars to make, and will hopefully free them up to be able to pursue things they have been unable to pursue while being tied into the youtube space.

sorry that you are no longer getting content for free, but being able to directly pay the creators of the content for their time, energy, and effort, is way more appealing to me than having to watch fucking unskippable youtube ads about sports betting.

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somethin a lil fruity happens and we’re all just collectively like what abt dean winchester and i love that for us

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whatever's at the end of watcher's countdown is about to send tumblr into more of a frenzy than the mystery files announcement and puppet history s5 finale COMBINED

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I’m obsessed with this video

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WDYM WE GOT BI BUCK CANON WITH A GAY KISS

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Spot the difference.

ROMANCE.

BROMANCE.

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destiel, sterek, and johnlock fans to buddie fans right now:

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Me being happy that one of the firefighters on the firefighter show is finally canonically Bi despite never watching a single episode:

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This is all I could think of

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He sobbed on that dungeon floor

He ignored his brother's call at the end of the world and SOBBED on that dungeon floor

Do you understand?

THE WORLD MIGHT AS WELL HAVE ALREADY ENDED FOR HIM

HE WAS SOBBING ON THAT DUNGEON FLOOR

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s1 is just. i love you grainy unfocused shots of cemeteries and foggy roads no one travels. i love you john’s journal as a bible. i love you sam driving the impala casually with dean sleeping in the passenger seat. i love you dark motels with neon signs and dusty libraries with huge lore books. i love you side character serving as a mirror to the winchesters. i love you cleaning guns and wounds and sharpening of knives and gas stations and flip phones and laptop stickers. i love you small towns where time stands still with something unknowable and hungry lurking in the shadows. i love you angry psychic kid sam and dean trying his best with a leather jacket too big for him. i love you looming presences of john and mary. i love you homemade and flawed equipment. i love you horror and tragedy and blood. i love you dramatic lighting and silhouettes. i love you folklore and local legends. i love you -

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Good night to cas girls and dean kinnies and heller jensen ackles

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Me watching Supernatural: Yeah, I'm a Dean girl-

4x01:

Me and Dean Winchester: nevermind-